Chapter 4 I need to fix this

Chapter 3

(Xavier)

I don't know what you expect of me she hates me how am I supposed to get close enough to her to tell her anything, or do you forget she wants my head on a silver platter? I swear being a royal has its ups and downs. The royal counsel expects me to get my mate to love me and to help find her brother. How the hell is that going to happen? She thinks of me as a monster the man that killed her brother.

Little did she know that man was not her brother? He was the man that replaced her real brother so that he could kill all her family and then come after mine. He wasn't even a full werewolf. He was also a vampire that's why he never died. I wonder how many people in that pack was in on this.

He needed to find out if Serenity was involved his heart told him she wasn't, but to the royals that wasn't enough. I know they are also keeping something from me, but of course they play dumb when I ask. So help me if they are planning anything that will hurt my mate there will be hell to pay.

I know we need to find this monster so that my mate could be safe. He was not one of our kinds he was a rare half breed that is so unknown we didn't even know they could exist. I just wish I could get close enough to Serenity to tell her the truth and also to protect her before it's too late.

I just wonder if the Royals have found anything out about her real brother if only he could find him and bring him to her then that would prove to her that Seth was never what he said he was. If I had proof maybe she wouldn't hate me for what I did.

Today is going to be the day I am going to let her see me today to bring her to me so she knows I'm actually here so I can get her to stay longer. I need to start putting doubts in her mind about her loving brother so I can get her to listen to me. Yes today will be the day that I start to lure my mate to me I know she has to feel the connection like I do.

Its time I start using our connection and speak to her in her dreams. I don't want any more lies between us I need her to know who I am and who the people in her life are. I need her to know she is in danger from the man she thinks was her brother.

I have to I know it's just a matter of time before he comes for her. He has a sick obsession for her. Why would he keep her alive and kill everyone else? No I will never let him get close to her. I will make sure I kill him but this time there will be no coming back.

I don't know why no one has never stopped him before now. Why let it get this far? The Royals had to have seen this coming. Why didn't they do something? Nothing made sense anymore. I didn't know who to believe or who to trust.

No I was going to protect Serenity at all costs. I was the only one I trusted to keep her safe. I didn't even know if I could trust my own pack. I didn't know how far this betrayal went. It seemed like every time I trusted in someone they betrayed me.

Today was the anniversary of the day I met my mate. It's been eight years. I felt that our bond was no longer strong. I felt weaker every day. I needed to be close to her. I had to be at my best in order to save her when he comes for her.

I wish I could just talk to her. Tell her everything, and make her mine. It would solve so many of our problems. Sadly that isn't an option. Not when she hates me. I won't force her into anything. I want her willingly or not at all. I am surprised she hasn't rejected me yet. Was she using our bond to hunt me? I needed to fix this it was time.