Chapter 5

"I... I'm sorry," I choked out, my voice a raw, broken whisper. It was barely audible, but it was enough. Enough to satisfy them. Enough to save Jermain's reputation.

Hot tears streamed down my face, blurring the triumphant smirk I knew was plastered on Cheri's face. When she finally looked up, her eyes, red-rimmed from her fake tears, held only cold, hard satisfaction.

"I accept your apology, Elia," she cooed, her voice sickly sweet. She extended a hand, a gesture of mock forgiveness.

I flinched away, shrinking from her touch. I struggled to my feet, my body trembling, my legs weak. I looked at Jermain. He was a stranger. A cold, hard stranger.

I turned and ran. I ran blindly, heedless of the mud and the rough terrain, the taunts and jeers chasing after me like a pack of vultures. I ran until my lungs burned, until my legs ached, until the trees of the surrounding forest swallowed me whole.

I stumbled, collapsing against the rough bark of an old oak, finally allowing the sobs to tear from my chest. My phone vibrated uselessly in my pocket. A desperate text to my family, a silent plea for rescue.

Then, a sudden, chilling realization. The sky was darkening, rapidly. A storm was brewing. Panic, cold and sharp, seized me. I was deep in the woods, alone. And in my haste, I had left my sensory aids on the bus. The unfamiliar rustling of leaves, the eerie silence, the looming shadows-it all felt amplified, terrifying. My agoraphobia, momentarily forgotten in the face of public humiliation, roared back to life.

I scrambled to my feet. I had to get back. Had to find a way out. The forest, once a comforting blanket of green, now felt like a suffocating maze, each tree a looming shadow, each path a dead end.

Thunder rumbled in the distance, a low growl that vibrated through the earth. The first drops of rain began to fall, cold and heavy, splattering against my face.

I burst out of the tree line, back into the muddy clearing where the campsite lay. But it was deserted.

Then I saw them. Jermain and Cheri, huddled near a small, dilapidated cabin, their voices raised in an angry argument.

"Where were you?" Jermain roared, his eyes flashing with fury as he spotted me. "What were you thinking, running off like that? Do you have any idea how irresponsible that was?"

"I was trying to find... something familiar," I croaked, my voice raw, barely a whisper. "I got lost."

He scoffed. "Lost? In the woods? Elia, you're not a child! You can't just wander off! This is why you're such a liability!"

My rage, simmering beneath the surface, finally erupted. "Liability?" I shrieked, my voice cracking, but stronger than it had been in years. "You care more about your precious Cheri and your reputation than you do about me!"

His face hardened, turning stony. "You are a burden, Elia," he said, his voice cold and devoid of emotion. "A complete and utter burden."

The word echoed, "burden," resonating in my chest with a dull, sickening thud. It hurt more than any physical blow.

Cheri, sensing her advantage, clung to Jermain's arm, shivering dramatically. "Jermain, darling, let's just go. I'm so scared. The storm..."

He murmured something to her, his gaze still fixed on me, a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes.

The rain intensified, lashing down with a sudden ferocity. The wind howled, whipping through the trees, a reflection of the storm raging within me.

A blinding flash of lightning split the sky, followed by an ear-splitting crack of thunder.

Cheri screamed, stumbling backward, pulling Jermain with her. Her foot slipped in the mud, and she flailed wildly, her hand swinging out, catching me squarely in the chest.

I gasped, losing my balance, my feet sliding out from under me. I tumbled down a steep, muddy embankment, my head hitting something hard. Pain exploded behind my eyes. My vision blurred.

Then, nothing. A terrifying, utter silence. My sensory aids must have been knocked off. The world had gone mute.

Panic, cold and absolute, seized me. I couldn't hear. I couldn't understand. I was utterly, terrifyingly alone.

I screamed Jermain's name, but no sound escaped my lips. No sound reached my ears. Nothing.

I looked up. A blurry figure stood at the top of the embankment. Jermain. He was a vague silhouette against the raging sky.

Cheri was clinging to him, crying, pointing down at me. Her mouth moved, words I couldn't hear. Then she tugged at his arm, pulling him away.

Jermain's mouth moved. His body swayed. The words were lost in the terrifying silence.

"Jermain!" I screamed again, a silent, desperate plea. I stretched out my hands, begging.

The memory of the fire flashed through my mind: the suffocating fear, the helplessness. I was trapped, just like before.

He hesitated, his gaze darting between me and Cheri. His fear, his utter cowardice, was palpable even from this distance.

Cheri pulled harder. He stumbled, then turned. He cast one last, fleeting glance at me, a look of profound regret that was quickly swallowed by the darkness.

Then he was gone. Disappeared into the driving rain, leaving me alone at the bottom of the muddy slope, in a world of terrifying silence.