Chapter 2 Disgust

Krissy pov:

I just ignored what my mother told me, I know it's not easy to lose her temper so I have to do something to calm her head to me.

"Aist, what a waste? I can't save the last video." Sigh I said then I lay down again and let my eyes close.

I was wearing headphones but the music was weak so I could still hear my mother's noise.

I refresh my mind to be able to think correctly, I need to do something.

My mother's anger must go away.

But, I don't know how to calm her.

"Why is it that every time I vlog, my mother always stars? She's really annoying, she's a very anti -hero in my life!" I was like a bee whispering on air.

"Do you have nothing else to do but lie on the bed and just makd a video there? For Godsake Faith, you really always warm my blood. Not a day goes by that you don't boil my blood in anger." I just let my mother get angry with me, when she was like that I had nothing to do but to shut my mouth instead of arguing her and making a noise inside the house.

"You're not a princess to serve all the time. Gosh, what kind of life is this? I'm very unlucky that I had a lazy child like you." then she marched out.

I just gasped after hearing my mother's sermon.

I knew they were dissapointed, because even though I finished school, until now I still couldn't find a stable job. I still don't want to take the board exam because I still want to do something.

I don't know why I like this? It seems like it's too late for me to dream of enjoying when I've finished school and then I thought of living as a princess. I also don't know why I'm like this? Maybe because, in my whole life I have never experienced to enjoy like happy go lucky just like other young people do. I am always focused and spend time studying. I didn't fail in what I wanted, because I've always been an honor student so maybe my parents regret that I'm just at home and don't have a permanent job.

"But what can I do if I feel like something is missing from me?" like a childish resentment I whispered to myself as I rubbed my hair in extreme self -irritation.

"My aist, what am I going to do? I do not know where to start." I feel like a child going crazy and fighting with himself.

I was startled when my cellphone rang so I immediately answered.

"Oh why?" annoyed I asked on the other line as if the speaker had no appetite.

"Kris, go to the mall now let's meet?" Aira asked cheerfully on the other line.

"I don't have time, mama is still here. She's mad at me again. How do you think I can escape from her?" sad I said.

"Is that so? It won't break next time we'll just bond. I'll just watch the movie I've been waiting for by myself." I sighed suddenly when I felt the excitement in myself.

"What movie?" I asked interestedly.

"LEGEND OF THE BLUE SEA!" she replied, making me feel like I had stopped breathing for a moment.

"Waaaaahhhhhhhh" I suddenly covered my mouth as I realized that my itching had intensified.

"Hey, take me out with you." excited I said as I put the cellphone to my mouth to avoid my own noise.

"I'm sorry, I didn't see the legend of the blue sea, I watch other movie." I was suddenly bored with what she said, I knew this woman would tease me again.

"Eh what?" I rolled my eyes as I gasped as if disgusted with the speaker.

"Secret romance hehe!" she said when it was time for me to turn off the call.

"Whatever, just wait there okay? Ah, let me call our gay friend first so he can visit me here at home. Suppose he gives me a job so that mama can allow me to go out hehe!" I said cheerfully. "Wow as long as k-drama is in question will be despised and will really do everything?" Aira said jokingly.

"Of course, maybe I'll see Park dong min on TV again, because he doesn't have a new movie right now." I seemed proud to say while still talking to the friend on the other line.

"Wow sis, you know you're really a die hard fan of those k-popers. When it comes to those aliens from Korea, you really won't give up. Do you think when you meet Park dong min in person, will he notice you?" she said sarcastically.

"Shut up, if you don't say anything sensible!" I said shyly but he just laughed out loud which made me even more annoyed.

"Hey girl, just wait for me at the mall. Clear? If you don't, just prepare yourself when we meet!" she laughed even louder.

"What time are you coming? Maybe the show is over and you're still not here." she said.

"I'll just call you when I'm allowed. Right now, I have to help mama with the housework first so that I won't be scolded again!" she laughed even more.

"It's good for you that Aunt is always stressed because her child is really abnormal." then she was accompanied by a pissed off laugh that said.

"Tsee. Crazy." I even heard its laughter, I was so annoyed that I turned off the call.

I was excited to get up to hopefully help mama with the housework because I really want to watch a k-drama right now at the cinema.

"Mom? Mom, where are you?" I called when I came down the stairs but no one answered my call. I looked for it in the kitchen and in their bedroom, I could find nothing.

"I went around the whole house but why isn't mama there? Where did that go? Is she mad at me?" I whispered to myself.

I was nervous so I quickly dialed my older brother's number because I knew my father was busy right now at the constraction site.

I was stunned when I dialed my brother's number when I heard someone in the garden talking intensely. I pulled back the curtain of the window then peeked in and saw mama talking to my high school principal.

"Wait, what are they talking about?" I ran to my garden where I found mama talking to my school principal when I was in high school. They're classmate on their bachelor's days. That's why, they're so clossed but why do they seem to have something else to talk about?

Why do I suddenly feel so nervous?

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