I shouldn't love you but I do
img img I shouldn't love you but I do img Chapter 2 The third wheel
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Chapter 6 This is over img
Chapter 7 The way he looks at her img
Chapter 8 Just leave me be img
Chapter 9 I'll handle him img
Chapter 10 Let me be happy img
Chapter 11 Working things out img
Chapter 12 Get her alone img
Chapter 13 Don't threaten me img
Chapter 14 Cheater, Cheater img
Chapter 15 Getting her back img
Chapter 16 All eyes on you img
Chapter 17 Never make that mistake again img
Chapter 18 So damn wrong img
Chapter 19 Where could she be img
Chapter 20 Content with you img
Chapter 21 Two daddy's img
Chapter 22 It has to be mine img
Chapter 23 Whose the dady img
Chapter 24 Leaving you... img
Chapter 25 A life cut short img
Chapter 26 I didn't mean for this to happen img
Chapter 27 Who am I img
Chapter 28 Not who she wants img
Chapter 29 Making peace img
Chapter 30 Our final goodbye img
Chapter 31 Starting our future together img
Chapter 32 Epilogue img
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Chapter 2 The third wheel

Chapter 1

Destiny's pov

I feel so alone being the third wheel between my twin sister and the man I love that just happens to be her fiancé. I know what your thinking. That I am jealous of my sister, and that I am trying to cause problems. Well you'd be half right I guess. See he was mine first. He took my virginity swore that we would be together then I never heard from him again.

Then all of a sudden, he shows up and is madly in love with my sister. She brags non-stop about their relationship like it' some sort of contest. As if she knows exactly how I feel about him and is trying to hurt me with it. Why would she even do that though.

Luciano is a great fake boyfriend. Sometimes I find myself wishing what we had was real. That we were really together. He's the only person that gets me. He even makes me forget all about Aiden when we are together. He makes me happy even on my darkest of days.

Tonight, we were all going on a double date. I kind of just wanted to stay home and watch a movie with Luciano. Now we have to be all lovey dovey. I'm sure he's getting sick of it. Luciano is gay and is just pretending to be with me. He can't find someone for himself because he is always here for me.

We always kiss and make out when someone else is around. Even when we are alone we cuddle up to each other. Kissing him feels pretty damn good, but I'm sure it's torture for him. He hasn't complained about it not once. He just goes with the flow and always has my back.

I really do need to end this fake thing we have. It's not fair for me to put him through this. He has been great, but I need to let him go. I need to just get over Aiden. I had my chance with him, but he chose my sister over me. He broke my heart so even if he did want to be with me I just couldn't do it. I could never trust him again.

Aiden treated me like I was a sister instead of a girl that let him willingly take her V-card. Guess it meant nothing to him. Then again, a guy like that I'm sure doesn't care about anything. I never act like it bothers me. I didn't want him to know that he still has an effect on me. He will never know how much he once hurt me, or that I am still in love with him.

I heard the doorbell, so I ran downstairs to get the door. I was hoping it was Luciano. I didn't want it to be Aiden. I don't know why he would ring the doorbell though since he was now living here I guess. I really needed to move out, so I didn't have to endure this pain every day.

My sister was off getting her hair done so she wouldn't be home any time soon. I didn't want it to be Aiden because I didn't want to be alone in the house with him. When I got to the door and opened it my heart dropped. Just my luck it was Aiden at the door.

"Hey squirt where's your sister at?"

I hated when he called me that considering I was actually taller than my twin sister. Did I really mean nothing to him? He acts like we never had anything together. As if I just imagined the whole thing between us. He made me so angry. I needed to get away from him.

"She's getting her hair done so she will be here later. Why didn't you just use your key? You know what it doesn't matter. I need to finish getting ready before Luciano gets here so make yourself at home."

"Yea thanks."

I walked up to my room and slammed the door all the way shut and locked it I thought. I wanted to finish getting ready, so I could run down and get Luciano when he got here. I didn't want to leave him alone with Aiden. They didn't get together very well.

I was in the middle of putting on a new shirt when Aiden just walked into my room. He just stood there. He must have liked what he saw because he kept looking me up and down. What the hell was he doing?

"Aiden what the hell are you doing in here?"

"Sorry but I got bored down there all by myself."

"OK that's no excuse for you to be in my room. Can you please get out, so I can finish getting ready?"

"No go ahead it's nothing I haven't seen before."

Was he kidding me? He acts like nothing ever happened between us until now. Does he really think I am going to let him stand there while I get dressed? Does he think that little of me? He was my first and only lover. How dare he treat me like this.

"I have a boyfriend that I love and would never cheat on. I wouldn't screw that up for someone like you. Your engaged to my sister or did you forget that? Now get the hell out and don't ever try this again."

He looked hurt for a second before he recovered. What does he have to be hurt about? He ignores me and treats me like I am some pest. Now he wants to act like this? I just wanted him to go away and leave me alone. I just couldn't deal with this.

"Yea right like he's your boyfriend. Everyone knows that shit is fake. He can't spark passion in you the way I can."

I didn't like where this was going at all. He didn't let me finish putting on my halter top before he pushed me up against my wall and kissed me. I wanted so badly to get lost in his kiss, but I couldn't. I shoved him back and slapped him. He must have gotten the hint because he let me go and walked out of my room. I slammed the door shut and made sure it was locked this time.

I hurried and finished putting on my top then got my skinny jeans on. I put on my boots then grabbed my leather jacket just as the doorbell went off again. I hurried downstairs knowing that this time it would be Luciano. I opened the door thankful to see him there. I didn't even think I just threw myself into his arms.

I grabbed his arm and pulled him up to my room. He looked over saw Aiden and said hi before following me up to my room. I locked the door so that Aiden couldn't just walk in again. I mean it's not like he would with Luciano being here, but you never know. I just wanted to be as far away from his as I could get.

I can't believe Aiden kissed me. I wonder what he meant by everyone thinks my relationship with Luciano is fake. Could they really see the façade we tried so hard to keep up around everyone? Everything was such a game with Aiden. I don't think I ever meant anything to him. I am just someone he thinks he could easily play. Well he was wrong. I wasn't falling for his shit this time.

I told Luciano everything that happened. I know he's not my real boyfriend, but I still feel guilty like I did something wrong. He looked angry. I just hoped it wasn't at me. I felt like everything was falling apart. Aiden just continued to ruin my life. It's as if he got off on breaking me down.

            
            

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