Chapter 2 Seeing You

It's morning already, and a new day to trouble my heart. I left the bed early today, cause I don't want Ethan to find me beside him when he wakes. Anytime I look at him, I see an incapable man. Although we love each other, he's refused to fulfill my desire. The only thing that makes me feel complete. The only thing that will quench my thirst.

Two things usually cross my mind anytime I think about his reasons behind this. And they're, one; it could be that he lacks the strength and skill to give it to me as I want, or it could be because of what he told me, which is that he can't withstand seeing a woman in pain. But if

eventually he decides to give in to my request, I won't be able to withstand him, cause I won't live to see another day.

It sounds horrific, like he's a dreadful Lion. But should I really believe that? What makes him think that I'll get hurt if he handles me? I mean, this is what I want, so why the excuse?

I need a man who will push me to the world beyond and make me see stars. Make me feel like a woman, satisfy me in a way no one has done before.

This reminds me of my ex boyfriend, Rowan Emmett. He's all that I need in a man. I dream of him everyday, I yearn for his touch every damn minute. I just wish Ethan could be like him, or far better than him. But anytime I look at him, anytime he touches me, there seems to be no hope for a change.

After taking a shower, I put on a short gown that stopped below my knees, and headed to the kitchen. The gown is yellow in color, it's sleeveless, and also exposes my cleavage, clinging my body tightly, and giving me that unique look for a sexy looking lady like me.

When I got to the kitchen, I walked straight to the refrigerator, to get some fresh tomatoes, which I used to prepare breakfast.

After cooking, I dished out the food into two plates and took it to the dining room. I could hear Ethan whistling in the bedroom. While waiting for him to come downstairs, I decided to go outside and take in some fresh air. As if it knew what I wanted, it hit me so hard, pushing my hair backward. It's a pleasant feeling and I love it.

After standing there for a while, I decided to go through my phone to keep myself busy. The moment I brought it out, I catched sight of someone. He has broad shoulders, black curly hair which looks wet, and he wears a black tight short. I looked keenly at his bare body, wishing that he would turn around so I could have a clearer view of him. I decided to take a photo of him, and the moment I did that, he turned around and faced me.

My jaw drop in shock. His height, his abs, his.........I don't know how to describe him, but this guy is hot! That's not why I'm surprised though, but the person In Front of me is none other than my ex boyfriend, Rowan Emmett.

We stared at each other from eyeball to eyeball, without saying a word or taking any action. My heart arch, as I think about our past. I still can't understand why he broke up with me. Although I don't love him as much as I love Ethan, but my body craves for him so much. I begin to imagine his hands on me, pinching my nipples so hard, and pinning me against the wall. His hot tongue in my mouth, and his hand sliding under my dress and into my pants.

How he would carry me into his arms to his room, and lay me gently on the bed. How he would spread my legs wider and rest his head between my thighs, roaming his tongue around my virginia, and licking everything in me. My nipples hardened in my dress as the thought continued to explore in my mind. I could feel the wetness in my pants.

Rowan turns swiftly and walks away, and I watched him till he entered his house, and it finally dawned on me that he's the new neighbor Ethan told me about the previous day. I have been indoors lately, so I never knew. Even when Ethan told me about it, I wasn't paying much attention, cause I was lost in my own thoughts. But to see him now is a big blow to me, and I couldn't help but question why he is here.

" Is he here because of me? Has he regained his senses and finally wants me back? But it's been two years."

The dream that I had the previous night, suddenly slip into my mind and I couldn't help but gasped. " Could it be possible? What......"

" Babe!" Ethan's voice interrupted me from my thoughts and I glanced at the house immediately. I turn away, and continue in my fancy thoughts. But suddenly, I felt cold hands wrap around me, and a pleasant scent filled my nostrils.

" Were you trying to play with me or something?" His voice soothes my ears like a musical rhyme. I turn quickly and wrap my hands around his neck and kiss him deeply. If it's Rowan, he would've pulled me closer to himself, squeeze my ass and explore my mouth with his tongue. But Ethan, he just stood like a statue.

" Good morning, sweetheart." I said as I broke the kiss, and stared at his handsome face, his blue eyes peering into mine.

" You look good today, what's the occasion?" He said with a smile and cocked his head while checking me out.

" Are you trying to say that I don't usually look good?" I furrowed my brows.

" Nope! That's not what I mean. It's just that, you look more sexy today." He replied, and bit his lips.

" Let's go and eat before it gets cold. I've been waiting for you for a long time now." I grabbed his hand and led him inside. And I'm pretty sure that his eyes are on my ass, which are swaying from side to side. But what difference does it make? Even if he carries me and places me on the dining table right now, spreads my legs apart, and slides his dick into my pussy, I still won't get enough. I don't want slow and steady sex that's he's fond of. I need something rough. A man who would dominate me like Rowan use to do.