Chapter 6 The big white wolf

I'm a big white wolf? If the Alpha was surprised by what he saw in me, the more I am. It seems like just yesterday, I considered myself to be nothing in the world, but now the situation seems to be reversed. Suddenly my head revolved around the big question of how did I become a big white wolf.

Alpha's scoffs popped up in my bubble and spoke, "You sure your father is a rogue?"

How can I know? But instead of paying attention to him, my wolf ran away. He didn't call me either because maybe he understood what my wolf wanted. But apart from what we both discovered, my wolf said something to me.

I don't want to draw attention to that, I mean, I think...that's inappropriate. I let my wolf continue her journey wherever she goes and enjoy the cool breeze caressing her fur.

'I'm sorry for the pain I caused. You can rest now, Sophia,' my wolf said.

But I reminded her, 'Don't go too far.'

'I won't,' she assured. 'And my name is Nala.'

I could sleep here under the surface but I didn't. But my wolf stopped for a moment feeling something. She told me, 'Oh...he followed.'

My heartbeat rate quickened, but my wolf decided to face him bravely. Then I saw a big brown wolf was in front of us and the worst thing was that I didn't expect him to shift back into human form. He would have at least given me a chance to close my eyes-his nudity is on viewed!

'Okay then, talk to him,' my wolf said and suddenly pushed me out. I let out a yelp when I found myself with both hands on the ground with no clothes on. I quickly crawled to hide my nudity in the tree trunk next to me and mentally hissed at my wolf at the back of my head, 'Why did you do that?'

She retorted, 'You should tell him the truth.'

'W-What? No way!'

'Hey, com'on,' she scolded.

Thinking about what she says, I looked at the Alpha and he asked, "Why did you stop?"

I replied, "I-It's not me."

"She seems to be teasing you, may I know her name?"

I gulped down, hugging naked breast and replied, "S-She's Nala."

He hummed and said, "Pretty. Did you feel something? Or...she say something?"

I know what he meant..

I gasped when he stepped closer to the tree trunk I was hiding in, causing me to move around to the other side of it. I stammered, "S-She said...what?" I feigned.

"She didn't say anything?" He smirked and went on, "That's impossible..." I gasped, his brows knitted. "Didn't you feel it?"

I gulped down the lump in my throat, shaking my head, telling him, "N-Nothing..."

"Lies..."

What he is asking is not easy for me to say, it is too inappropriate, it doesn't fit! I mean, he is an Alpha and I am an omega. I've been through a lot of bad things in my life. I've had the experience of being humiliated so many times, and my name carries it everywhere I go.

The history says that the name Sophia means wisdom but since I own this name, its meaning of wisdom has become a disgrace. Whatever favors are given to me, I do not deserve. I believe that once I rise, I will still be kicked to fall down.

I don't want to be hurt so I can't tell the truth. I couldn't say a word, I didn't want to believe it either. I felt that, but I'm used to putting up with all the things I want that I don't get until the end. I'm more used to accepting my life where I belong, as a slave and pathetically naive.

So even though my wolf was about to sulk, I still answered, "Y-Yes. She didn't say anything, I don't feel anything-"

'Why are you lying?!' Nala is frustrated. I understood but I couldn't say.

"I don't believe you." I immediately turned my back on him, indicating that he was right but I couldn't admit it. Why did Moon goddess give this to me? What does she want to happen? I heard the rustling of the dried leaves which he was stepping on. I could also feel his approach, causing me to move around the big tree trunk to avoid.

I'm afraid that I'll see his nudity again and I don't want him to see mine either. I was not prepared for this situation. I closed my eyes tightly as he almost touched my face when he propped his hand against the tree trunk.

I forced myself to speak even though my heart was thundering inside my chest and its pounding was deafening. "I-I don't know, s-she didn't say anything, I-I don't feel anything e-except..."

"Except?" he asked.

I clenched my fists as his face peeked up at me. I responded, stuttering, "F-Fear."

His eyes flashed, as he growled, "Fear?" That sent me shivers down my spine.

I licked my lips to ease its dryness and nodded. Looking at him, I hugged myself tighter to cover my breast that he glanced at from time to time. I clarified, "I-I'm afraid of you." I tried to catch my breath to ease my pounding heart and went on, "Y-You said, I might be a threat. B-But I have no bad intentions, really. I...I-I don't know how to prove that since you saw how big my wolf is... b-but believe me, I won't do anything wrong."

I felt even more tense when he peeped my face without even paying attention to his naked-self. The more he doesn't care about our situation, the more I'm drowning in shame as if I'm slowly becoming tiny under his gaze as he even asked, "How can I be sure if you're not a threat if I just now know you're lying?"

I couldn't help but tilted my head to the side and murmur, "Oh my moon goddess, please let me rest for a second." I feel like I just want to pretend to be unconscious but I don't know how.

I heard Nala cackles inside my head. I mentally hisses because of that. She's not helping...'and I really won't help you!'

'You can't do this to me!' I scolded.

'No, you can't do this to me!' she retorted.

Goddess, it was so nice to meet her, really...

"I won't stop asking here if you don't tell me the truth," he insisted and my wolf was keep teasing me at the back of my head.

I honestly don't understand myself. I know the meaning of my feelings but I didn't expect it to be this uncomfortable and messy. My system wants him to be close to me with his hotness hitting my body but every time I look at his face, the situation suddenly becomes awkward.

"Forfeiting?" he asked and peeked at my bent face covered by my hair.

I whimpered and whispered, "S-She didn't say anything."

"Com'on, Sophia!"

"P-Please, Alpha. S-She really didn't say anything, b-believe me-"

My mouth shut when he grabbed my jaw. He gently squeezed it causing me to yelp because of fear. But he asked in a whisper in my face, "Do you know why I brought you here and I chose to witness your shift rather than to rest?"

I gasped as my toes curled on the ground. I said, "T-To see my wolf."

"Aside from that..."

I breathlessly replied, "Y-You want to know what my wolf said."

"And what did she say?" when he asked, my stomach fluttered when I felt his breath on my face. Just one forward, his lips will touch to mine.

"S-She said..." I bit my lip. "D-Don't make you upset."

'Lies!' Nala yell in my head. 'Tell him.' I ignored her.

"Exactly. Don't make me upset, so tell me what she said and how you feel." He tightened his grip on my jaw.

I know he won't stop asking but I'm afraid to say what my wolf is saying. Especially what he does brought fear to me even more, so I say, "I-I'm scared." I whimpered. "T-That's how I feel. I-I'm not a threat but I know you won't believe. S-She said, I wouldn't dare to do something to upset you. So I'm...I'm being careful here."

He just stared at what I said and shook his head slowly. He scoffed wryly in disbelief and said, "I waited for almost three hundred years for this moment and even checking your growing up time to time because I know... and I believe, it's you. So please don't lie, and tell me what does your wolf say at the back of your head?!"

I wailed in fear, and can't help yelling the word, "You're my Alpha!" He let go of my jaw before giving me an incredulous look. "I'm sorry, but for me, y-you are my Alpha that I...I must serve since I'm your slave-"

My mouth shut when his lips suddenly connect to mine. My eyes widened, along with a series of tears. I feel like millions of fireworks exploded in my stomach and it's spread throughout my body. When he pulled back, his eyes red orange eyes flashed. He took out his claws and hissed, "Is this what you want me to do?" He groans and whispered to me, "I'm afraid to say, I'm in the mood to teach you a lesson."

After his lips curved into a smirk, he threw me into another big tree trunk. When my body hit there, I was immediately engulfed by a sharp pain in my back until I lost my consciousness.