Chapter 1 Martin Louis

Dear diary

Today I broke up with Sasha Montego. You know her, don't you ?

I've filled you in on who she is right? His cousin! And I'm so happy I get to break up with her and end her session!

Maybe it was a great journey with her or maybe I'd spent a great time with her or maybe.... Just maybe it was just great for both of us and nothing else but I'd got my happiest moment when I saw her tears pouring down when she heard the word " it's over"

( Smile) oh dear diary! I've never been so fulfilled and elated seeing someone cried but today.... Just today, I felt on top of the word seeing her great tears falling at my feet

Such a great moment ( sighed) I'm sure it'll be edged in my memory and my mind for eternity! ( Chuckled )

But I'm not done. Oh no! Not so soon, his younger sister has now grown into a pretty lady. Oh dear diary, I do not need to tell you everything now

But once I get hold of her, I'll fill you in!!

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" You bastard ! How dare you !"

A knuckle crashed with my right cheek sending me flying off my feet

Oh! It was a blinded blow

" How dare you do this to my cousin !" He screamed and before I could balanced myself on the tiled floor, I felt a grasp on my collar choking my neck with it

" You said you love her!" He screamed and another blinded blow landed on my cheek " you told me you love her"

Love?! I don't do love

" You fucking bastard !" He screamed " how dare you broke her heart ?"

I raised my head to look into his angry green eyes " I..."

" Shut up you motherfucker!" He yelled and landed another blow close to my mouth

I groaned trying to pull myself out of his grip, but damn! The bastard sure is not letting me go

" Cullen ...." I muffled

" Don't call my name " he shrieked, released my collar and stood straight. His hand went to his dark hair and he gave it a frustrated ruffle " I trusted you Martin "

I tried to sit myself up the door but a blinded pain sent me back " damn it " I groaned

" You fucking broke her heart Martin!" He yelled, his fist made contact with the solid wall

I managed to sit up on the floor " listen Cullen..." I began " it wasn't my fault"

He turned to me, his eyes laced with pure hatred " whose fault would that be ?"

" Listen..."

" You listen " he snapped, his index finger pointed toward me and his glare that was filled with dagger " I want you to listen Martin... From today on we are done !"

" Cullen we've been friends for ten years, you cannot just throw it away because of your cousin " I winced in pain when a hot pain pierced through my nose

" Shut the damn mouth!" He growled " you make my cousin cried and you expect me to still be your friend? Oh scratch that Martin !"

" Listen Cullen..."

" Shut up!" He yelled

I flinched for the first time hearing his angry growl. I must have pissed him enough for him to want to cut our friendship

But who won't be? I just broke his cousin's heart

Great! Just great !

Cullen stared at me for a moment, his expression unreadable. He walked closer to me and bent down to my level, his lips just an inches apart from mine " read my lips Martin, WE ARE DONE!"

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" Aren't you thinking before you did it ?" James reprimanded me as he applied ointment on my broken lips

" What are you saying?"

" You know who Sasha is before you dated her, she is your best friend cousin"

" So... " I winced in pain and slapped his hand away " that hurt man "

" You should have know it would hurt before you broke someone's heart " he snapped

" Stop talking about breaking someone's heart " I snapped and stood on my feet

" Where is Cullen anyway ? "

" We broke up " I shrugged and walked closer to the standing mirror that stood besides my closet " he ends our friendship"

" Did you regret that ? "

" Scratch that James " I turned to him " you know how long we've been together "

" But Martin... " His brown eyes was laced with worries mixed with curiosity " you said you love Sasha "

Ugh! I snorted and turned back to the mirror. It wasn't so great thinking about Cullen or Sasha! And I don't wanna bring anything about them up

" Forget I said that"

I turned back to the mirror and stared at my reflection in the mirror. My face, a mess of plaster and my lips was swollen... All thanks to Cullen

My grey eyes moved from my lips up to my disheveled blonde hair and I let a sigh

Cullen has been my friend for ten year and he want to end our friendship just because of his cousin

I signed... Well, I really didn't blame him for wanting to cut our friendship off but you can't blame me too for breaking his cousin's heart

I stared at my face once again and I let out another sigh.

This is the first we are fighting that Cullen will hit me and I'm really sure this won't be the last time

I'm Martin Louis by the way, I think the only thing you need to know about me for now except, if you want to know I am 21 years old