Chapter 5 A Day Out, Public Affair

Hearing Haven's free, sweet laughter had me in the whirlpool of two emotions - happy and sad.

Happy that she finally had the opportunity to have the luxury other kids had. The kind I'd had growing up. I was sad because I wasn't the one giving it to her.

Zac was.

After breakfast, he insisted on taking Haven to an amusement park for the rich kids after she'd made mention, once again, with her big, smart mouth, how much she wanted to go play in her dream park.

"She seems happy." Zac commented beside me, watching her swing delightfully on a pair of swing set with other kids.

"Thank you." My tone was quiet, though filled with gratitude.

"So about her? How come? What happened after I left?" He asked.

I met his gaze, not knowing if I should say anything. But those green eyes. I sighed and looked away, not wanting to be tricked by my emotions just by staring into his eyes. "Remember that day you saw me in school early?"

"That morning? Yes, I remember." He nodded.

"I'd just discovered I was pregnant for Will..." My voice trailed off, memories swamping me and making my vision blurry.

"He rejected the pregnancy?" He guessed.

Unable to form words at that point, I merely nodded. He waited until I was composed enough to talk and talk I did.

"You didn't see it on the news?" I asked, because it had been sent to everyone back in highschool.

Narrated all that had happened to him. The betrayal. Cheating with my enemy - Zoey Hushton. Making mockery of me. My family throwing me out and cancelling my name from the inheritance. Pregnancy and birthing Haven with no help.

I was careful not to mention my intense struggles to ensure a good education, feeding and keeping a roof over her head, plus clothes on my daughter's back.

I didn't want to come off as desperate, even though, I honestly was.

"I'm sorry you had to go through all of that alone." And he really meant every word. I heard the sincerity in his voice.

"It's okay. I mean, life happens." I gave a care-less shrug, though I cared. I cared so much about what people I'd loved and trusted had turned their backs on me so fast I didn't have time to process it had done to me.

A hand came on my shoulder. Nothing suggestive, it was warm and comforting. "I'm sorry, Dahlia. I had no idea you were part of the workers."

"Of course, how could you have known? Don't worry. I can always find other jobs." That last statement was a lie.

I couldn't always find other jobs. People barely hired high school dropouts. The few who did, never paid well.

I worked three jobs and still struggled to keep my daughter in school, put food on her table, clothes on her back and roof over her head.

"I can help you on that aspect." He offered kindly.

"No." My rejection was sharp. I cleared my throat, gathering my emotions and putting them under wraps. "Thank you, but no."

It was already embarrassing that he had to feed me what was probably my meal for the whole day and give my daughter what I couldn't afford to give her.

I couldn't let myself or my daughter get used to help. I'd forgotten how it felt to depend on others and I didn't want to because if there was anything life had taught me; it was to never be too dependent on others.

"Come on, Dahlia. Let me help for old times sake." He reasoned.

I shook my head, ready to be stubborn about it. "I'm good, Zac. My daughter and me are good. We've come this far on our own, we do not need help. But thank you for offering though. That was thoughtful of you."

Silence engulfed us, though I felt his gaze on me. I willed myself not to turn my head in his direction. I paid forced attention to Haven laughing and chatting happily with another girl dressed in a very pretty dress.

Without meaning to, I compared the noticeable contrast of my daughter's old thrift dress to the other little girl's flowery, play clothes and beautiful shoes.

That little girl used to be me. My daughter deserved the life I once had as a child. It was a tough pill to swallow knowing my daughter would probably never have the privileged childhood I had.

"So what next? Do you have any other plans? Any other job?" His genuine concern didn't go unnoticed.

"Yes." I gave a small nod.

"Oh. And it pays well, I suppose?"

Another shrug and a hard swallow while I lied through my teeth. "Yeah, it does."

"Alright."

Then he proceeded to call out to Haven who grinned at him, waved and ran over to us.

"Are you having fun?" He inquired.

She nodded. "I'm thirsty. May I have a bowl of ice cream, please?" She looked at me expectantly.

Ice cream here would cost me an arm, I couldn't afford it. If I did, that would mean no dinner for her tonight and I couldn't possibly sacrifice her dinner for ice cream.

"Come, let's go get you some." He was already accepting her hand and walking away with her before I could reply.

"Don't you want one, mommy?"

Zac threw a look my way, the ghost of a smirk on the corner of his lips. He was waiting for me to turn down another offer. Dare I say he was even expecting it.

Well, I'd better not disappoint him. "No, baby."

But to my surprise, my daughter knitted her brows, looking thoughtful. "Let's go, Zac. Mommy's favorite is one scoop of lemon and two scoops of raspberry. Me, my favorite is chocolate but I feel like eating one scoop of strawberry and one scoop of blueberry."

Well, that was settled.

"What's your favorite ice cream?" I heard Haven ask him, while I followed quietly from behind.

"I'm not big on ice cream but if I must, I prefer coffee."

"Oh." Haven made a funny face that had Zac chuckling. Me too.

She didn't like coffee, hated the smell of them.

Soon, we had gotten our bowls of ice cream and were seated in an empty booth in a corner. I quietly enjoyed my bowl while Zac and Haven chatted eating theirs. More like Haven chatting Zac's ears off while he, obviously, enjoyed her bubbly presence.

"Zac?!" The voice had me turning towards the direction.

My chest tightened, my stomach churned, ready to throw up the food I've had, the ice cream first.

Zoey Hushton? My enemy from highschool. What was she doing here? And how did she know where to find Zac? More importantly, when did she and Zac start speaking to each other?

She walked up to our booth. She sneered when she spotted me. "So it's true? What I read on the news is true? You're with her?" She pointed long, acrylic nails at me.

"What news?" Zac appeared calm.

As usual, her melodramatic self had attracted attention.

She brought out her phone and shoved it in his face. His brows quirked, then he raised his eyes to meet mine. "News travel fast. Well, you know Dahlia. She's our..."

"Yes, I know Dahlia Harold. How can I forget the highschool dropout. The girl who went from being her parents' favorite princess to the disowned pregnant pauper."

"Stop it. We're in public." Zac was annoyed. "You're ruining my reputation."

She swallowed, looking round to see people whipping out their phones to record. She plastered on a smile, draping her arms around him, her body pressing into him.

My forehead creased in perplexity. Humiliation still in the background over how she'd described my life in public.

What was going on?

"I'm sorry, baby. I just got jealous." She nuzzled his neck.

"There's nothing to be jealous of. It's a friendly reunion. Nothing more." He said, his own arm going round her back.

I couldn't help but drop my jaw.

She saw the astonishment on my face, her smug growing. "You didn't tell her, baby."

"T-tell me w-what?" I knew how stupid I sounded, but it was beyond my control.

When he looked at me, his expression was blank. "Zoey and I are dating."