Chapter 3 Getting started

chapter 3 The past few hours had been running fast like something was chasing it. I knew that I had been sitting here for the past three hours without a word or anything. my eyes were swollen due to my crying every day and I just didn't know what to do anymore. I tried to recall what will happen in the next few hours but when nothing came into my head I knew that I was definitely in for this.

I hadn't spoken to dad since yesterday, after that exchange of words with him, the both of us hadn't spoken again, but he had sent one of his guards to me to ask me to make my choice and I did, no way am going to let my father have sex with me, I would rather die than do that. I cleaned the tears that had formed in my eyes and I felt like tearing everyone apart at that moment, I was in so much pain. my brother hadn't spoken to me since yesterday after that confrontation. I knew he just wanted what is best for me, but I knew within myself that there was nothing that he could do about it, he wouldn't be able to change dad mind and even if he wants to, his not yet the alpha and he doesn't have the power to do that and now I just have to bear. my days were becoming closer, I felt like I would die in the next few hours, but I knew that was just some kind of lie, I knew how much I had wished for this death but it didn't come and I knew it wasn't going to come. I had already endured this far and I wasn't just going to let everything go to the dust, I wasn't just going to die. I cried my eyes out as I thought about the ritual, I knew how horrifying that ritual could be and I had seen how people that didn't get their mate were treated and I had never wished to get treated in a such an ill manner. The ritual happened every year and dad let every Omega look for their mate and any Omega who couldn't get his or her mate was killed. I had watched a series of Omega being slaughtered like they were some kind of animals, no one felt any pity or empathy for them, they even feasted on that horrible day and I just feel like I should just die the next moment but I just can't I would just love to see how this goes. I didn't know how I had been able to escape the ritual all this year but I knew for a fact that it was because I am the alpha daughter that's why I haven't gotten involved but now dad had just shown me that he doesn't care or gives a fuck about me anymore and now I just have to do this on my own. I hated the fact that I had to be subjected to do this, am the Alpha daughter but yet I have to go through all of this , thinking of all the things I couldn't help but cringe, but I remembered that dad mentioned the alpha of the north, I couldn't help the soft moan that tore of mouth. my heart even bleed just thinking about it. Alpha Neil as everyone knew is the alpha of the north, even though my dad was this wicked and brutal I would choose him 100 times over that monster. Alpha Neil is the wicked and cruelest alpha that had ever existed, his name sent fears and chills to anyone his name is being mentioned. I know you all might be wondering why, but Alpha Neil started his alpha life at the age of 10 because his step Brothers tried taking the pack from him, he was hated by his mom and in that way he was sent away to be killed, no one knew why his mom hated him but then when everyone thought he had died, he returned and killed everyone including his father and mother, the only of his relatives that he didn't kill he sent them to exiled making all of them rogues. At the age of 20, he had concurred more than 100 packs and had made all of them become his subject, at the age of 25 he had conquered the whole of the north and south making all of them under him, that was how powerful he was, our pack was amongst the packs in the east and my father dominated here but I didn't know why he didn't come here, I guess they had both signed an agreement. I didn't know if I should feel okay, but I knew that if he was Going to attend going to pee on my pant, and even though he was that powerful he was rumored to have never met his mate, though he had already 20 wife's then all of them had died mysteriously one way or the other and no way is getting myself involved with that monster, I rather die. the noise of the music coming from the pack gathering made my heart bleed, no one cared to know if I was giving it okay, no one came for me, my room was down the pack house and I was always alone, if only they knew the kind of pains I was going through. I hated the fact that I have to be alone always I don't even know why I haven't met my mate yet, I was already 20 but yet my wolf, mate Is nowhere to be found, I guess am just both too very unfortunate, who would want to be mated to an unfortunate bastard like me. I took one last look at the room and I cleaned the tears, the tattered bed was the only thing that I had here, with just my five clothes, I had already arranged them, I took one look at my mom's pictures by my bed, I had stolen it and I hid it on my dress. I didn't want to say a prayer to the moon goddess because if she was alive then I wouldn't be going through this pain. I knew it was fine, I didn't need anyone to tell me it was fine for the ritual of the Omega. I said a silent prayer to no one, in particular, I just hope that I meet my mate if not I think am going to die tonight