Chapter 6 Food

I woke up in my fluffy panda onesie and stretched as hard as I could so it can add a few inches to my height. Yeah, yeah grown ass woman sleeping in a fluffy black and white panda onesie, how childish can I get? Well I can get pretty childish plus I have fluffy panda slippers that my coworkers bought me for my birthday one year. My panda onesie is the fluffiest and has a freaking hood with panda ears and eyes. Sooo yeah I can get pretty childish.

I don't want to get out of bed but I probably should and get ready for the day but today I just wanna cuddle myself and whisper sweet nothings about sushi, rice, chicken and rice, or maybe steaks. Food, why is all I can think about is food and why is it all the things I don't have ingredients for at the house. I would have to go outside in the public and deal with people as well as buy the groceries then come home and cook it only for the guys to show up and eat it all. It's not faiirr because I suffer and don't even get anything except a still empty stomach. I should run away with the ingredients and I could make food in a cave as well as eat it all on my own. I know I am being dramatic but to be honest with the guys having a wolf they can eat what a small human army could share. I really have a craving for sushi and now I am pretty healed, it's been a few days and they haven't let me do much I think I have gained weight from not training. I'm not healed all the way and still sore but my open wounds are closed now for the most part after the stitches. I talk myself into going to my favorite sushi spot and then maybe going to wally mart to get some essentials. I drag myself out of my comfy bed and take a long nice cold shower as well as make sure I scrub my self clean to the point it almost hurt.

I walked out of my bathroom in my black oversized towel and a smaller red one with my hair wrapped and twisted out of the way. I think I will dye my hair but as I stare at myself in the mirror of my bedroom vanity I could only think of a really nice deep crimson red. I went to my closet and grabbed black skinny jeans that have holes in them and little cherry blossoms through out. I grab some red boy shorts from my drawer and then half naked get out a black and red push up bra with no wire. I look around but can't find my long sleeve black and red shirt with I prefer animals over people on it. I walked out of my room forgetting about not wearing a shirt and who could be in the home and made my way down to grab some water from the fridge and think where my shirt could be. I put in my earphones and blast Red Rum by Resentvul and make my way to the fridge moving to the music and grab a block of cheddar cheese to cut some off. I am moving my hips a little as I cut a few slices from the cheese block and start to eat it then turn to head down to the wash room. I didn't notice that most of the guys were on the couch enjoying a game I think of maybe football as I hear a touchdown from the TV but they were all looking at me. I just smiled and waved then continued to pass the TV and into the hallway that leads to the laundry room. I could not find my shirt anywhere and then came out to ask the guys if they have seen them. As I stepped out and near the TV all the attention was all me and I could see some had lust in their eyes and others were just mad at me. I cleared my throat and then ask them about my favorite shirt and they all said no they hadn't seen it so I headed to my room to grab another. I just grabbed a black tank top that had skeleton hands in red on the front made to look like it was holding up my boobs. I laughed because with the push up bra it kinda works the illusion. I then headed back down and went to the guys given each a hug and sayin im taken myself on a date so they should figure out dinner on their own. They all groaned and said they would miss my cooking and how they couldnt live without it blah blah blah. I headed to get the keys to my 1999 Nissan R34 Skyline GTR that was in midnight purple and my pride and joy. My keychain had a but did you die? with a mini gold piston on it. I got in my Sky is what I called her and headed off to get some sushi then whatever else I needed on this little self date. I pulled up and parked and walking in as a regular here just sat down and the older woman that always serves me brought me some Dr. Pepper and a few plates that had a little bit of wasabi and the other empty so I could put some soy sauce in it. I ordered some chicken fried rice and then grabbed some wooden one-use chopsticks and looked at the revolving belt that had sushi on it.

I was eating all sorts of sushi rolls and enjoying my chicken fried rice when I got a notification on my phone that stopped my music and then looked around because it said I see you. I never noticed the guys had taken the table right behind me. I looked at all of them confused and then just shrugged and continued to eat my sushi. I was so full but wanted another Las Vegas roll. I looked at Andrew and he smiled at me as he shoved a whole ass roll in his mouth and chewed it with his mouth open wide to annoy me. I shuddered then I asked to have some rice wine cold that is called Saki usually. It's pretty strong but not enough to make me feel too drunk but enough to relax me for my trip to Walmart next. I dislike large crowded places and if I can I would prefer to be somewhat drunk before going. I was paying at the register when I looked out the window and noticed Zero was outside with his guys they were just hanging around but I noticed out of all 4 guys there was only 3 bikes. I finished paying and paid for the guys that were at the table knowing they only came to keep an eye on me. I walk out to my beautiful Skyline and then notice Zero behind me I think its him at least. I get in my car and start her up as Zero slides into my passenger seat and smiles at me. I look at him confused and then I put it in reverse. " I need to stop by Walmart for some rice and shit if that's cool with you." Zero said looking out the window and I put it in drive taken off to the Walmart not too far from the sushi place. We got out of my car and started walking to the entrance of Walmart and I got one of those little baskets for a few items as he grabbed a cart and then left me. I let go of a breath I didn't realize I was holding as I walked to the face wash section and other girly personal stuff as well as the red hair dye. I walked out and went to look at the clearance section for any plates or cups on sale. I found a couple and put them in even if they didn't match the rest at the house they were cheap and with wolves at the house I would need a few more in case they break or I don't have enough for all of them.

I ended up in the alcohol section of the Walmart looking at some vodka and tequila so I was walking around slowly and thinking which one I would like to have. I then grabbed a big bottle of vodka and headed to pay for my things when I spotted a cute necklace in jewelry with a panda eating bamboo on it for only about twenty-five bucks. I was staring at it but then thought I should leave and go to sleep due to my sleepy state. I went to self-checkout and then went to the front of the store to smoke a cig and maybe try to let Zero know I wanted to sleep. Zero walked out not long after and was smiling ear to ear as he walked up to me looking like he was on a mission. I just stared at him then he told me to turn around and lift my hair. I didn't even question it for some weird reason and I turned around as I took my hair in a ponytail with my hand. I could feel his heat on the back of my body as I held my hair up so he could do what he needed when I felt metal touch above my breast and looked down to see the necklace I was staring at with the panda eating bamboo was locked into place with Zero's help. I almost cried because this meant so much to me that he knew I wanted it and got it for me. I looked at him behind me before turning around and we were leaning slowly into each other. I whispered thank you before he kissed me slowly and with a love I had never felt before. I was breathless once he pulled away that felt like forever but I knew it was only a few minutes. Once Zero pulled away from me I stepped back and then I lit another cigarette to give my mind, heart and lungs a break. I looked at him and the tops of his ears were red but it was so cute. " I noticed you like pandas so I found this necklace and wanted to give it to you as a friendship that I hope never ends. " Zero then took my cig and started hitting it so I lit a new one. I was leaning against the wall and smoking my cig before I started towards my car. We put our stuff in the trunk and then got into the car, I had not said anything to him but I felt I really should now in the car alone together. I looked at him with determination in my eyes and I told him thank you so much that it meant a lot to me and then I kissed him short but sweet. He looked at me confused then smiled from ear to ear as he put his seatbelt on. " Where you thinking about going? " I asked him as I backed out of the parking spot. " If you could back to your place, the guys are having a get-together to watch some horror films and then maybe make some burgers after midnight. " I laughed and then headed to the house. " Sounds good to me, wake me with a burger if there are any left please. " at my comment he just laughed and shook his head. I don't know what we are to each other but it honestly doesn't matter to me as long as we can stay friends.