Chapter 5 My lover

Emma's POV....

My chest tightened against my chest, I felt a wave of adrenaline wash over me, my heart was pounding rapidly against my rip-cage, my eyes locked into his, I felt all the feeling rushing over me; suddenly I felt like the room was closing, every emotion that I suppressed years ago came rushing back to me.

Killan looked different, his eyes no longer held the glow it did, he has a frown on his face, he was emotionless, why didn't he look surprised to see me, I could barely realize what was going on his mind, his eyes bore into mine, I felt a wave of sadness wash over me and the memories of the day I left came rushing back to me.

"Killan." I whispered, I could barely hear my voice over the pouding in my chest, my eyes tore away from him when I headed toward the door, and I was stopped by the man that brought me up here.

"Close the doors Stanley and I want no disturbance." Killan stated.

"I want to leave; I would rather not stay here." I mumbled, a tear slipped out of my eyes, I glanced back at Killan who had a smile on his face, he gave a nod to the other man and the man walked out, he closed the door from behind, I tried to reach for the door when I realized he locked it and there is no way out, I knew I had to get out of here.

Did he know I was coming here today, the first thought that crossed my mind was Ethan; I can't let Killan see him, he will take him away from me?.

"I need to leave, open the door right now." I said, my breath hitches when he headed toward me with a smile on his face, I tried to move away from him when I realized that there was no place to hide.

"Look at me Chula(sweetheart)" he called, his voice was demanding and raspy, I moved away from him when his hand made contact with my hand, it held my hand softly, one look at his eyes I could tell he was mad at me, he hated the sight of me; I ruined his life; I wish he knew I didn't have a choice.

"You look even more beautiful than I remember, you can imagine my surprise when I saw you on the streets, I didn't think it was you Chula, and when I was told someone came into the building that looked like you." Killan smiled.

"Just let me go." I stated.

"Why will I do that after so many years, you don't get to make the decisions Chula." He said, he moved closer to me, and he leaned in to whisper, "you used to love when I called you that." He added.

I use to, it was the only nickname I ever allowed anyone to call me, my eyes tore away from his when he used his fingertips to guuse my gaze to meet his.

When it came to Killan, I have no control over myself or my body, right now, I am being only scared he will know about Ethan, I was scared his worker will blabber about my son.

"What are you doing Killan, I need to leave please." I said.

"No you will not," he said. He lets go of my hand, and he glanced at me. "Emma Smith, you changed your last name, your work is famous all around the world." He said, "why did you change your name, was it so that I won't find you?." He asked.

"It's none of your business." I whispered, I know the reason I had to change my name, Sam wanted me to have his last name, and from Waters I took his last name Smith; every file of mine was changed to his last name too because he wanted to know he will be able to find me if I am gone.

I shook off the thought and I glanced at Killan, he is not the man I was once in love with, he had changed, he has become cold and heartless.

"What are you thinking about, ways to run away again." He said.

"Stop it Killan, just stop it; what is wrong with you, the Killan I know will never trap me in a room."

"The Killan you knew died the day you left him at the altar; the day you proved that you wanted to be with someone else but not him." Killan yelled, I jolted in my position and I headed toward the door when he stopped me by pulling me closer to him.

My chest was beating rapidly against my chest, a breath escaped when I looked back at him.

"You left once but not anymore, I am not going to let you leave ever again, I am not going to let you walk over me and I am going to make sure you regret everything you have down to me, you caused me pain Emma and I will do the same to you, for years I thought about what you did to me but after seeing you all I can care about is hurting you as much as you did to me." Killan said, his voice was filled with promise.

I felt terrible, I looked back at him and a tear slipped out of my eyes.

"I just want to leave." I whispered.

"You came for a job interview, and you will be getting one." Killan smiled, "on a second thought, I would give you a job, how would you like to handle the biggest wedding of the year"

"I don't want to Killan, I just want this to be over, I don't want you to do something you will regret." I said.

I never thought leaving him will turn him into a monster.

"Regret," he laughed. He glanced at me and his grip tightened, "You'll work for me Emma, you will plan this wedding or else you know what I am capable of, you have twenty-fours to decide."