Chapter 4 Not some game to me

Chapter 3

Kaydee's pov

I needed to get away from the two of them and just think, but Julian had a death grip on me. I didn't want to do this in front of everyone, but he is giving me no choice. He cheated not me, and now he's trying to stake his claim on me in front of Chase of all people.

"So how long you two been together?" Chase looked at me and asked.

Before I could even answer Julian opened his big mouth.

"Going on three years now. Right baby?"

"Ugh yea I guess Julian I need to talk to you about something."

"Well then tell me babe this group has no secrets."

I almost laughed at that no secrets my ass now that you're fucking my so-called whore of a best friend.

"No secrets huh then everyone in our little group knows that your sleeping with Lexie?"

Everyone got real quit and slowly gathered around. Chase looked at me and couldn't believe what I was saying. He knew Lexie was my best friend since preschool, so he looked just as shocked as I was.

"I don't know what the hell you're talking about crazy girl you're the only one for me."

"Oh, really that's why little miss slut bag told you to hang up on me so you could strap a board to your ass and screw the hoe before the game."

That really got everyone laughing. Just as I was about to say more Lexie came up and tried to swing on me.

"Aww speak of the hoe now. So how you like my sloppy seconds Lexie?"

"What you mad that a real woman had to do what you couldn't you little virgin? Oh, wait I forgot the only person you will let touch you is none other than your stepbrother Chase. Kind of sick if you ask me."

I looked over at Chase just as he walked away that asshole left me to pick up the pieces again. I hated him even more now. Everyone was looking at me waiting for me to say something.

"Oh, really Lexie this is how you justify sleeping with my boyfriend and destroying our friendship. Real mature. Oh, and Julian just in case you were wondering we are done."

"So, you wouldn't have sex with me your boyfriend of two years, but you will your brother fine by me you whore."

I didn't even look back I just walked to my car and sped off I could not deal with this shit today all I wanted to do was go home and have a good cry. My heart was broken beyond repair all because of my so-called best friend and the only person I ever genuinely loved.

I walked into my house locked the door and went up to my room I blared some Pink and just let it all out all the pain I bottled up inside for the last three years. I cried over Chase over my lost friendship everything. I just finally let myself cry. I laid there like that for what seemed like days until I heard my door open and felt arms picking me up and laying me on my bed.

Then before I turned around my door was shut again. I knew it was Chase, but I didn't have the strength to look at him let alone talk to him. How could he do this to me? How could Julian and Lexie do what they did? Am I that bad of a person? Why is it no one can love me? I felt all alone I had no one to talk to.

Just as I was about to cry again, I heard my door open, so I looked up to see Liam walking in he just held me as I cried. He knew I needed to be held more than anything right now. He held me all night not saying a word. When I woke up the next morning I looked over and Liam was gone. I went downstairs to see if he was there. When I got to the kitchen, I ran into none other than Chase.

"If you're looking for Liam, he left an hour ago his mom needed his help, but he said he would be back later."

"Ok thanks."

I started to walk away but Chase grabbed me and looked at me like he wanted to say something, but he was too scared to.

"What Chase what do you want?"

"Look I'm sorry about what happened with Lexie and how I just walked away, but I didn't think it was my fight."

"Wow yea ok no sweat I'm used to you walking away."

He looked at me with such sadness, but I didn't care anymore he hurt me way too much for me to care.

"Look Sugar I know I screwed so much up, but I missed you and I want my best friend back if you think you can handle that."

I looked at him shocked. I remember what my mom said damn this I knew I had to at least be friendly with him for her sake.

"Fine friends it is then."

"Wow don't be so happy about it."

"Look Chase you broke my heart when you left with no word no goodbye nothing and now after not hearing from you for three years you show up at my house and want everything to go back to the way it ways. I can't just do that. We have to be friendly you live her now, but we will never be what we once were not ever."

"I'm so sorry Sugar it wasn't my fault, but I understand."

With that he walked out the door and left. How could I let him still affect me? He has moved on and forgotten all about that night, but I never will. It was my first time and because of him I have a secret that no one will ever know.

Because of him my life was ruined I had to leave home for nine months while he was probably banging every chick he could. I had to pretend to be away at a cheer camp while his life went on. I was away from everyone I loved giving birth to his baby and watching as they took it away from me. I hate this man I will never forgive him for everything he has done to me.