Chapter 1 1

I woke up to a sharp, agonizing pain all over my body. I opened my eyes wide and with very fast movements. I could hardly believe what I had just experienced. I had been reborn. I was truly alive again. After experiencing such a horrible death before, I was finally reborn now. But not only that, I was reborn right on the same night that Reese Carson had s*x with me. Reese was moving with quite rough and fast movements. I thought back to the reason Reese did all this to me. Reese must still feel very angry that I had refused to let him touch me before.

"Do you still want to go and leave me alone here, Eleanor?"

I looked at Reese who was staring at me furiously on top of my body right now. Reese's rough body movements while having s*x with me, and hearing her tone of voice that spoke so loudly to me, instantly made me feel scared of her. I had almost never seen Reese so angry with me as now. With slow and stiff movements, I shook my head, in order to answer the question she said there. Reese looked at me after that, but she didn't say anything else at all. Reese remained silent and continued our sexual activity for now.

But another pain that felt much worse could still be felt throughout my body now. It instantly made me realize that I really had been reborn. Moon Goddess had given me a second chance to be reborn in this life. Moon Goddess was still willing to listen to my request that would have been very difficult to grant. Moon Goddess still gave me a chance to live to change myself into a much better person than I was in my previous life.

I paused once again and my mind went back to where I was in my previous life, when Reese was so angry with me, because I decided to run away from her once again, along with Asher Jack, the man I had been in love with. And someone who I thought also loved me, the way I loved him. But Reese Carson, an Alpha whose power cannot be matched, is far greater than the power possessed by Asher. Reese even easily recaptured me, when Asher and I were fleeing through the forest back then.

"ELEANOR! STOP! DON'T RUN!"

I ran as hard as I could together with Asher, while holding each other's hands. I, who was terrified, didn't even want and dare to turn my head to see where Reese was. But I knew that Reese was very close to me and Asher. Right behind the two of us there. Tree after tree had been passed by me and Asher quite painstakingly. But it felt like the forest we were walking through was getting deeper and quieter. It seemed like there was no end to the way out of the forest now. I didn't know how much longer the two of us had to keep running, and also keep avoiding the pursuit of Reese Carson who was right behind us.

"ELEANOR, STOP RIGHT NOW!!! OR YOU'LL REGRET EVERYTHING!!! ELEANOR!!!!"

Until the next second, I could feel my body being pulled tightly towards the back. With big, burly arms, he hugged my stomach tightly to get into his body's embrace that felt very tight. And at that moment, I thought back to how Reese had been able to grab my back with such a fast, easy movement that I had lost my grip on Asher's hand when we were running away together in the forest.

"Let go! Let go of me, Reese! D*mn it! Let go of me!!!"

I rebelled very strongly in Reese's tight embrace, and I really hoped that with the remaining strength I still had at that time, I could easily escape from her. Although the reality was no. I simply couldn't extricate myself from Reese's strong embrace anymore. I could even feel my own labored breathing, while in Reese's arms. He grabbed my back so tightly that I was completely pressed against his burly body at that moment.

And I thought for a moment, is it possible, if Reese feels so afraid to lose me? Is it possible that Reese is afraid if I leave him?

"Once again, if you find the slightest loophole in my neglect of you, and you decide to run away again together with that man. Then I will definitely kill that man right in front of you, Eleanor."

Reese, whose strength far exceeded that of the other pack's Alphas, led me straight back to his pack, The Eclipse Thunder Pack. Which was even further away from the forest, where Asher and I had escaped earlier. Roughly, Reese immediately dropped me onto the bed in the room, and immediately confined me in both his arms and his burly body there.

"You really seem to want to get away from me, don't you, Eleanor? But unfortunately, that can never happen, and you can never do it so easily because you must and will stay with me. Here. In The Eclipse Thunder Pack. And that's for good, Eleanor Jane. Therefore, this is the only way I can get you to stay with me in my pack. I will make sure that you do not have the slightest chance of going far away and leaving me alone here."

So after that, Reese had s*x with me right away. Forcing me a bit, and not paying the slightest heed when I continued to rebel within the confines of his burly body. However, in my previous life, I was too stupid and too naive about my overwhelming feelings of love for Asher. You could also say, if I was too easily fooled by my feelings that felt very passionate at that time. I simply couldn't see clearly about the truth. I loved Asher so much in my previous life and that was back then. I even dared to say many things that might have deeply hurt Reese's feelings, even without realizing it in my previous life.

"I'm not willing to have s*x with you, Reese! I'll never let you touch me! Let go of me!"

I tried to get away, and rebelled from within the confines of Reese's body that was right on top of mine.

"It would be far better for me to die now than for you to be able to mark me as yours, Reese Carson. Because I don't love you at all! I love Asher Jack! And I hate you, Reese Carson! I hate you so much! Just let me die so you don't have the slightest chance to touch me and mark me as yours! Because I'm not yours! I never want to be yours!!! Never!"

At that moment, Reese lost his mind, and had rough s*x with me. He was so angry and probably also, he felt very disappointed in me for all the reckless actions, and every word I had taken and also said before, to be able to escape from him, along with Asher, and insult him. On top of that, Reese himself simply didn't know how to vent his anger in any other way. And I could see how angry and disappointed Reese was with me right now.

I closed my eyelids tightly as memories of my previous life flashed back into my mind. I really regretted saying so many things without thinking them through to Reese. I was too stupid, and was also blinded by my overwhelming love for Asher. So I didn't know and couldn't see at all about the danger that would threaten me from many sides back then. But now, things will go in a completely different way. I had already been reborn, and had also gotten a huge second chance to be able to refine my own destiny now.

"Listen to me once again very well, Eleanor Jane."

Reese's voice instantly woke me up from my daydream of remembering my own previous life just now. I opened both my eyelids quickly, and realized that Reese was already done with our sexual activity. Reese himself, in fact, was standing right next to the bed that I was now occupying. He had already put his pants and t-shirt back on, and didn't even seem to care about the sweat soaking almost his entire body there. But another thing that made me realize was that Reese had even covered my body with a blanket. Even though she felt angry, she knew just the right way to treat me quite special. Just like now.

"I won't give you a mark of ownership from me now, Eleanor. But I will definitely mark you as mine one day. And that is the time and day when you will fully realize that you are indeed the most important thing in my life. And nothing else can change that for me. And that's forever, Eleanor."

Reese put his hands in his pants pockets and looked at me who was still silent while returning his gaze there. Although Reese's eyes had always looked very sharp and intimidating, somehow it was only now that I could actually see the tenderness in them.

"Therefore, I will continue to give you a warning which I don't know when I can stop giving you the last warning. I don't know if you yourself will still be willing to listen to that or not now. But I will always try to keep giving you a stern warning, Eleanor Jane. That you must never run away from me again. You cannot even leave this pack. One step out of this pack, and I will definitely be able to bring you back."

After saying that, Reese immediately left the room, with quick footsteps. Reese even closed the door to the room quite loudly. After listening to Reese's words there, it instantly made me silent once again, and I turned my gaze to be able to look right at the ceiling of the room. Everything turned very quiet.

If I really was reborn, then, there would still be events that did go the same way as my previous life. Which means that after Reese left the room, then Fiona would definitely come to me immediately and pretend to care about me. If that was true, then Fiona would be arriving in this room any minute now.

Immediately, I covered my entire naked body using the blanket Reese had given me earlier very tightly. Slowly, I got off the bed, and prepared to get my replacement clothes from the closet. But before I can actually walk towards the closet, the door to the room bursts open and reveals Fiona with a worried face there now.

"Oh my, Eleanor! Did Reese just force you to have s*x with him?!"

Fiona's tone of voice, which I had never realized before, actually held a lot of certain intentions in my previous life, I could now understand very clearly. Fiona probably did ask with a surprised tone of voice, and also looked anxious when she saw my current appearance in this room. But it was all because of the jealousy she felt towards me. When she realized that Reese Carson, and I had had s*x, not with her.

Once again, I fell silent, not wanting to react to what Fiona had just said there. And I began to think, that I myself was really very stupid and very blind to all the things that had happened in my previous life. To let my precious life be lost in such a cruel way. Even animals would never have died the way I did before.

But now, I will change the destiny of my life. Because I am no longer stupid, and also blind like my old self. Also, because I myself could not realize in the slightest that my best friend, Fiona Anne, had fallen in love with the man who loved me from the very beginning and even now. Reese Carson, Alpha of The Eclipse Thunder Pack.