Chapter 5 Javier Mortis

JAVIER POV

I adjusted my cufflinks, the silver glint catching the light from the floor-to-ceiling windows of my family's manor. The view of New York sprawled out beneath me was nothing short of breathtaking, the skyline a jagged silhouette against a sprawling indigo sky.

Yet, all that grandeur felt like a backdrop to my internal tug-of-war. I stood amidst opulence that seemed to mock me, the lavish furnishings and designer decor a stark contrast to the weight resting heavily upon my chest.

I was not merely Javier; I was the heir, a title that often felt more like a noose than a badge of honour.

Every day for as long as I could remember, my life played out in the headlines of glossy magazines and the whispers of well-heeled acquaintances.

"Javier Mortis: The Mystery Prince of the Mortis Empire."

They spoke of me in tones that suggested admiration, yet I felt only the tug of expectation.

My family had built a legacy, one that I was supposed to embrace with pride. But all I could perceive was the suffocating pressure of my father's ambition and my mother's relentless pursuit of perception.

In my world, success had a definition, and it bore little resemblance to fulfilment or happiness.

As the scion of the Mortis fortune, I was expected to walk the same path my father had carved; to marry well, to produce heirs, to uphold the empire with the same unwavering dedication as those who came before me.

What was it all worth, though, if the pursuit left no room for authenticity? The truth was, I wanted more than the gilded cage of expectations.

As I descended the stairs to join my parents in the lavish dining room, I stole a glance at myself in the polished mirror that lined the entrance. To anyone casual or indifferent, I might appear a well-groomed icon with dark hair perfectly styled and a tailored suit clinging to my athletic form.

Yet, the striking image that reflected back at me felt nothing like a man in control; it was the facade of a prince who had long since lost his way.

"Javier, there you are!" my mother called as I entered the dining room. Her voice laced with the warmth that seemed to dissipate the moment I stepped into the room.

She donned a spectacular diamond necklace, the stones glimmering as brightly as her aspirations for her only son.

"Your father and I were just discussing the charity gala coming up a few months from now. It's crucial you're there, networking and making connections. You know how much it means to us." I nodded, a practised smile on my face, though inside, a storm brewed.

The gala was an event I had grown to loathe. It was filled with the same insipid conversations that revolved around wealth and status, where smiles were as transparent as the wine glasses that glimmered like false promises.

"Of course, Mother," I said, my voice steady but hollow. "I wouldn't miss it."

"Good, good! And perhaps it's time you think about entering into a relationship with a suitable partner. Your father and I have seen some wonderful girls..."

I cut her off, uncharacteristically firm, "I'm not ready for that, Mother. I'm focusing on my career."

My father's booming laugh echoed through the room, cutting through the tension.

"Come now, son, a bit of romance never hurt anyone. Think of it as an investment in your future. The Mortis name carries weight, and it's time you play the part."

At that moment, the handsome suits and the exquisite chandeliers became a suffocating shroud once again, smothering my desires and extinguishing the flicker of defiance in my heart.

They didn't truly see me, the man I was, the one who longed for genuine connection outside the confines of societal expectations. It wasn't just about falling in love; it was about finding myself.

As I settled in for breakfast, I watched my parents spar over trivialities, the way my mother adjusted her fork and knife with precision while contemplating the menu, while my father engaged in a power struggle over the wine choices. It was a performance they had perfected; they played their roles masterfully, complete with witty jabs and practised laughter.

Each course that passed carried the weight of obligation, a reminder that life in the Mortis household was far more performance than reality.

In the corners of my mind, echoes of laughter from a simpler time floated in, a small apartment in Brooklyn, where Emelia, my first and college girlfriend, had lived. We'd spent countless afternoons there, our laughter so loud it drowned out the ambient city noise. We'd built a world that wasn't dictated by wealth but by loyalty, compassion, and dreams unfiltered by expectation, or so I thought.

When Emelia eventually left me for another man, a wealthy classmate who fit seamlessly into a life that was expected of her, it shattered my heart. The betrayal cut deep, leaving scars that healed but never faded. I became wary, building an emotional wall to shield myself from subsequent and potential relationships, ironically increasing the distance between me and those I could have connected with. I vowed then that I wouldn't let anyone have that power over me again. But despite my resolve, my heart yearned for companionship and understanding.

By the time breakfast ended, I felt depleted, as though I had run a marathon without ever leaving the table. As I retreated to my study, I settled into the leather chair and pulled out my laptop. I needed an escape, a distraction from the mounting pressures of my reality.

As news headlines scrolled past, and I stumbled upon an article about a charity event, one my parents would undoubtedly endorse, and one where I would be expected to perform my prescribed role.

My parents had discreetly initiated discussions about potential matches, introductions under the guise of networking that felt like plain interrogations, and I could see a glimmer of disappointment in their eyes with every refusal.

Suddenly, an idea came to my mind. Was it time to change the narrative? Could I redefine the terms of my life? Somewhere in the back of my mind, the thought of pretending to be in a relationship, to create a semblance of rebellion against my life of obligation, began to take shape.

The idea of rebellion felt exhilarating, almost intoxicating, but if that was the only way my parents would stop finding potential matches for me, then it was time to start planning my fake dating role. Thinking about it, a smile crept on my lips. Let the game begin.