Chapter 2 Killed her female lead

Rielle gasped loudly. "Oh goodness!!" she said and was frozen on her spot. Her world came crashing before her very eyes, seeing her boyfriend on the bed with a very familiar figure. She moved back, breathing heavily.

The man she loves is on the bed with another woman. Her heart was beating really fast seeing them together. The two remained on the bed, staring at her as if her presence before them wasn't doing anything to their conscious. The face of the girl, how will she not know who the girl is when she is her roommate.

The lady who shares the same apartment with her. The lady who moved in with her when she had no where else to go.

"No, No!!" she ran out of the house with a heavy heart. She just couldn't believe that her boyfriend, whom she loves so much and wouldn't ever believe in the world will ever betray her, will eventually do, and not just with anyone, but someone who she thought of as her friend and the sister she never had.

She cried as she ran on the lonely, quiet road, trying to get away as soon as possible. Trying to just leave even though she doesn't know where she was going to. Her heart was aching so bad that it felt as if it was going to burst open her chest and fall off.

She ran crying out loud, until she got to the main road but didn't stop running, attracting passersby to her. She didn't mind at all and just wanted to run, run far away.

She have been hurt too much that day and it was enough. No footsteps behind her. No running footsteps or anyone telling her to stop or even calling her name. They weren't running behind her to stop her and try to explain themselves.

She ran, unconsciously and stopped in the middle of the road. Voices, different voices laughing and mocking at her. It was so loud and the world around her was spinning so fast. She was losing it, she was finally losing it. The voices were many, telling her how shameless she was.

The voices of her fans, her boyfriend, her friends, the orphanage, her workers and many more.

It was deafening and making her dizzy. The loud voices in her head made her not to hear the horn of the bus, driving towards her. She closed her ears and eye shut, trying to stop the voices and spinning, not knowing the danger approaching her. The voices of people shouting, telling her to leave the road, didn't help at all. Suddenly, the voices stopped. She didn't hear anything again. She was deaf at that moment and the next thing she knew was, her feet left the floor and landed her on the floor, away from where she stood.

"Oww!!" she cried and opened her eyes, blowing in her arm which got bruised due to the way she had fallen. That was when she knew what was happening. She got her hearing back. Some people where asking if she was okay and some where asking why she would stay in the middle of the road and that she should go get help.

She looked towards the road and saw the bus that almost hit her, she then looked to her right and noticed a man, nursing his arm.

"You where lucky he pushed you out of the way." one of people around said. The man pushed her out of the way or she would have been dead meat. She would have been hit by the car and become a past tense. Maybe that would have been better. It would have been better if the bus had hit her and sent her into the other world.

Then, all this pains, sorrow and suffering will stop. Her heart will stop hurting then. She was losing her mind.

She stood up and ran away, missing some steps as she ran, but without looking back or saying anything to anyone, not even the person who saved her. She just wanted to disappear.

"She is losing it...." the people around said, as they watched her going away, unstable.

She was going to end it. End it once and for all. Dying a painless death will be a gift for her. She couldn't just go through all this and still die painfully.

She entered a bar, looking dishevelled and lost. "One bottle of your most alcoholic drink." she said. The bartender looked at her wryly, but when she dropped a bundle of money, he nodded and gave her the drink she asked for.

She took it and left the bar.

Going towards the tower, she drank the alcohol every minutes she moves a step. She needed to get drunk so she will be able to kill herself easily without fear. Tears weren't coming out from her eyes as her water gate must have been dried up.

She got to the tower and went to the last floor, with the city coming in view.

Life never wanted her. Life made a mistake by bringing her to earth. She hated life. She hated the day she was born as she shouldn't have been born at all. She hates her parent for bringing her into the world and leaving her all alone in the wicked, evil world. Now she will end it all.

She looked down, but moved back. She couldn't do it. She just couldn't do it. She has high tolerance to alcohol and that have been the problem. She can't get drunk until she drinks up to twenty bottles of alcohol, but still, she will be conscious of her environment. The doctors said it was a gift, but thinking about it, it was a curse at this moment.

She turned and left.

She got back to her empty apartment. Her apartment which she now hated. The same apartment she spent with that cheat and the betrayer. The same apartment where she wrote her story which was claimed to be plagiarized.

She caught the sight of her laptop and walked closer. She turned it on and the cover picture of one of the female lead werewolf story she was writing, popped up. Another hit that is one of her popular books. The perfect, drawn picture of her female lead.

She smiled bitterly as she stared at it. Her female lead have everything in this world. Her life is so perfect with her prince charming and all. How pathetic. There is no happy life." she said and typed on the chapter she was working on.

She typed until she came to a stop and posted it in her website. Seeing what she had written, a smile was plastered on her lips.

She killed her female lead. She was too perfect and there wasn't a perfect life. She closed her eyes and fell on her laptop. A bright light suddenly appeared around her, forming a thick mist. Her body glowed brightly until she was left of nothing. She disappeared.