Chapter 4 lies, lies, lies

Chapter 3

Desiree's pov

I didn't want to leave Aiden alone in the house with my sister, but I had no other choice. I was going away to get invitro, So I would get pregnant. Yes, I lied to him when I said I was already pregnant. I had a good reason why I had to do it though.

I am losing him. I see the way they look at each other, and if I didn't do something soon he would be gone. If he thought I was pregnant he would move up the wedding date, and then he would be mine forever. Yea I know our whole relationship was built on lies, but I did what I had to do. I did all of this for him. I loved him so much.

My sister is better off and so is he. Hell, my sister has a boyfriend that adores her. So, she needs to back off of Aiden because he is mine now. I refuse to give him up. So, I was going away to get pregnant. No Aiden wouldn't be the father, but he didn't need to know that. His best friend would be my baby daddy. Aiden barely touches me so there was no way I could wait for him to get me pregnant.

They look close enough alike that it wouldn't matter. I didn't have to worry about his friend saying anything because he was getting paid very well, and he didn't want his wife to ever find out. Everything was going according to plan. I just wanted to get pregnant, so I could hurry home to marry my man.

Once I knew I was pregnant an get back I would tell Aiden we needed to elope. I was going to guarantee my future with the man I wanted. No one was going to take that away from me. Aiden was who I wanted. I just needed him to see that he has no future unless I'm in it. He just needed to realize he loves me and not her.

All my life my sister got everything I wanted. She may have been my twin, but she was always known as the perfect one. The one everyone loved and wanted while I got shoved to the side. Well not anymore. I would soon be the wife of the only man she ever truly loved. Yes, payback was a bitch.

That was not why I wanted Aiden so much though. That had nothing to do with my sister. I wanted him long before I knew they had a thing. She just got to him first. I didn't know that at first. When I went for him I didn't realize it was my sister that broke his heart. We started to hang out just as friends then one day he asked me out. Imagine my shock when I brought him home one day and saw the looks on their faces. I put it all together and hurried to tell him she had a boyfriend. He ignored her, and the rest is history.

I called a cab and left before anyone else was up. I didn't want Aiden taking me because I was meeting up with Jeremiah, so we could go together. The sooner I got pregnant the sooner I could come back home. The first procedure was taking place later today, so I just hoped it would work. I needed this to work.

If it didn't work I could always lie until after we were married and then say I lost it, but I didn't want to have to do that. I would do whatever it takes. I needed to do this, or I would lose him forever. I didn't want to be alone forever. Aiden was the only man I wanted. I wanted a family. A husband that adored me, and kids running around our house. I wanted it all with Aiden or with no one.

I know he doesn't love me right now, but in time he will. He will forget all about my sister once we have a baby. I needed to have a baby that was the only way to get him to love me. This just had to work my future depended upon it. I showed up at the airport and boarded the plane. Now I just needed Jeremiah to show up, so we can leave.

So here I was sitting next to his very sexy best friend on our way to go get this procedure started just so I could have a future with Aiden. I wish he knew just how much I loved him, but if he ever found out everything I did I would lose him for sure. I didn't know how my life got so messed up. Ok so I brought this on myself, but I thought we were past all of this. All I want is to be happy and loved. I didn't think that was asking for too much.

My sister always gets a happy ending, yet I get nothing. To say I was jealous of my sister was an understatement. She was perfect in everyone's eyes. Even our parents loved her more. We are twins we look practically the same only a few differences. None of that mattered to anyone it seems. Life just wasn't good to me.

So, it was up to me to get the life I have always wanted. If that means I have to lie and manipulate to get it, then I will do just that. Sometimes a person has to do what they have to do. My sister was perfectly fine as always with her wonderful man. And finally, I will have my happy ending. This was going to work. Nothing was going to keep me from the future I deserved.

Once we landed we went straight to the clinic. I didn't want to waste any time. The doctor wanted us to stay and at least try two procedures before I gave up. I agreed to it because I needed this, but I didn't like being away from Aiden. I was scared about him being there with my sister.

I doubted she would go after him knowing that I am carrying his baby. She just couldn't be that cruel right? I didn't trust either of them. So, this needed to get done so I could go home and marry Aiden only then will I know he is mine. My sister would never go for a married man.