Chapter 5 It really you

Rayleigh pov

I am here in my class, Davis and I were classmates so it never is hard to adjust since Davis help me adjust since I have an amnesia

The students or my classmates just looking at us, whispering but I just ignored it

I just thinking something else or I could say someone familiar to me, it bothers me so much

I want to know but I can't since my state is not good since my body still shaking

Why is this body shaking? There something happens to this boy maybe this is one of the reasons for his suicide, his depression but for what and who?

Until I was out at my thinking deeply when Davis called me

"Ash? Are you okay??" He looked at me worried, bend down and stare at me looking

"I am okay? I felt a bit off maybe" I said try to reason out

Davis looked at me unconvinced but he didn't push me, then he looked at everyone else

"Can you please shut up for a bit! everyone! Someone was discomfort here! Can you??!" Davis harshly speak at them, and they are shocked since Davis is known as a nice person here in class but now he speaks at them like this so they are shut up still in shock

"And another thing Can you stop staring at us, it's very rude" he added that they shock more and offended but no words from them to

Davis sigh and look at me, "can still stay here for class, Alex or do you want to go to the school clinic to stay to rest?" He ask me in a calm and worried tone

I just stare at him and soften

How kind he is?

He is a good and considered kind of kid

I don't know why ash didn't like him and stay with this guy

If this ash was into guys if not then he didn't know what to say

Since it's me, I don't know what to say since the person Davis like is not me but ash, the previous owner

I just sigh and felt bad

I just looked at him with a smile and say "I can stay long, Davis, don't worry"

Davis just nod with still worry and go back to his sit

Until the teacher came in to start the class

Andy pov

It's been weeks that I observe that guy who has been bothering me since the first thing my eyes landed at him, the look at his green eyes with that confuse and longing too that makes me shocked to no end it always bothers me, like that I been meet him before

But it's been 10 years ago, even I was just a child I still remember him, even in that weak and pale body of his, still makes me comport my heart,

I have had his heart for almost a decade, I always put my hand in my chest to feel the beat of his heart,

This is not my heart at all, but it belongs to the man I met 10years ago I regret it and missing him for that long

The only long regret I felt when I didn't talk and be with him was when I know he need me as I need him

I just met him for 2 months but I close to them like forever, my comport and haven except with my mom, he was my comport too

But that man it's different, I felt he was my haven, no threat or insecurity, it's just content

When I lost him, then I lost my haven, and also after 1year my mom got sick and after that 2 years my mom past away

It's hurt leaving behind, and the people that important to you leaving you behind

But I never did drown in pain and leave my life

Keep going and doing my goal to take revenge and come back to the people who make my family suffer

I am now 20 years old, it's been 10years too many changes but it just happen yesterday that makes me drown in the past for a bit while looking at the small guy, who name Alex

I hope it's he was fine, and I hope I can talk to him

know him since it's bother me so much even I try to not to

I hope it will end my curiosity

I don't know it right but I hope it will be

who knows and I hope I met him alone to talk

I hope that guy Alex was fine today with that guy name Davis

I know him as the son of the prime priminster of the land and I called a puppet of the king

since that was he called by him since he act that he was always follow him even in the wrong way

since I do know he was not live with his parents since that his father was a disgusting man maybe he separate to him

I don't know why I felt relief since I know the guy was harmless for Alex

that's funny but I don't know