Chapter 2 TWO

CHAPTER TWO.

"Try to remember, Don!.. Don't you even pretend to be clean on this! It already happened. Think Don!.. Think!, I'm trying to help you get out of this". Alexa shouted in a high voice as well as she winded her word in a deep sorrow and sympathetic voice.

Her voice entered my ear smoothly as I tried to remember what happened, so as I could answer her. Arrogantly, I endeavored to compose my minds to remember all that happened. "She is in fear, just imagine how sorrowful she is right now! All because you don't want to talk about it. Do you think you solve anything by being silent and keeping things on your own?" She added as she insisted and pieced her fingers off my head.

My palms were cold, and I was still as well, I never wanted to show it to her that maybe I cared, i curiously and as well confidentially understood that everyone hated me. My departed mama and papa as well hated me. Wherever they were, in whichever form whether spiritual or ghosts, they hated me.

In every eye, I was a crime as well as never to be trusted, and I shied away from everyone that I met in the streets. As I usually walk on the street pavements of Kawangware in disgrace and fear while in black and tall hood that covered my face to show off the fear.

"Can you talk, Don?" "Stop! Stop! Just stop, sis, it's not as you think. I know they hate me already. Everyone. And those who hated me, can now find more reasons to hate me than they did." I said as tears of disgrace flown and flooded my hood.

Alexa moved a step backward for the fear of the voice I raised on her, I wasn't able to control my temper on her at once. She feared and stood in surprise as her eyes remained wide open in surprise, as well as shock that stood between her minds and her heart.

"Listen, Alexa, I never want to talk about this mess, it really sucks my minds right now. Maybe some days I might be able to...but right now...just let it be." I said to her as I rubbed my eyes to wipe my tears by her side, right on her shoulder in her cool blue leather generic jumper she lean on my chest.

She quickly stood in tremble as she worried so much about me, I looked straight into her eyes and could easily see the doubt she had about the words I said onto her. "Look, I understand the fear and the doubts, but I promise you and swear that one day I'll clear all those benefits of your doubts' sis. You are the only person I have, and remained with, in this world. I really treasure you so very much." I said as she laid her head on my shoulder beside.

My voice was soft from which I struggled to speak and breath, I felt so painful in between the upper and lower side of my throat. Furthermore, I was all tied and wrapped up on bandages all over my body from the skull of my head to my lower and smaller toe of my leg.

The pain was flowing from the head to the smaller toe, and I turned myself from time to time on this hospital bed that was fixed and too small and could only fit my fat, well-built body.

All I could imagine and think of was nothing but regrets, it was going all round my head. Nurses ran in my secluded private room from time to time as two cops stood on the door, I hardly opened my eyes because of fear. It took time as I tried to open my eyes as I listened to Alexa, who was crying, and her eyes were all red in sorrow and fear. She hardly shied off me, but today she could hardly look into my eyes for the fear and sympathy she had on me all times.

I turned my head to face where she sat as she laid her head on my paining chest. I slowly opened my eyes with plenty of concerns and carefulness as I watched and allowed my eyes with minds to maneuver all around the fucking hospital room. As soon as the pain was gone, I could hardly realize that my left hand was tied up on the edge of this tiny bed.

Until I heard a swift and slow sound from which the fetters made as they hit the edge of the bed as I tried to turn myself around to face off Alexa, who made me so emotional from her cries.

I set out to think of a way to make her stop being stubborn. For I knew that without the information she attempted to obtain from me, she was never willing to leave and live in peace. As she used to be, as from her childhood, she was stubborn, I had to admit it.

"I thoroughly think I should be open and frank with you champ, so as you can let it go right?" I asked as she nodded back slowly without raising her head either..." I killed him champ..."