Chapter 6. Discard the Linggeri
"Diandra. Please don't do this! Be calm and don't embarrass your own sister, after all, as bad as Devina is, she's still your sister!"
"Please be as polite as ever!" she pleaded again.
Mas Bima turned to me, the man even held my hand and I brushed off Mas Bima's rude actions towards me.
I smiled sarcastically at Mas Bima, then took a deep breath, my cheeks felt hot, but I tried not to be barbaric, even though I was really emotional, my brain felt smoky at the attitude Mas Bima showed me.
"Are you asking me to be polite like usual? Why don't you ask Devina to behave as a lady? Is she worthy of entering this house? Oh! I stand corrected. This is my house or our house, a gift from our marriage. Is it appropriate for Devina to act like she's the queen of this house?" I asked a question that made the man exhale rudely.
"Listen carefully Mas, the one who should be polite is Devina, your ex-wife-to-be, not me!"
"You, listen carefully Devina!"
I turned to the woman.
"You should also have some modesty and boundaries, after all... even though I'm your sister, the clothes I wear, I'm not willing to share with anyone, even that includes you. You say you have the money to buy hundreds of lingerie? If so, buy it! No need to wear my clothes. Or do you deliberately wear my lingerie to prove that you have entered this house and rummaged through the defenses of this house? Is that so?"
I asked sarcastically at that moment Devina pouted.
"Mas Bima, do me a favor, mas why are you just silent about Mbak Diandra's attitude? she has no maturity. Why is she lashing out at me, even though I am her sister? You see for yourself, how does Ms. Diandra treat me?"
The woman whined.
"Never mind Devina, you better change your clothes!" In the end, the man ordered the woman who had dumped him, I don't understand why Mas Bima still wants to keep Devina. Even though she had been dumped.
Then with stomping feet Devina entered her room, my room to be exact.
my room.
I turned my head to Mas Bima, and finally my tears came pouring down, though without sobbing.
"You really have the heart, Mas, to kick me out of this house in such a disrespectful way. Do I really deserve to be treated like this?" I asked sarcastically.
"Sorry ... you yourself also know how my heart and feelings are," said the man looking away.
What, sorry? What does that mean? Shouldn't apologizing be done in a respectful or gentle manner?
"You said sorry. That's just for pleasantries. It makes me even more hurt. Thank you, Mas, it turns out that my sacrifice for 3 years has not been rewarded with respect from you. Even..."
"If you want this house, I will give this house to you!"
The man said firmly cutting off my words making me open my mouth almost in disbelief that the man I respected with all my body and soul, thought that I wanted and controlled our house.
CK!
How could this man I respected have such dark thoughts about me? Oh well, he threw me away in the end.
"I don't want this house Mas. It's just that, if you're going to kick me out of this house, at least kick me out in a respectful and humane manner!"
I refuted the man's accusation.
While Mas Bima was still looking away from my eyes, even though there was no love between us, usually he would look at me with a fixed gaze or maybe stare at me expressionlessly. But this time he couldn't even look at my face.
"You should have gotten me out of this house, gotten rid of our memories first before you brought Devina into this house!" I grimaced.
"I know you love Devina, maybe even a lot, even if she threw you away and treated you disrespectfully three years ago, you still accepted her, that means you really love her. But please respect me as the mother of your children!"
I pleaded.
"Ms. Diandra, please stop saying the phrase throwing away! Because I never threw away Mas Bima!" yelled Devina coming out of the room and already changed clothes, there was my favorite lingerie in her hand.
"I went abroad, actually had permission from Mas Bima. But at that time Mas Bima still wanted to get married at the time he had determined. So it's not my fault for going. It was Mas Bima's fault for not allowing me to go and insisting that we had to get married that day. Even though I asked him to give me time!" Devina then threw her linger at me.
My chest was getting hotter with Devina's actions, then I grabbed and held the lingerie and squeezed it and in front of both of them, I put the lingerie into the trash can.
That action managed to make Devina make a fierce face. Probably offended.
What? I deliberately threw away the clothes you've been wearing!
Disgusted.