Chapter 4 Fourth

Naya's POV

When Meg fell asleep next to me I quietly got out of bed to go to the kitchen. I looked at the clock hanging on the wall of our room.It was eleven o'clock in the evening and yet I'm still awake.

Since she woke me up, I never been fall asleep again.Fuck that dream! Silently I walked through the door and carefully opened it because I might interrupt Megan's sleep.

Slowly,I walked down through the kitchen as I planning to drink some coffee.Isn't it ironic that I preferred having a cup of coffee even if I can't sleep.Well I don't like milk either and I won't choose it over coffee.

Yep.I kinda coffeeholic?pftt!

When I've finished preparing coffee for myself, I bitterly smiled at the air before taking a heavy breath.Even if I tried to be strong and no matter how I tried to forget him,in just a single snapped of dream..My barrier were defeated.

I tried to atleast forget him but too many questions popped up on my mind.I have many questions such as...

What's his reason for leaving me hanged?

Did he even know that I moved here just to escaped the pain?Or did he even tried to follow me?

Fake smile slipped on my lips as my eyes begun teary again.Stop this bullshit Naya! Can't you ven think that if he ever did follow you then where is he now? Where is the man you used to love,you used to trust... he's nowhere to be found.He is not here to wipe your tears out and to comfort you.You know why? It's because he's probably now busy with his soon to be wife that supposed to be you.

Wake up! Dreams are now finally over as well as your relationship with Tim.Don't waste your tears for that man who doesn't deserve it.There's lot of boys out there who could fixed you and love you more that the way Tim loves you.Huh!As if he ever did that.

I smiled as I cheered my own self.

"You're still awake?" my heart skipped so fast as I heard Miko asked from behind.I touched my chest because of shock.

"Sorry I didn't mean to surprised you." he apologizes but seems like he's not sincere about that because of annoying smile on his lips.

"You think so deep Naynay." he added but upon hearing my nickname...I frustratedly crossed my arms around my breast.

"Naynay...yucky! That's my childhood nickname that should be burden because it's so stinky." I demanded as he turned his back on me to grabbed some beer.

"Beer? Kinda problematic dude?" I asked.

"Is the one who has the problem is only allowed to drink beers?If that case you should drink some too instead of coffee." I stunned before taking my coffee.

"Megan told me the reason why you leave Siargao and I'm not happy about the reason.What did he do to you Naya?" I cursed because of his announcement.That Suarez!I think I need to tear her tongue off.I remained silent and I just let a deep sighed when I realized that he has the clue about my reason.

"Look if you don't wanna share I'm okay with that..." I cut his words.

"His family didn't want me for him." I started.

"Well it's my fault in the first place.I get involved with him even Megan gave me her advice.He was born rich and surrounded by fame and money while me...me?Uh...kinda trash?"

"No you're not..."

"Yes maybe I'm not like those dirty trash but compared to him... I'm totally nothing.And you know what's the worst part Miko?" I cried just because of a simple memory.

"The only thing that I've seen on his eyes during that night is the doubt.He doubt it if he's gonna leave their house holding my hands or not.That breaks me into pieces Miko.Seeing the doubt on his eyes breaks me and I couldn't do anything but to runaway without him on my side." my sobs filled the whole kitchen.

"And he's the reason of your precious tears? Well all I can say is... he's stupid for letting you go in his hands." I clearly seen in his eyes how worried he is.

"Don't cry, Naynay I'm still here and Megan.You still have us two so don't cry, it's not the end of the world."

"Thank you." I mouthed.

"And by the way... don't get annoyed with Megan.I forced her to told me your reason so she's out of this." I don't have the problem either since I can't hide it.

"And I have an offer for you two since this might be your first step to totally move on." he added.

"Offer?" I curiously asked.

"Yeah.I've actually owned a small jewelry shop in the city and my employee just recently retired so I need some persons to trust for it." he said and a wide smile shown up on my lips.

"You're in?" he asked as if he didn't knew my answer.

"Ofcourse I'm in.So when we gonna start our work?" I excitedly asked.

"Tommorow if you want..."

"I'm on it and Megan as well." I said in assurance.

I don't have any problem about rejecting his offer.Infact that's good and pretty much helpful on me and Megan.We also need this work for us to have our income.

After our late night talks,we decided to take our sleep for the work tommorow.I silently laid my body on the bed besides Megan's snoring body.

I smiled when I realized the fact that breaking up with Tim is not the end of my life.It might be the beginning of a new chapter of my life.

After all every chapters on a book ends and after it there's another chapter to read. Just like books we should continue to discover every parts hidden on every chapters.

We might be hurt sometimes but days will come, we will be totally healed and ready to fight again.

"Megan hurry up!Im gonna use the bathroom also." I shouted at Megan who's currently taking her bath.

She actually took many time and yet she's not still finish."Yes I'm nearly finish!" she shouted back.

I frowned."Nearly finished,e you took almost an hour there!"

"Don't be so in a hurry Naya,I need to take serious scrubs!" fuck!As if she's not always taking her bathe.

After some couple of minutes,the bathroom's door finally opened.There I saw Megan with her fresh look...geez fresh from the bathe.

"Finally." I sighed.

I rushed myself inside and immediately removed my clothes.I froze when the cold water envelopes my skin.My skin feels its chills even my bones seems to freeze also.

After I'd finished my bathe,I was shocked when I saw Megan wearing her intense red dress with her intense red lipstick.

"Is now is your birthday?" I sarcastically asked but she just thrown me her lotion.

"Nope." she stated.

"So what's with the intense red dress and lipstick?"

"Because it is my lucky color for attracting lucks, so don't object it Naya.I would share my lucks on you." I laughed.

Lucks huh?

"And by the way, I need to go downstairs for the breakfast.Hurry so you have yours too." she exaggeratedly swayed her hips as she walks.

"I'm warning you Megan...Miko might have his girlfriend so back off." I joked but she just winked at me.

Nothing can stop Megan Suarez from being a flirt to Miko...I knew that.She's into Miko and I won't stop her to chase my best friend after all Miko is a good and ideal man.I was only joking that he might have his girlfriend.

"Good morning." I greeted them while they were busy eating breakfast.

"Good morning,Naynay!" Miko greeted me back.

"Eat your breakfast Naya." I sat beside Megan.

"I'm kinda excited to see your shop Miko." I stated.

"Me too." Megan added but I laughed.

"In Siargao you're not excited to have our work in café." she patted my hands.

"Shut up Naya! Don't ruined my reputation."

"Looks like you're into impressing someone else Megan." I teases her as she begun to blushed.

A playful grin showed into Miko's lips as she stared at Megan.Her cheeks looks like a ted tomato and I found it cute tho.

"Stop with the flirtation you two." I stopped them causing them to cut their seductive and playful gaze on each other.Something is really going on and I think Megan enjoyed it.

"Stop with the bitterness girl." she answered.I rolled my eyes on her... I'm not bitter tho.

Am I? Ofcourse I am not bitter I'm just hurt. What are you expecting me to do? Thrown a party because I was hurt?

Celebrating because my boyfriend left me and never have me back? Dude! that's insane.