Roughness In Love

Angel

Someone stop this sound.

Ugh...

But it keeps going and I know it is my phone alarm. I open my eyes slowly and see the time. Shit! I am late for college oh God already the first day after the new year vacation. Fumbling with the blanket I grab my phone

and call my best friend Elathan and he cut my phone.

Perfect

So good

Jerk

I know where's he? What he's doing? He's home but after spending the night and fucking someone else. He loves to sleep because he hates it if someone disturbs him when he sleeps or when he fuck someone. Yes, every week one new girl throws herself on Elathan and his one favorite time, night time when he fuck girl and sleeps senseless. What a man with qualities?

Getting up from bed with the sound of birds and slowly wind my whole body groaning with tiredness. In ten minutes I showered and get dress and check myself last time checking in the mirror. Elathan told me I don't need any makeup and if by mistake I wear he throw water and yelled it's a mistake. But now I hate this makeup and all. He loves me without any plastic beauty. Grabbing my things I check my phone last time and nothing.

We're late

"Angel, what the hell is going on? Why are you late? Come down right now." My friend Dazzy keeps shouting. One more thing she hates Elathan

"Coming! Coming!" I said in hurry.

She is mad again ha-ha but she is my best friend after Elathan. I share my all things with Dazzy. I have no sis but she is like my sister and I love her because she is the best. Sharing secrets with her like our night chat policy. They both are like my family here. She is from Australia. Dazzy mom and dad separate and She's with her grandparents. I am very lucky She's with me. I have a problem because of my shyness. Ignoring the chatty person my least hobby. I hate when every eye is on me. We become friends in the first year. Then we became roommates. Coming down from my room she's here.

"Why are you so late?" She asked me standing in the hall with some questioning eyes. Her tapping foot showing me she's mad.

"Umm.. we have some work together on some project (Me and Elathan)," I said with a slow smile. No, we're not. He's with a girl at the party and I'm in my car waiting for Elathan. I don't want his parents to find him in any illegal activity. His parents have a reputation in town. He sleeps with every girl but not with me. That's why I love him. Taking care of him when he's drunk. But he never understood my feeling.

"Oh! And I thought you both are doing some sweet stuff you know kisses, hug, and ..." She start teasing me again. Shaking and blushing I try to ignore her. My face is getting red again because every time she mentions Elathan my face going red because she knows how much I love Elathan. I love Elathan from the first day when I saw him. He is perfectly handsome, brave enough, four-pack, deep grey eyes. We are buddies because he never saw me as a girlfriend. We spend so much time together. We are in the same class and project partner. But when he's with other girls I feel jealous but nothing in my hands. I just watch how every girl throws herself on him.

"Ok, now we grab some breakfast after one class now just go." Dazzy starts pushing me outside. God knows how much I want energy for now because of the drama getting started.

"Elathan wake up or not?" we both sit in the car.

"Umm.. mostly I call him again but he cut my phone." Checking my phone last my mind pushes me in Elathan again. She's going like a mad bull.

"Why are you doing this duty he needs to be responsible see his father is an FBI agent and Elathan is a jerk" Dazzy shout at me because she hates Elathan.

I know

He is also being a jerk with Dazzy and they both start fighting when they met. She starts the car engine and now we are going to pick up Elathan from his home. I don't know what I said so I watched outside. I have no words. They have never seen each other polite.

"Angel!" Dazzy touched my arm.

"Sorry I know he is your friend but he is not a good person" she giving me an apology for a look. She also sees Elathan with so many girls.

"It is ok," I said with a smile.

Because I never feel bad about what she said to me. She is such a sweet girl towards me. She knows I never feel bad that's why she said me Angel short name of Angela. She calls me shy, intelligent, and beautiful. But I know I am not beautiful because if I am then Elathan surely notices me. Bad luck. But every time Elathan with me in college, even in mess. He always marked me as his property. Every girl is jealous when she sees me with Elathan. But I am happy because I know he loves my company and I love him. Sometimes he ignores other girls for me then I see hope for me.

Suddenly the car stops and I came in reality and see where I am

Elathan home.

Enter Elathan home my heart speed up. The feel of his presence makes me shiver. His house is very beautiful. A perfect garden with a pool outside, a large corridor, a perfect library. Elathan spends so much time with me in the pool together but I don't know how to swim. He always pukes some ugly jokes on me. In the garden, we both spend our time lying and reading. Sometimes I helped him in gardening.

"Good morning beautiful girl how are you?" Mr. Smith father of Elathan greets me with a smile and kissed me on the forehead.

"I am fine Mr. Smith." The warm feeling of the presence of my father filled in my lungs.

Mr. Smith is Elathan's father and he is like my dad. He loves me and Mrs. Smith she is also a very beautiful and loving lady. They both love Elathan very much. Even Elathan is not responsible but they both know he is going to be a responsible person in the future but who knows. He also loves his parents. Mr. Smith takes care of everything.

"Breakfast beautiful ?" Mr. Smith asked me because he knows we are late.

"Umm..actually we are already late so we passed breakfast today" Refusing politely my eyes went straight on the stairs.

"So tell me everything that is going between my son and you? It seems you are going to prove herself a good and responsible girlfriend for my son and you handle my son very well, right? What does he say? Yes like everyone he also thinks I'm his girlfriend. Why does he feel this because it's reality? He also feels like everyone.

"No, we are just friends" A sadness rush in my body.

"No baby girl the way you look at my son it is not a friendly look. So tell me when you're going to say all these things, showing your love toward Elathan?" Elathan's father now questioning me with hope. My words die because he knows when I lie.

FBI

"I don't know because he never saw me like this so it ends I think"

"Angela!" before I said something else a voice entered my ear.

A big goofy smile slipped onto my face as my heart rate seemed to increase at the sound of his voice alone. I turned expectantly, my eyes raking the stairs for him. My heart almost stopped as I spotted him running towards me, a huge smile stretched across his beautiful face. Elathan my best friend in the world, the one I told all my secrets to and who knew me better than anyone else.

I dropped my bag, and just as he got over to me, I jumped into his arms squeezing him as tight as I could. I pressed my face into his neck and breathed in his smell. My God, I'd missed him! It felt like I hadn't been able to breathe for the last month without him. Oh my god, I forgot his father is here I feel embarrassed so much faster.

"Elathan! I missed you so much!" I told him unwrapping myself from him and kissing his cheek.

He sighed, his beautiful green eyes sparkling with excitement. "I missed you too." He said with a lazy, sleepy smile on his face. Taking my bag his arm circle my shoulder and the lips meet my cheek. The warm and fresh smell of soap hit my nose. This is the best morning.

"So Angel there is something, I just...I want to talk to you in private so tell me when you're free just call me, Okay." What is going on earth? Today his smile told me different things. Extra happy, extremely glow on his perfectly handsome face... It's like sunshine after rain. He touched my hair. His warm fingers give me a shiver.

I also want to talk to him about my love for him. Now enough waiting but now I want to confess that. Now I am going to tell him how much I love him. I don't know his reaction. I don't care. Last night after screwing a girl he never came home so it hurts me. I hope at least for one time he thinks about me.

When he opened the car door he stop immediately. "Duchess." he greet my friend with a nod and like every time I take my seat because I know this is going too far until we reached some ugly fight in my car.

"Shut up! You jerk" she replied in a very Rough tone. She is not good with Elathan because of me. She thought he used me. Elathan slipped on the back seat with a laugh.

"Bitch."

"Dick."

"Enough please."

But God knows when they're going to stop hating and here they start again. Shaking my head I put on headphones because I don't want to listen to any out-of-point conversation. My mind goes into his words what he said last time. My heart keeps telling me something is not good. The tone he used was always very serious and I start worried. Maybe he changed his mind for me. Maybe he saw me as his girlfriend.

We reached college and they both continued talking and fighting with each other.

"Angel! Stop him if he is going continuously like this seriously I slap him."

Oh shit

"Awww.. my bitch now frustrating." Dazzy pushes him hard. Everyone watching them. Seriously now Dazzy going to be a drama queen.

"Okay! now stop this shit" I shout loudly and suddenly every face in a parking lot watching us. They were also shocked I never raise my voice like this.

"Angel we need to talk," Elathan said with excitement. I know there is something that I don't want to hear or maybe I am.

"No! she's going with me because we're taking a class first together and going for breakfast" Dazzy pull me towards her with an angry look. Yes, I'm hungry. But right now Elathan is more important than anything. Both start again with me. Push and pull that's it.

Now I am here to prove my friendship and my love what I am going to do?

"Dazzy you just go and wait for me after the class. " but she grabs me from my wrist and pulls me hardly. Without warning, Elathan drags me to one side of the parking lot where no one hears us. He's watching everywhere but my eyes trying to solve the mystery he's holding. Suddenly I start feeling panic. Turing over my shoulder I found Dazzy watching us and worried about me. She also feels something is coming.

"God Angel! I am so happy I can't tell you what happens on vacation. Firstly I miss you and I want to talk to you because you understand me very well and you are only my shine and my hope. Whenever I see you my hope getting bigger...." and he keeps talking. The words going closer to the words I want to hear. He's talking about me. Yes, he's.... no wait. I hear something different. What?

"I love Lizz Angel I love her so much. "

What?

What did he say?

Lizz but my name is Angela. Who's Lizz? No no there is something incorrect that I hear. What about my love? I care for you.

"Angel! Can you hear me?" The sound around me growing louder and louder. Blinking twice I try to read his lips. No, does he love Lizz? Who is Lizz? Why I am never hear anything about Lizz? Where does she live? How did they meet? Why he never told me? And suddenly he told me about Lizz. My whole world crash in one Lizz. Unable to think I start counting one... two.... three... The way he's saying her name I can feel the passion. Why are you feeling bad? He's not yours.

Never

Ever

"Lizz hmmm... where you met her and why you never told me about Lizz?" Plaster smile on my face. We met every day, he call me five times every day and he's doing these things on my back. How many times do they talk?

"I want to feel first and told you second but right now I want to tell you everything." Feel first? You never lied to me Elathan and I share my all thoughts with you but I hate you.

Then he told me everything about Lizz. She is from Miami. He meets her when she starts college. She is late admission. She lived here with her Sister. He told me but I don't want to listen to this because I feel tears. Why? He changes girls every week but he never mentions the word 'Love' why now? He met her before vacation... that mean he has already done sex? No no. I'm stunned with words.

"Angel I want you to meet Lizz."

Before he said another word my foot take me back until there is enough between us. This separation going to change my world, my love, and our friendship. Without a word, I run straight into the hall hear his voice coming from my back and everyone watching me with a strange look. Covering my face with my hands I try to search for a place where no one stops me from crying. Picking my phone I send a message to Dazzy.

'Dazzy come in washroom please I want you here' send

'What happened? Is everything ok' Dazzy replied in few seconds.

'No just come if you not then maybe I'll die

Send

'O shit! he said something right. He's dead. I m on my way'

I threw my phone away and cried harder. My face getting red with tears. Tears coming from my eyes without stopping. I want to die please someone helps me. Why are all boys doing this whenever I fall for someone why he doesn't want me why?

Oh, baby girl ! Lord help you.