Chapter 4 First Love

Felix thought about what he was feeling and hoped he was not making a grave mistake. How could he be feeling so strongly about a girl whom he had just met? It couldn't be love of course, once he had her, she would authomatically go off his system.

He recalled afresh why he could not allow himself to be vulnerable again. He could not trust the female folk. If Gift could betray him the way she did, then no woman was worth trusting. But he could not deny his fascination for Mercy. But then again Gift had also fascinated him and look what it hot him, a shattered heart that may not have mended properly yet.

His thoughts drifted as he recalled the first time he spoke to Gift, he had been so besotted and smitten that he couldn't think straight.

'My name is Felix Nnanna studying in Infinity college here. What is yours?'

' Mine is Gift Onyema and I know about you'. '

You are a very beautiful girl and I have taken a fancy to you. Will you be my girl? I promise to take good care of you'. Felix said.

' I know you have numerous girlfriends and I don't want to be one of them' Gift stated, ' if I will accept you, then I will have to be THE girlfriend.

' Felix looked at this little girl and his respect for her grew and so did whatever feelings he had for her. If promising her that would get her to accept him, then he had no problem with that. ' You will be THE girlfriend like you want. You make the rules and I will abide by them. You know, as they say, your wish is my command '. Felix replied. '

'Promise me this on your life,' Gift insisted.

Felix looked at Gift and saw that she was serious. He also saw that she was one of the few girls who were close to his age and truth be told, he really liked her alot and would not want to miss having her as his, ' I promise' , he said.

This started their love story. Gift being an innocent and being in love with someone as highly experienced as Felix did not know how to go about the relationship. she only knew that she wasn't ready to be intimate with him yet.

She had seen her sisters come under the control of sex. some of them had been unable to keep their marriages due to their Obsession to sex.

She had heard people say of her family that they were cursed with uncontrollable sexual desires. Which had ruined alot' of their family members .

Their parents Mr. and Mrs. Onyenma had tried all they could to bring their children up in the right way, but they always ended up staying.

The only person who had kept in the right way was their only brother Dennis.

Dennis was a very studious young man who knew that there was nothing to gain by rushing into something at the wrong time. So, though his friends were already having girlfriends, he decided it was not time for him to get involved with girls yet.

Ironically, girls kept flocking round him like bees and we're always disappointed by his lack of interest.

This did not deter them at all. It rather increased their desire for him.

Another person who seemed to be showing promise was Gift. At fifteen, she was still a virgin and her parents hoped and prayed fervently that she would be different from her sisters. At least so their family's name and reputation would not be totally ruined.

But Gift had a secret fear. She felt that once she engaged in sexual practise, the curse would become effective and so she was determined to delay it for as long as she possibly could.

The problem was that she loved Felix so much and was willing to do anything for him. She prayed that she would be able to overcome the curse and not have to lose Felix because from what she had witnessed of her sisters' relationships and marriages, men are rarely able to tolerate an unfaithful wife or partner. Which explains why her sisters' marriages had failed.

But even if she eventually gave in to Felix' request for them to consumate their relationship. You know express their love physically, she as determined not to fall under the spell of uncontrollable sexual desires such that had led her sisters to mate with almost anything in pants.

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After being friends for some months, Felix felt that he had been patient enough and he really had given the kind of person he was. A play boy who grabbed his pleasure where ever he found it. He had only been patient with Gift because he fancied himself in love with her.

So, after some months, he asked Gift again to be his lover. Gift knew the kind of person he was and though he respected her, she was aware that he was still seeing his other girl and lady friends. So she knew that it was a sacrifice, a show of love that Felix had not pressured her into being intimate with him. But now that he had asked again, the third time in nine months,she felt it was totally time.

She had also been experiencing some sexual feelings. Sometimes the ache would be uncontrollable that she would want to run to Felix and beg him to take her but she had managed to keep herself under control. But she decided it was time she stopped denying him what he had been patiently asking her for and which she desired to experience if truth be told.

Their love, Gift believed would help them weather every storm and since Felix was an experienced and expert lover, he would be able to keep her satisfied and she wouldn't have to go to other men for satisfaction, thereby following in the steps of her sisters.

Their first time together was not an ordinary experience. It may not have been Felix's first experience but it was Gift's and he wanted to pleasure her beyond measure though tenderly, so that she could be his body, soul and spirit.

Their time together started with a kiss and gradually progressed to other areas.

Felix dragged on the kiss until Gift felt weak on the knees.. His mouth and fingers trailed on to her neck and her breast, pulling into his mouth one erect nipple after the other.

Gift felt that Felix must have magic in both his tongue and hands because she was no longer in possession of her senses.

She felt that she had fallen under his spell and was aching in all the right or wrong places; she didn't know which, but all she knew was that she wanted to give herself completely and take completely everything Felix was and all he was giving. It was an awesome experience. She pleaded with him to stop the torture and make her his.

'Make love to me', she pleaded.

He needed no other propmting because Gift was not the only person who had lost control. He was full of tension trying to withhold from ravishing her and hurting her in the process since this was her first experience. When he eventually slid gently into her, she gasped with painful pleasure and wonder.

The pain was transitory as Felix masterfully, moved inside her increasing her pleasure by his rhythmic movements and his seeking mouth and hands. The pain was immediately forgotten and she found out that her heart was full of love for him.She felt him grow fuller and harder inside of her as he brought her to her climax and ejaculated seconds afterwards. He was an experienced lover who learnt at a very young age the act of satisfying women and getting optimum satisfaction from them but this experience had been different. It had been beautiful and from the satisfied smile on her lovely face he knew Gift felt the same way and he was pleased. He smiled smugly with male pride.