I have been thinking deeply since then
I didn't notice I was alone standing in that farmhouse and to see some people busy taking care of the animals under of them and now they look at me.
A woman carrying some basket of eggs, who notice me and ask
"oh, young lady, why are you here? you need something?"
I didn't react to what did she called me and said "nothing, I just lost"
The woman just smiled at me and called someone
"Carl! Come boy!" and she looks at the young boy, in his 10years old running to us.
He stops and looks with an innocent look
"yes mama?" the boy asks, expecting
"Can you lead the Young lady to the farm and have a tour, my son?" she said.
The boy nods while he giggles
"Yes, mama! I will lead the way!" His cheerful response then took my hand
"Let's go, young lady, I make you a tour!" He said cheeky and I still didn't reach to do what he called me and let me drag me.
I didn't mind what I look, since I was wearing long sleeves It seem too big for me to wear since I lost weight, The me who sleeps for 4months without a sign of wake up and this boy outfit, He always wear this kind of outfit, mostly He has long sleeve and pants, and also some short, he wears, also some of it he wears some t-shirt, plain shirt as that since this what I see in this closet, a few one but I didn't wear since I will wear it for school (one week from I am going back).
He has no taste in clothes or he didn't like to notice Since this guy is more like a feminine one when I look at his face.
His long black hair, Since He didn't bother to cut since He was in a coma for 4 months.
His face shapes like a heart and a sharp chin, his eyes green eyes, and have long lashes, He is like a doll since I have long hair I didn't bother to cut it for now.
That's why they called me Young lady since they thought I was a girl, Most of the workers here, but I don't bother to correct them.
And now we have a tour, and the workers just let us pass by or let us look while their working, I see how they are dedicated to their work, caring for it like their children feed them, bath them and I let myself do it which make it an unforgettable experience for me.
As Rayleigh, it's the first time to do this kind of stuff, and enjoy it while working it's simple to work, but I learned to love it.
Well, Thanks to them, I did know about this thing, Until Carl, my tour guide and I end in the Big Old tree on the farm, where it stands, it's the Center of the farm, It is a Big tree that is the perfect place to rest.
I just sit there under the tree and relax looking at the whole farm from here.
It's a tired one but I have happy.
"Young lady, I think I go back and get some snack for you, please wait here," said Carl to me.
I just nod and say "okay, I will wait here."
So He left me here and again thinking of my life before, my life at that place since I was born as Rayleigh.
A Place wherein the morning Its look normal but Its night its turn to be a busy place, Mostly the one who been living there were working at night and some of the Young people partying at night and they do what they wanted to do since that place is free until the night come in ( Also mostly the works were open at night).
In the morning it's like an ordinary day for the people in there, In there since in daylight they sleep to gain strength and do the other things just like a normal people until the night came, It's like It a new day to start (It's opposite) It's different here, for this town that I been live as Ash
This place have a few people living here, Most of it, this place have too many sceneries to see, We have some mountains, a green valley and some of it were trees when you see around, It has no pollution here, that's why
It's refreshing to see, and also you can do to ride a bike, to do hiking, It's nice to do it in this place, and I did feel relaxed while staying here.
It became my haven
Also, there were fewer buildings here unless you will live in the Center of this town.
But my Grandparents and I were not living in the center of the town But not far away from the center, When we need to go there, We have to travel 2 to 4 hours by a trunk that had been owned by my grandparents.
I have a normal life now and to have a peaceful night that I want for a long time when I was still Rayleigh, I did have no luck on my side then I end up as Ash, The boy who seems mysterious, I hope He has no problem that he gets in before He left since I will be the one I ill suffer the most and it will be really hard time for me to do since I don't have this Ash memory.
I wish He didn't have
"So you're home, I see" someone talk so I look around but I didn't see one then I look up and see a guy looking at me with a stare, with His brownish eyes
This guy
Who could you be?
He just look at me
"I see, you don't remember me at all" then he jumps off the tree.
And now he stands in front of me, takes down with his knee, sees his face closer and see his blank expression but
I still see his worried and disappointment in His brownish eyes
That makes me worried, I did not know who this guy was to this boy, Ash
Maybe his friend in his school or childhood friend or what (I don't know but.. it's creep me out for no reason).
Then again, I look at him and ask "Who are you?" confused use expression.
His blank expression but still I see some disappointment and anger?
Wait? Why did He suddenly mad at me?
Suddenly He held me in one arm and pull me down to the ground and He was on top of me
He serious this time
And his face closer to me.
"After You deceive me and run away, did you think that I will let you go after you did this to me, I will never let go", he comes closer to my ear and say "You never run and escape to me, My maid " and look at me with a smirk
What maid? I mean this boy knew him from the start?!
maid? as in MAID?!
how? WHY?!
This wolf, this man is a wolf!
I know it! I was in a difficult spot
I know, I felt it (still panic inside)
This is the most dangerous thing that will happen to me.
What did this lad do this time?! that make me end like this!
I scream inside
HELP!!!
I stared at this young man named Davis,
I just don't think I could get out here but I try not to make a scene since I know it's not good
"I am sorry that makes this disappointing you but can you get off me, and let me be since I don't know you," I said calmly but deep inside I was in a panic.
"What do you mean by that? Ash" Davis said and looked at me like he didn't believe me that look on his face
I just sigh and said "I am sorry again since I did not remember the last time that I talk to you that's means I can not believe how much you know me? Did I know you?"
Davis looked hurt when I say that but I did the right thing to do, maybe?
Davis did not speak for a while and stared at me with that brownish eyes of his and sighed
He let me go that made me hurriedly stand out from his arms and distant from him, Davis was just amused at what I, did, and this Davis smile at me like I was a thing to be used to be entertained so I unconsciously glare at him that makes him more amused so he just comes closer to me that makes me frightened but Davis stop and he sudden pick me up and carried me in his arms that make me shock and I suddenly hold him right away that makes this guy smile more while me since I don't want to fall so I ignored him.
Davis just smiled at me while I was glare at him and punch him to his shoulder, I have no strength to resist so I let him carry me going back to the House, my home
Before we go, I saw Carl carried some for me saw me and us so he stop and greet us
Oh, Carl know this guy and "Sir Davis good afternoon, oh my lady the food"
I just looked at him and still carried this guy and said "Take that with me and I will eat inside"
Carl just smile at me and nod then follow us inside the House
When I get in, I saw my grandparents busy sometimes, grandpa read some books and grandma just sweeping and cleaning when grandpa notice us
"You both here" grandpa speak and smile at us, and grandma just greet us the same as grandpa with a smile
They notice Davis that makes them smile more
"Oh I see, you talk to my grandson, so it makes things clear between the two of you right?"Grandpa asks, expecting to
I suddenly choke and look at Davis then said "you know my grandparents?
Davis smile at me and respond
" yep, since last 4months ago when you were still comatose and when you run away, I searching for you until I got a news about you since I visit there on that hospital since my uncle owns that hospital when I got the news I was worried since you sleep for so long and I been waiting for you to wake up," he explained like he almost loses in the past, the sad and grief tone of his voice when he speaks now, and the way looked at me, the worried in his brownish eyes, I stop for a bit in there.
Davis was worried about this boy named Ash, and I started to like this Davis since he was honest and pure while looking at me (this boy, ash) and hold his hand right now I would think Ash will be lucky if Ash would fall to this kind of man if this ash boy was a bent one since I was not a homophobic one. But it's different this for me since I am Rayleigh who company him
Since I was this boy's body and I was straight as steel, if this Davis love this boy name Ash I mean this man in love this boy (this the current me) as me, this be the big problem for me.
It would never happen at all, I can not accept it, it's okay if only the friendship but not more than that. So I just sigh and smile at him for the first time at Davis
"thank you, Davis"
Davis was speechless and he became red in his cheek and ears that makes him look cute. He is still a kid and it is just a young love and I know it would not last so let it be since this guy was a good kid
"Grandpa, grandma can we leave, I have something to talk to Davis"I announced and the two Elders and Davis stare at me now.
"Oh I see, go son, and makes it right so the two of us will clear the misunderstanding" grandpa advised, the both of us were nodded and l and talked about something about me and Davis
In my room, this room was a tidy one so it's okay to talk here, Davis put me down in bed and then he get some chair so he faces me to talk
"What you wanted to talk about, ash?" He suddenly ask me ( this tension on me it's hit me hard)
"I wanted to ask you about this, I don't know if I have to but can I ask?" I stared at me with doubt (take a bit of breath and sight)
"Seriously, Davis do you like me?" I asked suddenly that Davis choked for a bit and looked at me with wide eyes then he suddenly became red like a
Seriously, man! As in you like Ash as in!
Davis blush and he looked at me with that intense stared
"Yes I do, I mean I'm in love with you at the same time" Davis confess still looking at me
I looked at him with this looks like 'are you kidding look to Davis, I didn't know I started to glare at him but I stop it and I calm myself first then speak up.
"I am sorry but I can't reply to you back since I am not into guys, I am not homophobic but I can not give what you wanted me to give, sorry"
Davis just stared at me looked hurt but he hide it and smile at me "I know, ash from the start I know it too well since I know you just like joking to me," and suddenly he became serious
"but don't blame me by liking you, I mean to love you since it's my right to feel for you," he said seriously, but still I saw the hurt and hope from me, yes the answer he wait from me.
I just looked at him with 'okay it's alright looked' and Davis understood and smile then Davis speak "that's why to let me Chase you, okay?"
The me who been straight as steel kind of man doesn't felt disgust thing to this boy's confession but it felt sorry for him that's why I agreed without realizing it
"Fine, I let you but don't raise your hopes so I am straight since then I just let you" I reason out that makes him smile and hug me "thank you, ash"
I felt to be cheeky and say "if you won then Good luck"
Davis smiled and says"then let's see you will fall for me" then we laugh like we are friends.
Davis speaks again and explains, "by the way ash, you need to go back to school next week right?" I looked at him and realize I was a student so I became pale since I didn't go to school since in my past life that's why I am worried, even I didn't go to school before but I can read and write also learned to count that was important to live but I can image that I would be this far to go school Davis notice it
"Are you alright?" He ask and I just turned at him and nodded "yes, I am fine" then I ask "Davis I want to ask if we are in the same school to attend?" Davis smiled and hold my two hands "yep, we were same school and class since you are my maid before, you follow me to fulfill my needs yep we are"
I am glad we are since he would help me to survive school
"Don't worry I got you, ash beside you still my maid so I got you" he assured and smiled and I smile back "thank you, Davis"