Chapter 1 Sweet life,sweet age

No body knew how will it be when we grow up and become adult especially me I knew it was a nice thing to be an adult seeing people doing their own decisions it was massive to me wanting that kind of life,I wanted that kind of life I thought it was sweet more than the one I had when I was

The sun rises and falls I didn't have any kind of responsibilities left behind for me to attain,I will always wake up sit on a couch take a remote watch tv,it was a nice thing I remembered I was even smiling but I loosed that smile over a something that I thought it was more wonderful.

I didn't know anything about love I was a virgin girl,I didn't priotise sex I priotised food,music and watching TV I had beautiful sleeping nights and also I had no stress I had everything that I wanted my mom struggled hard for that it was hard for her but she fought for me in any kind of situation.

"No one goes out it is a lock down season" every one remember that one disease that erupted in 2020 we had to stay indoors no one to talk to at that time I got a little,this guy goes by name victor he was so lovable tall and black,he walks very fast on the road but to me it sounded nice,I really wanted him to talk to me one day to say something to me and that day came as he passed beside me and said "hi" I didn't take it serious at first so that victor not to feel as someone special but I replied back.

He looked at me and said " I just wanted to greet you beautiful " I smiled and blush and said " is beauty a crime?" He looked at me and said " no am just asking myself why you have all of that beauty for your own use" I released a good smile and a little laugh,we both laughed and he said " let me go now I was just passing by to say hi" I nodded my head since I was speechless to him I was really waiting for this day so that I can talk to him and show how much I really wanted him.

I entered in our house since I was just out on the veranda as victor passed by and said hello to me so I wanted to be inside our house now after I entered my room I sat on the bed smiled and also looked at the ceiling and remembered how victor was saying how beautiful i was,it was too beautiful to me no any man has ever tell me that am beautiful.

We had our lunch at home and after that I sat infront of our TV watching to my favourite channels to explore more to the world but still didn't take victor out of my head I really had a crush for him over a long time.after that night I was given a phone as in lockdown I will be lonely so they gave me a new phone for me to use this was my only chance to talk to victor.

No one knew who was keeping me busy everyday but it was victor he always caught my attention,something happened I was added in a certain group in WhatsApp with my school mates and I was happy to talk to other friends of mine but this one guy came to inbox me he said "hi" I replied back with no hesitation.

He was too kind and lovely I had a crush on victor but he was always commending for material things I will talk less about him since we have never do sex untill our last day,we were just flirting and nothing special like sex never happened between us we were just flirting and victor was begging for a lot untill credit.

He was not my type I knew it very quickly he was nothing like a gentleman so I took another guy known as John .

He was too caring he didn't anything materialistic from me he offered me credit too minor ones and I was just testing him since we used a free WiFi at home but asked for credit from him to see how he will react to me,and he was never angry with me he was always lovely and also he wanted to see me happy.i was happy to have him and I have never see him since we are so much grounded at home it is lockdown so we don't get a chance to see.

He was always sending me transactions that I didn't ask for I was happy he real knew the real definition of a lady,he wanted to see me happy and I told him that am grounded so it is hard for me to come and see him he didn't care he said " it's okay" I was happy to hear that yo cut the long story short I spent 3 years with John just chatting no sex no seeing each other.

After finishing my secondary school I went in military it is like a policy in my country,it just helps you to have a military certificate and also shapes you in the future if you will want to apply for becoming a soldier,police or a traffic i was selected so I had to go.i treamed all my hair and became bald my mom took me to the near by camp to take my course.

When I reached there life was not good there is no good life in military camps but I fought back and had to be strong since we were given hard exercises to do and I strive with all my power to do them so that I won't be beaten hard by the soldiers,I was still talking to John and I told him when I finish my military course I will meet him since we have talked for 4 years without seeing each other.