Chapter 4 Unwanted

You are joking,right? Do you know how many women are running after him and they can kill just to spend a night with him? All the female employees here gush over him.

Let me show you something, She brought her phone, Look this is the picture our colleague posted of him.

So, should I die because he is handsome and rich?

Oh please, let me be please.

Can you tell me honestly "How do you feel... feel after having sex with him"

How do I feel, How do you want me to feel before?

I don't even know because I can't remember it clearly, it wasn't that good maybe that is why I don't remember.

I do know he was thrusting in and out of me

And I feel tender this morning

God... I'm never getting drunk again

If you want to know how it feels... try to sleep with him and then you will know.

I wish I could, she sighed and returned to her desk.

But deep down I wish I could remember every little detail about last night.

I mean...He is a handsome man and he is good looking, he has broad shoulders and he is tall my type of man.

Well, I think I am overthinking it, if you think he is very good then go and try it ...

Did he do it so well then?.

What a pity I can't remember anything.

Now he is my boss, I don't want to cross that line again and he is not at my level at all

As I was in my thoughts, my phone rang and it was my mom, I know she wants to talk about my father's birthday and complain about me not being a good daughter.

I cover my face with my hand and think of the frustration that I will pass through in the hands of my parents and stepsister. I must prepare myself for this evening and control my anger.

At as 8:pm, I got to my parents' house, Inside the taxi I took a deep breath and I came out, It was decorated so beautifully, it reminded me to remember my ten years birthday before my stepsister came into the picture.

My mom decorated my birthday like this, with my favorite cake and chocolates and all my friends were around.

But now, they don't even remember my birthday, the only person they were concerned about as a child is my stepsister, she took all the love and affection, and I am left with nothing.

I carried the gifts I brought in my hand and went inside, Everybody was dressed so elegantly and I was the only one left looking like an outsider because all the money I worked for I used it to pay a loan that I had nothing to do with.

I smiled at my dad and gave him his gift but the only thing he could say was that

What is this, Is this the only thing you could bring Why are you always bringing shame to me?

Look at your sister see what she brought for me and you are here giving me your trash, you should have come empty-handed.

Am sorry that I came I will take my leave now.

I walked outside then Bam followed me.

"I know it hurts you seeing our parents showing love to me."

You know I don't have any problem that is why they are acting like that, don't take it to heart my dear sister. she said.

I looked at her as she was about to walk away.

She came to my front, she fell and screamed.

My parents ran out and threw her on the floor.

All they could do was to face.

Why are you so wicked to your sister?

Why do you hate her so much..

"I regretted bringing you to this world."

But.....but I did not before I could finish what I was saying.

My dad gave me a hot slap.

I stood there wondering where I went wrong.

Is it by coming into this world?

Or having such people as parents..

I just walked out of that place. Crying my eyes out on the street.

I went home and lay on my bed, rethinking what just happened. And remembering what Bam did to me.

I was ironing Bam came there collected the iron from me and injured herself, She told my parents that I was the one who injured her, that I was angry that she took my parents' love away from her.

I was beaten by my parents and used that same hot iron on my back, the scar is still on my back, as if that was not enough my dad locked me out and said I should reflect on myself.

I was outside rain started falling My parents did not care, they were in the house laughing and playing, All I could do was just cry and get drenched in the rain, I couldn't hold up anymore I fainted.

I didn't know how I got into the house after I fainted, as I was remembering my phone rang, it was Lucy

Hey,

How are you?

"Are you back from your dad's birthday party?"

How was it?

It was good.

I just gave him my gift which he didn't approve of and I left.

I know.

And I understand.

Hope you are good.

Yes, I am.

I'm just trying to pay off that loan so I can be free.