Chapter 2 THE ACTRESS PART 1

Avianna's POV

"Love? You love me? That's what you call love? To hurt me? To cause me pain every day of my life? I am also a human being, Peter, I have emotions and feelings, and I got hurt too." I cried while holding his arms, so he stopped in his tracks and turned to me.

"Why? I also love you... but I just really love her more. And wait, why? Are you the only one who is having a hard time in this relationship?Shouldn't I be the one to complain, because you just turned me around!"he sighed as he waved his arm causing me to release him. But with the extreme emotion I felt because of what he just said, I was able to push him away.

"Then it's true, that everything was just a show! You don't really love me, you were just forced to marry me because you got me pregnant!" I said to him while I was still crying.

"Yes, yes, yes! Now you heard it, it's all just a show because I don't want to ruin the name of our family because of your stupidity!"And he pushed me hard causing me to be out of balance and fall to the floor, so I felt a sudden pain in my hip at the same time as blood flowed - blood from my private parts. I started to cry, because of the pain and the anger that now I feel. I was just holding my five months old baby bump, crying while watching the relentless flow of red liquid - my son.

I could feel Peter approaching me but I just shot him a very bad look, "What? Don't you dare come near me! You really are an animal Peter! You only thought that I am just some dirty whores who let myself impregnate by you. You know what? Now I wish - I wish that I shouldn't have chose to love someone like you," weak words came out of my mouth as my tears flowed-

"And–cut!" Direk Gino shouted. And Farhan, my co-actor that I was with in the scene earlier, immediately led me upright .

He smiled at me, " Great job, Avi. You're great, I was taken back there," he praised and I just smiled back to him for a response.

"That's great, darling! That's why you are one of my favorite actresses to work along with in films and series. You are such a gem to this industry," Direk Gino praised me and as a response I just smiled and turned my back at him.

I took the fake womb of a pregnant woman I was wearing earlier and I also changed my clothes, I am here in my dressing room and fixing my face, because I'm off to go somewhere, because the tapings are also done and my photo shoot today so I will go out and pamper myself from a tiring day.

"Where are you going again?" I glanced at the reflection in the mirror of the person who had just entered, and I did not answer her question, and proceeded to fix myself.

"Avi -"

"Mom! What again? We all know that you already knew where I am going and it's in Starry Hub. I am just going there when I am tired of your nagging and such at me."

Is it harsh? I didn't care, and I stared at her.

"Starry hub? And what, you will spread your bad attitude there again?" she nagged and looked at me sharply.

"Spread my bad attitude? Well I just got it from you, don't you remember? And it's not my fault that the paparazzi always wanted to follow me around and talk shits about me. Anyway, you should already know the price of being a famous personality because you are the one who put me in this situation, first of all," I sarcastically said to her.

At the age of 5 years old, I am already the face of shampoo commercials, baby soap, perfume and many more – I am in demand in those companies because I am a cute and bubbly kid. And in addition, I am the daughter of Avalon Alejandro, a beauty queen and a fallen star because she got pregnant without knowing who the father is. Yeah, I am that child, and I have no father – an illegitimate child. I don't know how I was formed, I don't know how my flirtatious mother made me and brought me to life. But believe me, she knows that, she really knew who was my father –anyway who's going to have sex with someone you don't know, right?

It's just that I don't value knowing that thing anymore, because in my 25 years in this world, I survived without a recognized father. And I'm just thankful to my witchy mother, that she didn't even get married or have a boyfriend until this instant. She was a good parent to me, a good mother that was just focused on me. Anyway, who wouldn't focus on her famous daughter when she can buy everything she wants with the money I earn from acting and modeling. In short, I am a capital to her that must be nurtured to grow - an investment.

She stepped closer to my back, and gently combed my long hair. I let her, I stopped talking and just continued to put some mascara on my eyelashes.

"But that's also for you, Avi. I just want you to enjoy what I didn't enjoy when I was young. I hope -"

Her speech was interrupted when I suddenly stood up and took my bag that was lying on the vanity table. I was about to leave the dressing room when I turned to her again.

"What?, hopefully to understand you, that what you are doing is just for me? Is it really for me or for your lost dreams when you became pregnant with me? You made me responsible to get the fame you wanted before. Yes at first, it was fun, fun to be the center of attention of the public. But I am already getting tired of it, Ma, I am tired of following the camera's motion. And actually this is not what I dreamed of to be," I said.