Chapter 3

"Elia! Wait!"

Jermain's frantic voice cut through the buzzing aftermath of the gallery. I walked faster, a desperate need to escape fueling my steps. His voice, once a comfort, now felt like a chain, trying to drag me back into the very cage I was determined to break free from.

He caught up to me, his hand closing around my arm. The touch, once electric with reassurance, now felt like a burning brand, searing my skin.

"What was that?" he demanded, his breath heavy, his eyes wide with a confusion that felt utterly fake. "What did you say to Cheri? Why did you talk to her like that?"

I pulled my arm free, my throat tight, the words I wanted to scream turning to bitter ash in my mouth. My chest heaved with silent fury.

"She was just jealous, Elia," he continued, a practiced innocence in his tone. "You know how she gets. She just wants to be the center of attention. You shouldn't have let her get to you."

Jealous. He blamed Cheri's cruelty on jealousy. Not his weakness. Not his betrayal. I remained silent, my body trembling, wanting nothing more than to dissolve into thin air.

"And the Dean," he sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Look, his family is a major donor. Cheri's dad has a lot of pull. It's just politics, you know? Your piece, it was amazing. Truly. But it was... a lot." He paused, searching for words, but his eyes were already glazing over, rehearsing the excuses. "It was too intense. Too personal. Not really what they're looking for, you know? Not... marketable."

His words hit me like stones, each one chipping away at the last vestiges of my self-worth. Too intense. Too personal. Too much. Had he ever truly seen my art, or just the girl who created it? Had he ever truly understood the years of painstaking effort, the fragments of my soul I had poured into every line, every curve of "Resonance of Scars"? It hadn't been about winning. It had been about finally, powerfully, giving voice to my pain, to my survival. And in his eyes, it was just "too much."

A suffocating silence descended, heavy and thick between us. Jermain shifted uncomfortably, his gaze darting around the hallway, as if searching for an escape route, a distraction from the awkwardness.

"So," he said, forcing a cheerful note into his voice, "the band's got a gig tonight. Small club, but a good one. You coming, right?"

My eyes fell to his wrist. Gone was the simple, braided leather bracelet I had painstakingly made for him years ago, a token of my quiet devotion. In its place, a chunky, silver cuff gleamed, studded with turquoise. Cheri' s signature style. Cheri' s gift. He had replaced my silent promise with her flashy statement.

It was a stark, brutal realization. He hadn't just chosen her over me; he had actively dismissed me, forgotten me, replaced me. He valued the superficial, the easily admired, the politically expedient. My quiet, enduring love, my deep, resonant art, meant nothing to him.

A tidal wave of profound sorrow washed over me, a pain so deep it vibrated in my bones. One tear escaped, tracing a hot path down my cheek. This was it. The last tear I would ever shed for Jermain Anderson.

My fists clenched, blood draining from my knuckles. A fierce, unwavering resolve hardened in my chest. I would not love him anymore. I couldn't. Not after this.

I would cut him out. Completely. But not now. First, I would see him one last time. One last performance. Then, he would be a ghost, a distant memory, erased from my life.