Chapter 3 Forbidden desires

Slowly, Conversing with Dominic became part of my routine, from late night texts to early morning calls, we were becoming inseparable which eventually led to something serious. It was a surprise because I have never felt so drawn to a person before. I loved him more than anything and anyone. As fate may have it there is one person for every individual, a soulmate and when one meets his or her soulmate they would know almost immediately. That is Dominic to me.

I was never in any way attracted to anyone before, even when a Beta of the Crystal pack Benjamin tried seducing me with his charms a couple of times, but I did not budge in anyway, even my other encounters with other pack members and few humans, made me almost believe what they said that I'm an asexual person. Funny how one person brought out the fire in me to live and want to be loved.

He was indeed my fated mate and I did not mind that He was human, He is my one chance mate and soulmate. The sense of loneliness I once felt had been removed automatically by the entrance of Dominic into my life.

Our relationship was filled with love and burning desire, but one thing that limited us was I did not agree to stay over at his house some nights. I get signs of spontaneous transformation. Although, and thankfully I did not experience it without a warning sign. In our Crystal pack meeting over the years we learned that the mark on our arm gets itchy anytime the spontaneous transformation wants to occur, and this happens a day before the transformation.

One rainy night that I stayed over at Dominic's place. It happened again to me turning into a werewolf and waking up lightheaded. The odd thing is that this time I did not find myself outside and I was self-aware. I transformed but what confused me more was that I did not get any signs. I questioned Dominic, if he noticed anything out of the ordinary the previous night which he said nothing happened, we both slept well. Hallucinations were the second stage of the infection and it made me worried because it seemed like mine was becoming worse.

I noticed Dominic's worried gaze on me, when I looked up and assured him that I was fine,and I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. According to him, I was acting weird for days and distant. I apologized to him, kissing him passionately, He kissed me back after which he cupped my boobs and grabbed me from the couch, He carried me upstairs, Getting to his room he placed me on the bed, staring into his eyes, he had this look that made me wet even more wanting to be filled by him. With heat rising he quickly picked the condom from the drawer, opened it and wore it on his shaft. "Now touch yourself" he instructed me,after a while he moved to use his tongue to play with my clit then slowly inserted a finger into my wet pussy. "Damn you're ready for me" He muttered just when he heard me making a whimpering sound. He then slid in the second finger then the third, moving in and out of me while using his thumb to touch my clit. I orgasmed on his hands which he then commanded next.

" Get on all fours" I immediately did and he inserted his cock into my wet pussy, pumping inside and out of me, with him so hard he groaned as he stroked my cunt which made me and him to cum simultaneously, He removed the condom then he turned kissing and then cuddled me afterwards. We went a few more rounds after which we both freshened up and spent the rest of the day together.

Dominic had become my coping mechanism from my problems, the memories of my past trauma which haunted me on some days. He was a little bit too curious, sometimes requesting to know why I disappeared on some nights. I gave him the excuse of business emergencies to get off my neck. At first he bought my lie, but after a while he was not convinced. I could not let Dominic know my true identity as it was a taboo against laws of the Crystal wolf pack and would endanger his life. So, it was best to keep it from him to save him from getting involved in the drama.