Chapter 9 Introducing Bunny's Love

Ring, ring, ring, ring. "Huh" who's calling. "Hello?" "Hey Bun." "Oh, hey. Umm, what timeis it." Bunny can hear him taking in a breath before he continues, "Curtis was picked up again." "What is it this time." I ask while sitting up in my bed. "Graffiti." "How much to make bail?" "1,500." I sigh to myself silently. "Listen you can't keep doing this to yourself. He's gone, Bun. He belongs in a home. He's probably not even going to know." Bunny bites down on her bottom lip trying to hold back the tears. "This isn't your fault.

He probably would have ended up like this whether you sold him the bad drugs or if it were by somebody else." "He's not going into a home!" I appreciate you trying to make me feel better but this is my fualt! It's my responsibility to take care of him." "Bunny, Curtis was never your responsibility not eve-." "Look, we have this conversation all the time. Just stop okay. Give up all ready." "I can't keep doing this stuff myself Bun. I could lose my job. The stuff you got yourself into ever since you met that low life. Your dad would be ashamed! That was a hard working man. As for Curtis, he can't even make his one phone call. He's completely incapable! I looked after you guys after your dad past. I'm just trying to be a good friend of his by still looking out. That's way I called to warn you about the raid. I'm not doing you anymore favors Bun. I can't." "Thanks Rick."

Third person POV

Bunny hangs up the phone puts her head on the strirring wheel. She shoulders kept raising and falling. She wipes her eyes takes in a deep breath to stop the tears. And

Bunny's POV

After I hung up I hopped in the shower brushed my hair out while I was in there then brushed my teeth after I got out and tied a towel around myself. I pick out my clothes, got dresse, slipped my phone into my pocket, and grabbed my keys. I'm headed out the door trying hard not to think about that night as I get in the car and try to keep myself from thinking about that night.

Third person POV

Bunny hangs up the phone puts her head on the strirring wheel. She shoulders kept raising and falling. She wipes her eyes takes in a deep breath to stop the tears. And presses the gas pedal turning the steering wheel to drive off.

...............................Flash back

"Hey Buck. It's Bunny, I need to reup, got anything for me." "Yeah, come by the house. I'll give you about two ounces for $200?" You can hear Buck laughing on the other end of the line. "Nay, since you bae, I'll make it $130. $50 for one ounce and I got some LSD. A bulk for you, $300." "Ight, $430 it is." Bunny smiled "see you in a bit?" "Yeah, come through."

Bunny's POV

I sent him a moji heart through text. He sent me one of those smily winky faces; like the one people sent before mojis were a thing. I loved when he did that. Thought it was cute. I slipped my phone back into my pocket as I got into the car. On my way there I was just filled with anxiety. I'd get to nervous every time I was around him. He just kind of had this effect on me. Where him holding was unlike like any other narcotic that I've ever tried. It's like he just awakened feelings I've never fault before or even knew I could feel. The way he'd stare into my eyes held me captivated it was like I couldn't even look away. I was mesmerized, hypenatized? I don't know. I don't even know I can't explain it. I just knew I loved him. I just couldn't tell him how I felt about him. Whenever I tried it was like the words would never leave my tounge. I wanted to tell him so many times. Like the things I loved about him. I loved how he could tell me things without actually saying it. There was a time he was walking down some steps and I'm leaning up against the car waiting for him to come down, when he does it just was everything. It was his hair, his eyes the way he bit on his bottom lip like his whole face exspression was like he was thinking about something. It just hit like, I didn't know how to feel about it, it was just something about the way he moved. I pulled up in front of his house and went up to knock on his door. When he opened it my heart froze and sunk. In a good way though. He grabs me by my waist and pulls me close. His lips touching mine. He closed the door behind us not letting go of my hips. We then walk go from his living room to his up stairs bedroom. He had some friends (I think that's what they were) sitting on the couch. With some deers on the coffee table in front of them and an ash try sitting with some cigarettes put out in it. He starts kissing me down my kneck from my lips. We both just fall on to the bed every kiss is passionate his hands groping and feeling me up is so sensational. It's like my body just responds to his touch. I just feel my breast stiffen when ever he's close to me. He Nips the center of each breast as I sit on top of him in between my legs. Buck doesn't stop to look at me as he says, "I love you." While still filling his mouth with my breast. "Oh, Buck! I love you too!" While still grinding on his lap. "Take these off." He says as he taps then tugs my pants. Then Benz walks in interrupting us I'm just covering and leaning my body into Bucks trying to cover myself. "My bad." Benz says. "What the fuck ever man you know you did that shit on purpose. Da fuck. Get the fuck out of here man." Buck then throughs a shoes at the door. Benz just rolls his eyes and closes the door shut. I look back up at Buck with a longing gaze after removing my embarrassed face from his chest. He went back to kissing me and I couldn't help bit kiss him all over his gorgeous face, licking me from around and down his neck trailing it down to his shaft. He was like candy to me. Doing these things with him just came naturally to me, like without a thought. I just could help but love every part of his torso and wast band. Everything about this guy just turned me on. I stripped into complete nudity and climb on top of his lap. They're was this hook above his bed I'd use. I grabbed it to support myself. So I could ride him faster. The hook was there because he occasionally liked to tie me up. The sounds he makes his grunts I've never found it to be so attractive with anyone other him. I purposely leave his lap kiss him while running my tongue down his body just to put his full length into my mouth. I look up at him to see him mouth those 3 beautiful words. Then climb back on top of him and shove him back inside me. He sits up and I start using his broad support as he puts his mouth back on my chest. I tilt my head back in satisfaction. A hand of his pulling on my hair. He tapped the side of my thigh and I hopped up and put my mouth back on his girth and swallow. I loved how he tasted. It didn't really have a taste but something about tasting him also had me feeling an unfamiliar sensation. I also hadn't felt anything like it before with anyone else. I get up and we both get dressed. I see him heading to his nightstand pulling something out from the first drawers. He then just tosses it onto the bed. I did the same with the money. I know that's just how he is. I pick it up and walk towards the door waiting for him to come wit's me. He barries his face in my neck then kisses my lips as we head out the door. As we're headed Down the steps Benz comes up and says "So, Buck." I just love everything this guy does. Just the way Bucks turns his attention towards Benz I'm jealous. Not that I have anything to be jealous of it's just a toxic trait I have due to my own insecurities. I don't act on it though. I think it's because I know where the jealousy is coming from. "What's up." Says Buck. "Some females came over we're about to take some shots." I place my hand on Bucks chest "I gotta go but have fun okay." He nods kisses my cheek and walks me out. "I love you." "I love you too." I say back to him.