Chapter 3 Tears

We reached college and they both continued talking and fighting with each other.

"Angel! Stop him if he is going continuously like this seriously I slap him."

Oh shit

“Awww.. my bitch now frustrating.” Dazzy pushes him hard. Everyone watching them. Seriously now Dazzy going to be a drama queen.

"Okay! now stop this shit" I shout loudly and suddenly every face in a parking lot watching us. They were also shocked I never raise my voice like this.

"Angel we need to talk," Elathan said with excitement. I know there is something that I don't want to hear or maybe I am.

"No! she's going with me because we're taking a class first together and going for breakfast" Dazzy pull me towards her with an angry look. Yes, I’m hungry. But right now Elathan is more important than anything. Both start again with me. Push and pull that's it.

Now I am here to prove my friendship and my love what I am going to do?

"Dazzy you just go and wait for me after the class. " but she grabs me from my wrist and pulls me hardly. Without warning, Elathan drags me to one side of the parking lot where no one hears us. He's watching everywhere but my eyes trying to solve the mystery he's holding. Suddenly I start feeling panic. Turing over my shoulder I found Dazzy watching us and worried about me. She also feels something is coming.

“God Angel! I am so happy I can't tell you what happens on vacation. Firstly I miss you and I want to talk to you because you understand me very well and you are only my shine and my hope. Whenever I see you my hope getting bigger....” and he keeps talking. The words going closer to the words I want to hear. He's talking about me. Yes, he's.... no wait. I hear something different. What?

"I love Lizz Angel I love her so much. "

What?

What did he say?

Lizz but my name is Angela. Who's Lizz? No no there is something incorrect that I hear. What about my love? I care for you.

"Angel! Can you hear me?” The sound around me growing louder and louder. Blinking twice I try to read his lips. No, does he love Lizz? Who is Lizz? Why I am never hear anything about Lizz? Where does she live? How did they meet? Why he never told me? And suddenly he told me about Lizz. My whole world crash in one Lizz. Unable to think I start counting one... two.... three... The way he's saying her name I can feel the passion. Why are you feeling bad? He's not yours.

Never

Ever

"Lizz hmmm... where you met her and why you never told me about Lizz?" Plaster smile on my face. We met every day, he call me five times every day and he’s doing these things on my back. How many times do they talk?

"I want to feel first and told you second but right now I want to tell you everything." Feel first? You never lied to me Elathan and I share my all thoughts with you but I hate you.

Then he told me everything about Lizz. She is from Miami. He meets her when she starts college. She is late admission. She lived here with her Sister. He told me but I don't want to listen to this because I feel tears. Why? He changes girls every week but he never mentions the word 'Love' why now? He met her before vacation... that mean he has already done sex? No no. I'm stunned with words.

“Angel I want you to meet Lizz.”

Before he said another word my foot take me back until there is enough between us. This separation going to change my world, my love, and our friendship. Without a word, I run straight into the hall hear his voice coming from my back and everyone watching me with a strange look. Covering my face with my hands I try to search for a place where no one stops me from crying. Picking my phone I send a message to Dazzy.

'Dazzy come in washroom please I want you here' send

'What happened? Is everything ok' Dazzy replied in few seconds.

'No just come if you not then maybe I'll die

Send

'O shit! he said something right. He's dead. I m on my way'

I threw my phone away and cried harder. My face getting red with tears. Tears coming from my eyes without stopping. I want to die please someone helps me. Why are all boys doing this whenever I fall for someone why he doesn't want me why?

Oh, baby girl ! Lord help you.