Chapter 2 Circle

Ivy and i have gotten along in the last few weeks ,after classes each day we would always meet at a particular spot within the school to talk about how our day went ,we were so close that at a point my friends would tease me call her my girlfriend "how is your girl ,you are so lucky that girl is the most beautiful in this uni" my friends would always tell him,but the truth nothing is going on between us , i dont want to be a friend either to her,I want a relationship that is more than a friend,my feelings for her is so strong but am scared that she might not feel the same for me but my

greatest fear also is seeing her getting in relationship with someone else.

I have always been a shy guy I remembered when i was in high school i had crush on a girl but i couldn't boldly walk up to her until my friends pushed me to her but I couldn't say anything instead i almost peed in my pants and was shaking like a leaf i finally ran out that the incident became a topic for the whole session,things are still the same about him still shy but much more better.

Every passing minute i couldn't stop thinking about her,I have never felt this way for anyone decided to gather my courage and express my feelings towards her . After getting home from class he took a warm bath and put on something nice, peter also is a good looking guy when he was in high school he is always referred to as the ••Ladies boy••but due to his shyness he ended leaving school single.

now he has grown more handsome, looking at him you would think he has never missed working out but the fact he have never out in his entire life his physique is every ladies dream ,he lost count of how many ladies would walk up to him and express their feelings towards him but he would wave them off. He combed his hair and gave it the perfect styling he took a drawing he specially made for her and head out to their usual spot.

Getting there it was past 4 in the evening ,she always come around 5,I patiently waited for her as I read a book borrowed from a friend.It's already past 6 ivy isn't showing up that got me worried I called her number severally but it was switched off I waited for her more still no signs of her until I decided to go meet her in her department just as I was about leaving i saw her coming and couldn't but notice her beautiful walking steps but as she get closer I realized she was holding hands with someone else ,my smile suddenly vanished I was disappointed but at the same time trying to maintained my calm "sorry dear I kept you waiting for so long,we were working an a project my team and I but it took us a long time before we could finally figure it out,am so sorry" she apologize."it's okay dear,hope you are fine "I asked " am good meet my coursemate Fred he was the one that finally helped us to get the project done "she said,while the so called Fred stretched his hands for a handshake I feel like bouncing on him and give him the beating of his life but he decided not to act out of sense, I reluctantly took his hands, "so peter I would be heading home now cause am so tired and i have another project waiting for me tomorrow,goodbye dear" she said and hugged me and disappeared with Fred.

I has never been so heartbroken,I just hope nothing is going one between them but why is it that she couldn't see it all over me that I loves ,I quickly gathered my stuffs and went home, getting home exhausted went to the kitchen grabbed some cereal and eat slowly not long after i went to my bed and slept off..