Chapter 3 0003

He said those words with utmost pride, but my stomach hurt hearing that title; regardless, I maintained a smile not to embarrass him; in my head, I was cooking up a perfect plan to hurt him.

Everyone went back to enjoying the party but my eyes were on the girl who he flirted with earlier, I didn't want to embarrass him but to hurt him and what more will hurt the alpha apart from touching the one who had his heart, I knew had me for political reasons it wasn't love to unite what his father couldn't achieve.

I looked at the woman, I won't lie she was beautiful, I couldn't tell her age as her skin was flawless, and her blue dress went well with her blond hair, I went and approached her, and she smiled at me and ushered me a sit next to her, her kindness wouldn't buy me at all. Anytime I see Luca smiling, the fury in me wakes up; how can a man full of evil be smiling; How could he be happy? I couldn't handle him laughing and smiling.

I woke up with my fury fully unleashing itself; I wanted to take my anger out, and what better than someone who made him smile, so I reached out to a wine glass next to me and poured red wine on her dress. She screamed, and all the attention turned to me.

"What are you doing?" She screamed, but I couldn't care less as I stood there boldly waiting for anyone to question me.

"Zuriel?" He spoke, his voice was still devilish so I stopped and finally snapped back to reality.

"What did I just do? What was I thinking," I asked myself.

But it was too late for a monologue as he grabbed my hands with a tight grip that it started to hurt; his claws came out, and my fear returned.

"I'm so fucked," I said to myself.

He pretended not to hear me crying about the intensity of his grip, he opened my chambers and threw me inside, not on the bed but the floor as usual, I looked at him walking towards me as both his hand claws came out, every step he took I slid back till I couldn't because the wall was my limit.

"I specifically told you not to embarrass me," He spoke with fury.

The next thing I know, he's holding my neck, and it's bleeding, but none of them dropped down as they were received by his claw gladly, I suppose. His eyes turned red to anger; he looked hungry for blood.

"Out of all the people you choose my mother!" he spoke

Did he just say his mother? I just poured a drink on the Former Luna; I never saw her, but her works and wisdom have reached everyone in our pack.

"I'm sorry," I muttered slowly.

"Will sorry return the pride of my mom you just took huh?" He shouted.

The door was being banged as they feared what he'd do to me, but he didn't reply; he just let go and started walking around the room; I wondered what he thought: Will he give me a punishment again? Will he reconnect me back to Theo? Or will he leave me out for the vampires to find me?

I was shocked as he came and kissed me, that was unexpected, I couldn't fathom what he was doing, as he reached to kiss me again, I turned my face but he was too stubborn to understand body language, so he forcefully kissed me again this time it wasn't as soft as the first one it was deep, I could literally taste all of his tongues.

I wiped my mouth out of disgust but he carried me and laid me on his bed, my heart started to beat fast knowing what he wanted, though I was with Theo for three years he never touched me once, he was waiting for my parents' approval, my heart craved for a day like this but not with Luca with Theo and here I was watching him undress.

"Let's seal this," He said and the next thing I knew he touched my body, I tried resisting but I was no match for him, he would take me out with a hit, it seemed like the more I resisted the more he wanted me, he kissed me from my legs going up to my head.

After what seemed like hours he got off me, we did the deed or rather he forced me but he didn't bite me which was the norm for the first meeting, I laid there short of breath with no energy watching him wear his clothes back on, he didn't even flinch or even look back as he walked out leaving me helpless, rather than sex I felt raped.

I picked myself up as tears rolled down my cheeks, not being satisfied with the thought of sleeping with one of my enemies; it should have been Theo, not him. I let out a loud cry, not having the care in the world who would hear me, but that would have been the least of my worries since nobody came.

I rose up from the bed straight to the shower, but no amount of shower would erase the fact that he had raped me; the blood on the sheets was the absolute proof of my struggles with him, but I couldn't bare it any longer; I had to do something, I had to murder him.