"Hmm, this is harder than I expected" Connor whined as she rolled to the other side of her bed.
She looked at the ceiling and in no time tears started gathering in her eyes. She wiped it with the back of her palm and tried so hard to sink in the tears by deceiving herself into thinking happy thoughts but it only fueled the sadness within.
After struggling to no avail, she allowed the tears to flow freely.
CONNOR'S POV
Hours later, my phone rang and it was Heidi Calling to check up on me.
"Hey girl, hope you've not killed yourself yet?" She asked jokingly immediately I picked the call. I smiled without saying anything.
"Hope you've eaten too?" She asked further
"Yes I have" I lied realizing that if I tell her I've not eaten again after the morning except a small packet of Pringles she won't be Happy with me at all.
"I'll tell you all about today when we see, I think it will cheer you up" She said "and don't forget to eat tonight" She added.
"I won't, thanks." I replied
"Alright, just take care of yourself and call me when you're not feeling too good" She replied while I agreed.
She's indeed the best person I've ever met in my entire life.
After a little conversation with her she ended the call.
I looked at the time it was 5:32 pm, I stood up immediately from my bed.
I couldn't believe I was on bed for so long snacking on the packet of Pringles I do keep very close to my bed on my drawer and battling with my thoughts at the same time.
"I guess I have to leave this room for a while" I muttered to myself as I walked to my wardrobe.
I took my coat sluggishly and left the house with the motive of taking an evening walk to exercise my muscles all to avoid cramps.
As I stepped outside, the cool wind brushed through my hair giving me a sense of calmness.
I went on to walk down the street hoping to end up doing something fun but unfortunately I walked pass the cafe Jeff and I always go to on dates and that made me remember the day he said goodbye, the day he messed my life up.
That's when I broke down crying.
I ran into the first store I could find and locked myself inside one of the changing rooms.
I didn't even realize I was sobbing and screaming until I heard someone knock on the door.
"Hey! Is everything alright in there?" It was the same guy who works at the café I usually go to.
I sniffed as I wiped my tears away with the sleeve of my coat opened the door and nodded before I tried walking out.
He looked at me concerned "Are you ok? Do you want to talk about it?" He suggested.
"No I'm fine" I replied shaking my head while still looking down.
The guy put his hand on top of mine which startled me making me look up at him with a puzzled look
"You sure? You seem pretty distressed." He said further
"Really I'm fine." I repeated while shrugging.
He sighed slightly and then asked
"If you ever need anything just let me know ok?". With that said he left and went back to work.
With that said I made my way back home, trying hard not to cry nor think of that day again.
You might want to know what happened that day.
It started off as a normal day and the night before that day was an unforgettable one.
We had just come back from our evening walk, getting to the sitting room he carried me upstairs to the bedroom and while he needed to the bedroom he kept saying things that made me laugh so hard.
Getting to the bedroom he laid me gently on the bed, with his arm supporting his weight on the bed he looked at me and I felt his sweet minty breath and it was refreshing, as we kept Making eye contact, he leaned closer supporting his weight with his elbow and kissed my lips. I didn't want to let go of the kiss as I pulled him more closer to me and kissed him back.
The kiss should be the longest we've had.
Refraining from the kiss he laid down beside me on the bed, removing his jacket, shirt and pants and leaving his boxers on he placed them around the side of the bed and then laid flat on top of me, kissing along my neck.
He pulled my dress so easily as he continued kissing me down my chest to my stomach.
He lifted up slightly so that I could look at him in the eyes and then he began kissing his way back up again, stopping briefly to suck my nipple and lick softly over the areola.
I gasped out loud when he did this, and I felt my pussy getting wetter. He sucked hard on both nipples before moving back up to lick down my stomach towards my aching vagina.
My hips were gyrating against his face as he licked the outer lips of my pussy, teasing me with soft tingling sensations which made my pussy throb in anticipation for what was yet to come.
As he continued to tease my pussy with his tongue, he moved lower until he reached my clit. It was swollen from arousal, and he took it into his mouth, sucking on it and flicking it with his tongue, sending waves of pleasure through my body and I cried out in bliss.
He was always good at making me feel this way.
His hands came up to hold onto my ass cheeks as he ate me out. When I felt him begin to move further inside me, I knew I was about to have an orgasm.
He pushed his tongue as deep as he could into my vagina, as I orgasms, and when he finally stopped, I lay there panting and trying to catch my breath.
"Oh God," I said. "That feels amazing."
"You taste delicious," he whispered.
I smiled at him and kissed him, tasting myself on his lips.
The kiss turned passionate quickly and we were fucking each other's faces hard and fast, our tongues touching and swirling together as they fought for dominance.
I grabbed his hair and pulled his face against mine.
He went down with his fingers and I moaned loudly as he worked my clit with his fingers. I screamed out loud as he gave me an incredible orgasm.
When I could talk again, I told him that I wanted him to fuck me, so he rolled off of me and I got on my knees between his legs.
He spread his legs wide apart so that I could see his cock laying there, hard and ready. I wrapped my hand around his shaft, feeling the smooth skin of his dick, and pumping it once or twice, just to get a feel for his size. I looked up at him, I saw desire in his eyes, and I knew he was waiting for me.
I straddled his hips, guiding his cock to my opening and lowering myself onto it, taking all of him inside of me, and I moaned as he filled me completely. He grabbed my hips and held me firmly against him, thrusting into me slowly at first, then increasing his pace as he began to move faster.
His hands reached up to grab my breasts, groping them and pinching my nipples as he fucked me hard and deep. I let my head fall back as I enjoyed the sensations of being fucked by this sexy man.
I felt my pussy becoming wet and slippery with his cum and I realized that I loved having him inside of me.
I was reaching a climax and I could tell that he was too, because his breathing sounded heavy and ragged.
I felt his cock swell inside of me, and I felt him throbbing against my insides.
I began to tremble as I neared my own orgasm, and I closed my eyes as I felt my pussy contract around his cock in response to the feelings he was putting inside me. I was coming and I could feel his cum shooting inside of me, and I cried out as I had my second orgasm of the night.
Afterward, we lay on the bed together, still joined by our bodies. He stroked my hair and kissed me softly as we talked through the night not even realizing when I slept off.