now i know why my parents have had me fighting since i was a lil kid they always told me it was important to always be able to protect my self and those who i love
i am now understanding all the words of wisdom my parents have told me over the years like when you find your one true love the rest of the world will never matter as much as your one true mate the one you were destined to be with
it all makes sense and no i know why and what i need to do from here on out
i have made an agreement with Raya and i told her that if i must be staying home from school to train and prepare for my first shift then she must as well stay home to accompany me
first so i know she is safe
second because i think spending time with her is best
and thirdly because i just need to be near her
yes yes i know i sound like a love struck lil puppy but hey thats okay by me atleast i know she is alright
she is the first girl i can picture my self giving my all too yes my virginity and my first everything
i have had many offers in the past but i guess none of them were Raya so i never wanted anything with them i dont know how a girl can walk into my life and completely change my entire world
this beautiful soul has got me head over heals
Raya and i decide its been a long night and its already 2am so i show her up stairs to a guest room
*here is a spare room, i mean unless you would rather stay with me* i say
*i would rather stay in your room* she says as she kisses me and my whole body erups in fireworks
gosh this girl will be the death of me
i grab her neck gently to deepen the kiss and i pick her up to take her into my room i lay her down onto my bed kissing her deeply
*Drew i have never had sex before, i know i am a loser im sure you have had many* she starts to say
*shhh and before you assume i have i have also never had sex either and we dont have to go any further tonight when we both are ready we will have sex and be each others first everything but until then i am alright with these kisses* i say as i kiss her again
she cant help but chuckle she pulls away from me
*i am sorry but i guess i just assumed you were far from a virgin* she says she looks absolutely adorable embarrassed
*its okay* i say as i kiss her head and get up off the bed heading into my closet
i pull out an extra shirt and pair of shorts for Raya after all she must be very uncomfortable in the jeans she is wearing
* i pulled out extra clothes of mine if you would like to wear them to bed since they will be more comfortable* i say
but she doesnt say anything she just chuckles
*well actually i have a spare outfit and shorts and a tank top in my bag* she says
i am confused as to why she carries spare clothes but i just nod my head and let her use my bathroom first
she heads into my bathroom and i hear my shower turn on and a good 20 mins later i hear the water turn off
*drew can you please bring me a towel in here, i cant find any* she says
*yes i am coming* i say as i walk into my bathroom trying to keep my eyes to my self
i open the hidden towel closet by pushing on the wall and i pull her out a couple towels and i turn to hand her the towels but the sight i see before me causes me to drop the towels to the floor
she is standing there naked with water dripping off her body in all the right places she is trying to cover her self with her hands and arms but she isnt doing a good job since she has bigger boobs she is just making the view all the better
*fuck, your stunning* i say as i bend over to hand her the towels
*well thank you* she says as she grabs the towel from my hands
she wraps the one around her body and put the other in her hair
i walk out of the bathroom
*drew pull it together* i say to my self
i have the worlds biggest boner and its all thanks to my perfectly beautiful mate
i have never been this horny in my entire life
Rayas pov
i wrap the towel around my body and dry my hair leaving the towel wrapped around my head to keep my hair from dripping
drew walks out of the bathroom and i cant help but want him all the more
the look he gave me when he seen me was pure admiration and love it drove me wild i am sure he could smell my arousal
i push the thoughts of my perfect mate to the side of my mind because we have bigger issues
in a few short weeks my so called dad wants to sell me off to a wealthy Alpha because thats all his only daughter is worth is a wad of money and protection from this Alphas pack
i refuse to be sold against my will but Alpha Wes has always had an eye for me since i was a lil girl
my dad and wes have made a deal that once i turn 19 that i will be sold to Alpha wes
i am already 19 but the deal has been put on hold until i could gain Drews trust but turns out Drew is my mate i want to be with my mate and not be forced into being with a ruthless Alpha i want to be as far away from my dad and wes as possible
i just worry that something will happen to my mate in the process because i know my dad and alpha wes are relentless and they will stop at nothing to get what they want