Chapter 1 The Mistake

I gave five years of my life to Aaron, and he just dumped me like that.

What have I not done for him to show that I love him, that he is all I wanted?

Why the change?

Aaron adores me, he cares for me.

Am I not attractive anymore?

Am I not sexy enough for him?

So why would he just break up with me?

Why did he say that I am no longer his type?

What went wrong?

"I worked my ass off just to please him, he knows he is the only man I have ever been with yet he chose to treat me like this".

Am I not good enough in bed for him?

Why does nobody want me?

First was my parents.

They chose a total stranger over their daughter.

They treat me as their slave.

Treating my stepsister better than I am.

She went to the best school in town while I homeschool myself, they gave up my room to her all in the name of she is my savior.

I should go to a bar and drink away all this pain and heartbreak that I have right now.

Why am I even here?

I can't drink.

I shouldn't be drinking.

I know I shouldn't be drinking.

"I'm not going to fall in love again"

I murmured to myself as I downed myself without alcohol.

I winced as it burned its way down my throat.

Why am I drinking, I don't even have the head to carry the alcohol, I'm just trying to forget about all this and how my heart is broken and aching but why is this alcohol not working, Why am I still thinking about all this?

I saw that he posted a few hours ago.

Was he traveling to another state?

But wait?

Who was that lady beside him?

She looked sexy, very....very classy, and was dressed sophisticatedly in those pictures

Don't tell me Aaron was cheating on me with that girl.

Wait, we just broke up three days ago, so you mean to tell me that he found someone else.

When did he meet her, Was it during the time we were still dating?

So you mean to tell me that Aaron was cheating on me with her, that can't be possible

He loves me so much, he couldn't have done that..

Am I not sexy and classy enough anymore and concentrate?

OH MY GOD

It was as if someone was piercing my heart with a knife.

How could he move on so quickly like that as if what we shared for the past three years was nothing?

How am I supposed to move on like this

How can I move on from him

Aaron was my first love, the first man who gave me my first kiss

The first man I gave my body to.

He is the man who took my virginity.

How could he break up with me?

I filled my glass again and drank everything.

Someone came to sit beside me and I became uncomfortable.

I didn't want anyone to see me at my lowest.

Feeling ashamed... I looked up to see his face, he was already facing me and we met face to face.... Eyeball to eyeball, he was an angel, he looked like one of God's fallen angels that was looking at me.

Murmuring in my mind.

This man is a white angel.

With his eyes so beautiful, his eyes are green and glow, he has a very high cheekbone, and his lips oh my gosh, I just want to kiss him, I want him to hold me and press me down.

His body made me stop lingering around.

He made me have the most bizarre and urgent desire I have ever had in my life, not even Aaron's looks made me have this type of desire

Oh my god, Leah.

You are drunk, don't think nasty things now.

I looked at him and he was wearing a black suit and a red tie.

He looks very mature and someone who has just gotten back from work.

I couldn't understand the hot feelings in my belly, the sizzling for what seemed like hard sex.

My breath was held and I felt I was dizzy.

Pull yourself together Leah.

Why are you acting this way?

It must be this alcohol.

I have never felt this type of way before, Why did I have to drink?

I shakily stood up.

" Oh are you leaving, I just wanted us to talk".

" I was leav..... I was leaving before you came".

" Am I too late to ask for a drink from you, he asked"

I should decline but his handsome face and his wet lips keep me thinking of my dirty thoughts and his deep base voice was melting me down like an ice.

I stared at him.... A burning reaction spread through me....lighting a fire through every one of my veins and every blood in my body was calling out to him.

He sat down and he smiled at me, the whole room was filled with tilt.

"I...... I could not make a sentence out of my mouth because I was so lost.

He sat down and he removed his coat and placed it on the stool next to me revealing his broad shoulders and clean chest and his body which I suspected, which made my heart stop.

What is wrong with?

It must be the breakup and the alcohol that are making me think like this.

Come on Leah control yourself.

The sound of running water woke me up.

I opened my eyes slowly, my head was aching badly, and when I fully opened my eyes, and realized that I was not in my bed and in my house.

OH MY GOD.

Leah.

What have I done?

Where am I, The room looks so exquisite and the curtains were open and the room was so beautiful, I saw my clothes on the floor.

I lay back down on the bed and I held the duvet to cover myself.

What the hell?.

Unable to believe what had happened... I stood up the shock of my state made me cover myself up.

Oh no

Did I........

I felt a tenderness between my legs

A flash.... The memories of last night came crashing down on me. Drinking to stupor and meeting a strange man, it looks like we had some sort of little conversation and we ended up in this hotel.

How did we end up here?.

My cheek was so red I had to grab my hair to cover it and I recalled him rising above me.. and he sliding inside me and he repeated it several times.

He had done it so well felt like a new person, When I was still with Aaron, I never felt like this after sex with him.

Oh no.

I should leave here now before he comes out of the bathroom.

I got out of bed, I picked up my clothes and I quickly put them on but I wasn't fast enough, he came out of the bathroom with his robe.

Oh, you are awake, he said with his deep voice

I'm sorry, but what happened last night?

"So you can't remember what happened last night?"

What do you mean by that?

"Tell me everything that we did last night you can't remember".

What do you mean?

What did we do?

"Well, I can't tell you, if you can't remember, you have to figure that one out yourself".

I am running late.

I have to go now.

I shouldn't be drinking.

Look at what it has caused.

What would you be thinking?

That am a slut, that sleeps around.

Well, I have to come up with something before he thinks that I'm a prostitute, What should I do now, what can I say to come out of this embarrassment and shame?

Oh my God.

Look what drinking has made me do.

What have I done?

What can I say?

Ohh.

I put up a calm attitude, I crossed my arms, looking him straight in his eyes and I said to him.

"So... last night happened. No regrets, just a little morning-after awkwardness. But hey, we're both adults." I walked out of the hotel.

And walk as fast as my legs could carry me.

Looking back to see if he followed me.

I really annoyed the man so deeply and I know if he meets me again I'm done for, I must not meet him ever again, Wait I can't meet him again I know that for sure.