Chapter 7 Toxic lover

Sarah's POV:

My heart skipped immediately he called me his sex toys. Wasn't he being all clengy few hours ago?

"You heard him Girl, you are nothing but his sex toy, i told you earlier that you shouldn't go thinking you are some big shot" Viper added.

All I felt at that moment was shame, pain, disgrace. I just wished i didn't show up here.

Slowly i turned and began walking away.

"Why's she leaving without the boss's permission? Hey com back here!" One of his men yelled at me.

"Let her go!" His deep voice groaned, at that moment I knew he was only saying those words to me to make me feel better, i hastened my walk and left.

I slumped into the bed tiredly hugging tightly to the pillow while crying my eyes out, I was fine being out there, he only came to take me away so he could cause me heart aches. My heart hurt so badly that I felt it will explode anytime soon.

Marco's POV;

I saw the hurt in her eyes immediately I said those words, i felt so bad calling her that name but it's for the best, If i truly want to keep her safe than i must act mean to her in front of everyone. I wouldn't want the godfather to turn his aggression on her.

After she ran out in tears i couldn't eat a thing, seeing her in tears shattered me, and i feel so guilty knowing I was the one causing her so much pain.

"Don, you haven't touched your food'' Drake, the dude who wanted to stop her from leaving blurted. I will f*cking make sure he pays for trying to challenge her.

"Saving the energy to slit your throat!" His eyes widened knowing it wasn't a joke neither was it a cheap threat. I will deal with him sooner or later.

"I'm so sorry Don" he diverted his gaze back to his food, I will look for a better way to get back at him without raising suspicions among the clan members.

Watching them eat began pissing me off so i dropped my spoon and stormed out.

I slowly knocked on the door hoping she'd come open the door but she didn't, just her faint sniff could be heard and i feel so horrible knowing I was the cause of it.

"Just go away nanny, you've done me enough damage already'' She said after I knocked for the third time.

I slowly opened the door before walking in. I saw her curled up in bed. Even though she covered her face with the durvet i could tell she was crying.

"Sarah" i called taking a seat beside her on the bed.

"Go away please, just let me be" She muttered sniffing.

"I'm so sorry Sarah, forgive me" i dragged the durvet away from her face.

Her face was swollen already. She turns her back on me.

"I'm so sorry Sarah, trust me Its not what you think" I tired touching her again but she moved back seating up on the bed.

"Tell me Marco. What exactly do you want? First you brought me here, claiming you love me. Just few hours ago you promised me heaven and earth and then you called me a sex toy in front of everyone. I'm tired of all these Marco, just let me go please. I'm not asking for too much, if you love me then let me go" She pleaded Clasping her palms together.

"No Sarah, i can't let you go! Never! You are mine and mine alone!" I shook my head refusing to admit. I was never letting her go! Not in this lifetime, not In the next lifetime. Never!

"That's the problem Marco. You don't love me!" Hell no! I don't just love her, i can't live without her, what i feel for her is way bigger than love, i can't explain it but I'm sure my heart longs for only her.

"Don't say that Sarah, I love you I swear" She looks at me then smirks.

"Snap out of it already, what you feel for me is Obsession not love! If you love me then you won't do anything that hurts me!" She yells angrily.

Sarah's POV;

Suddenly he's gaze darkened immediately i said the word obsession.

I moved back in horror staring at him.

"Don't you dare! Don't you dare call my feelings obsession. I love you and that's all that matters, it's not upto you to decide if it's love or obsession!" He blurted angrily murdering me with his dark gaze.

Something in me kept whispering to me to move back but I refused instead i stepped closer to him.

"You don't love me Marco! What you feel for me is not love! You are only being selfish and mean!" I couldn't complete my statement when suddenly the next thing I had was a slap across my face sending me to the floor, at that moment i could no longer feel my eyes, everything turned blank including him, i tried getting up but ended up falling on my butt again, tears pricked the corner of my eyes streaming down before i could even hold it back. Hell no, the slap was too huge for me to hold back my tears.

I sat on the floor crying out my eyes while he watched. Suddenly he walks towards me, his eyes filled with regret and guilt.

"I'm so sorry Sarah, I don't know what came over me!" He tries touching me but I moved back and he paused.

"I know you didn't know what came over you. Just leave already please, you brought me here as a sex toy so what was i expecting? To be pampered? Just go Marco. Please leave"

"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to touch you. Forgive me please, if my absence will make you happy then i will leave" he turns back and without sparing me another glance he storms out of the room banging the door loudly.