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~Jasmine's POV
The teacher wasn't in the lecture room when I got there so I sat on my own with my eye plugs in my ear. Here I am, I don't know why I ended up being a loner. I don't have any friends except Lexi. Alicia is also my friend but.. most times it's like I'm forcing myself on her.
He's the best friend one could ever ask for.. always there when I needed him.. always there when I needed a warm hug.. when I needed some one to confide me.. he has been truthful to me always, I mean he tells me if a cloth looks good on me or if I look ugly at that moment. I'm afraid if I lose him I won't be able to survive the next seconds.
Then why exactly didn't we think of dating and getting married the next day? It's because.. because he can't like a person like me, I'm too ugly and I can't meet up to his taste. Lexi loves girls with perky @ss and small TiTs.. oval face and slightly big lips so he can get a hold of it.. big eyes.. brunette.. green eyes and almost tall as him.
I can't believe I memorized that well, LOL and my assessing myself, I'm very far from it so it's best to give up, why try?
Is the Professor not going to make it to class today or what? because time seems so slow and there's no sign of him. I closed my eyes and decided to utilize my time reading my old chats.. well don't look at me! I know I'm supposed to be reading some textbooks or encyclopedia but duhh let the students breathe.
Lexi is on my top recent chat and I clicked on it, the last chat we had was a Truth or Dare game that we played on Sunday night because we couldn't sleep and I called off the idea of him sleeping over.
I PICK T - LEXI
WHAT SECRET ARE YOU KEEPING FROM ME ? - ME
It took a while before he replied and I kept on wondering what he's thinking.
.. YOU SATISFY ME BETTER THAN ALICIA, NO SHADES - LEXI
And that had me speechless, how am I supposed to text back to this.. should I be happy? I don't know exactly how to feel..
I'M NEXT - LEXI
He texted back right in time, he must've noticed the awkwardness.. if only he could see how red my face was.
I PICK T - ME
IS ANY GUY HITTING ON YOU RIGHT NOW?? - LEXI
NO, WHY? - ME
NOTHING.. I JUST WANTED TO KNOW - LEXI
OH.. T OR D - ME
D - LEXI
HM.. I DARE YOU TO MAKE A TOOTHPASTE MUSTACHE AND POST IT ON YOUR STORY -ME
HELL NO!! - LEXI
IT'S A DARE REMEMBER, YOU CAN'T REFUTE - ME
YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN TAKE A PICTURE OF INSTEAD? - LEXI
IT BETTER NOT BE YOUR D!ÇK! - ME
JEEZ JAZZ, WHAT ARE YOU THINKING.. I MEANT I CAN TAKE PICTURES OF MY ABS AND POST IT - LEXI.
His reply was so embarrassing..
WELL IT'S YOUR FAULT, YOU'VE FILLED THIS INNOCENT HEAD WITH DIRTY THOUGHTS, DO WHATEVER YOU WANT- ME
YOU HAVE TO PICK D THIS'LL TIME AROUND TOO - LEXI
I always try to avoid D because of how naughty the game is gonna get
FINE.. - ME
I DARE YOU TO OPEN THE DOOR TO YOUR ROOM - LEXI
AND YOU'LL SURPRISINGLY BE STANDING THERE? I'M NOT FALLING INTO YOUR TRAP - ME
ALRIGHT, YOU GAT ME! I DARE YOU TO LET ME KISS YOU WHEN I ENTER.
I haven't even replied to it when he stormed in and hopped on my bed immediately, his bulge was so visible in the jersey knicker he was wearing. His lips landed on my lips so fast and the tingling sensation was sent down to my tummy.
"A kiss right? that's all, go back to your room" I poked his head playfully to push him away slightly.
"Let this be written in your diary as your first lesson. No isn't answer for an horny man" his voice was so husky as he spoke.
"how about I change the rule"
"it isn't possible" he muttered before reconnecting our lips.
"Fvck I think I came already" he jerked.
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I smiled as the memories flooded back to my head as I listened to the song. The usual sputtering feel I get when he touches me came. I held in my breathe as I tried to shake away the nasty thoughts.
Then, I realized the person next is Aiden and he sent a message, I read it but I haven't replied. How did this happen?
I'M COMING BY NEWYORK ON MONDAY CAN WE MEET UP?
I DON'T KNOW HOW I FORGOT TO REPLY BUT SURE.. WHERE DO YOU WANNA MEET - I texted back.
I felt a presence next to me and I found it to be Jonathan, more or less my seat mate. I removed my ear pods and gave him my attention.
"Hi, I figured I should apologize for making use of the wrong expression" he smiled a little and I nodded.
"you're kinda right tho.." he trailed off
"I sincerely didn't mean to speak that way but I was really embarrassed when you found out my secret just by taking a glance at how I looked at him. I thought people will hear and somehow bash me so I.. erm flared up" he said with his eyes down the whole time.
"Are you serious? You're really interested in him? how? I mean since when?"
"Kai is the class governor so he's quite popular for his looks and brilliancy, back in freshman's year, he called a night study club and he taught us some things we couldn't understand so I simply fell for is capability and willingness"
"Have you two talk eye to eye? Like Alone before?"
"No, I thought he might not be interested in me.. he's a straight guy with so many girls at his beck and call so why why will he turn gay because of me?" he smirked.
"you should risk it"
"I'm super shy. .sometimes when he's coming towards me, I avoid using that same route.." he mumbled out.
"You really can't win him if you continue like that then" I patted his back.
"can you step in for me.."
"Alright!" I looked around and saw Kai seating at the front with some other girl students who are either fawning for his beauty or something else.
"Kai!!"
"No not that way" he pulled down the hand that was waving immediately.
"Then what?"
"Can I like.. host a movie night, I'm still thinking If that'll be a good Idea" Jonathan suggested.
"Then what? you'll seat very far away from him but try your best to make the popcorn sweet enough?" I smirked.
"I.. I was planning on making the popcorn sweet but.. I'm thinking of falling asleep in his hands" he smiles while imagining how good it'll be.
"good luck, hm?" I shrugged and turned to continue listening to music.
"Are you going to come?" he held my hands before I could plug in my pods.
"I don't think so and try not to invite crowds .. the max should be six people and that is your three roommates and two other guys which includes Kai and maybe one of your roommates girlfriends? look I don't know, figure it out of something" I said and Aiden's text came in.
PHEW! I THOUGHT YOU WEREN'T INTERESTED, DO YOU HAVE ANY LOCATIONS WE CAN MEET UP?, I'M ALREADY IN NEW YORK.
SURE, I'LL TEXT YOU THE ADDRESS WHEN I'VE FOUND A GOOD PLACE - ME
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[L& J's Apartment]
Lexi's POV
I hate myself for looking like the jerk who cheats on his girlfriend but I can't let go of either of them. I love them too much.
Alicia asked if I wanted to go one a date with her and sleep over at her house afterwards since her menses ended. I have nothing doing presently and it'll be absurd to turn down the appointment, I agreed.
Jasmine is not yet back.. she didn't tell me anything but I think she's on a night class. I left the house when I think I've dressed enough and drove to Alicia's place with my car.
She was all dazzle up, her lips glittering with gloss. I got down to open the door for her like the gentleman that I am but she pulled me down into a short kiss. The kiss expanded into a long and steamy romantic one that evaded tingling sensation in our stomach.
"you look so stunning right now" I whispered as I trailed kisses on her jawline and ear.
"don't ruin my make up, let's go!" she pulled out abruptly and sat in the front passenger seat of my Bugatti Chiron.
I trotted round the car to the other side and got to my seat. She had already turned on the radio and connected it to my Bluetooth and "All I ever need" by Austin Mahone started playing.
She sang alone as we drove and till the end of the song.
"I love you baby, you know that don't you?" I looked at her with so much sincerity and I hope it's visible in my eyes. I really love her and I wish I could tell her how sorry I am, I simply can't let go of Jasmine.
She chuckled before pecking my cheek.
"I know and I love you too.. now look at the road, don't get us killed"
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