I did not want to start a new relationship but I could not keep telling Kevin no. I cannot believe it has been almost a year and I have been having a wonderful time with Kevin. To think that he hired me as his administrative assistant at National Savings and Loans and now I have an administrative assistant.
I forgot how much I enjoyed working. I enjoyed the fact that I got to work along side Kevin. He keeps telling me that it is time to move to the next level in our relationship, but I think we should keep it simple and continue to just date and keep things fun, no strings attached. I've been down the road of commitments and promises and I just don't think I should go back there so soon. I keep dazing in and out trying to figure out the mystery.
I always considered this town to be a small city. Yet, after all this time I haven't seen the great Dr. Joseph Colvin, MD at all not even in passing, but I managed to see six of my old high school friends and two of my college professors that aren't even from here and not once seen the good doctor/ex fiancé. I just never knew La Conner, Washington was this big to not ever see him. I mean it's only about 1000 people in the whole town yet in a year I haven't seen the town's famous doctor. Although when I really think about it, what would I say if I did see him? I certainly wouldn't be saying "Good to see you" or "I miss you" the truth is I need to see someone about the hatred I feel still towards him.