Chapter 3 Home

Waking up was with a slight headache my head hurts so much,i checked my time "jeez" i shouted am one hour late for class, i rushed to the bathroom took my bath dressed up hurriedly and went to class ,getting to there I realized I just missed a test it hurts me but what hurts me more seeing ivy with someone else.

After the work for the day I went to our usual spot but ivy didn't show up she must be into this new guy i thought and that made me worried it isn't her fault though and I hated myself I should have told her about my feelings for her ,what if she is really dating the guy"I thought" I quickly shake the thought of my head cause I couldn't even imagine it.

After the semester I decided to go spend the holiday with my parents while ivy wanted to go to her sister's house ,am so excited about going home, have missed mom so much especially her delicacy I have lost weight a bit and I Know that would get worried will. Getting home was surprised about how i was welcome it was like i have been gone for decades after eating I went to my room to lay my head still feeling the headache I guess it was the stress so I decided to go to bed early getting to my room saw how it was neatly arranged I smiled and knows it was his mom handwork, my mom means the world to me ,Mrs Thompson and Mrs Thompson have been married for 25years and blessed with two kids Daniel and Peter,my parents have not been in support of my so called following passion they would always tell me "we want the best for you dear there are better options for you, medicine,law,nursing just leave this art of a thing alone" but I was determined that is what have always been interested in nothing more ,I jumped on the bed I missed home so much went to where I usually got my view,I opened the window it was beautiful night there are so many stars up there ,I see couples holding hands and ivy flashed back to my mind have missed everything about her ,I took my phone and called her she picked it up almost immediately "hello peter i was about calling you,have you gotten home ?"she asked ,"have gotten home dear what about you " I asked °"have gotten home some hours back the journey was stress Free but I missed you so much already °"she said laughing, hearing that melts my heart and I started blushing.

If there are other words to express much I missed her i have would used it "ivy I missed you more ,I wish we could spend some quality time together you know just you and I" I said with my hope high ,"oh true i can actually pay you a visit just text your address to me " she said , "you know that is actually Cool I will text it straight up,gimme a minute" I said while I quickly text it via message ,I was looking forward to the day she is going to visit me ,i was over excited took my phone and played my favorite love song I sing and danced along smiling unbuttoned my shirt went straight to the shower yeah I was stressed up,but I couldn't sleep without taking a night shower that has always been part of me,I faced the mirror in the bathroom I admire myself I couldn't help but complement myself "you are damn cute guy "I smiled and I winked at my self I might be acting crazy but that happiness is something I couldn't keep.

Getting out of the shower I was feeling cold,I immediately switch on the house warmer, bad habit of eating snacks after dinner, I need to change so many unhealthy things about me "I thought" , brought out the special painting I wanted to give her before seeing her with Fred when she comes around this time am going to present it to her and tell her about my feeling and intention towards her ,I just don't want her to be my girlfriend alone but also the mother of my kids,I switch off the light and slept off.