YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.
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Chapter 6 – VOICES IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 7 – WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT img
Chapter 8 – CAN I EVER NOT BE FAKE img
Chapter 9 -- ERASED. img
Chapter 10 - I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ANYONE. img
Chapter 11 – HOPELESS AND HURT. img
Chapter 12 – HATE TO LOVE YOU. img
Chapter 13 - ALL IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 14 – DO I REGRET IT img
Chapter 15 – WHAT WAS THE REASON img
Chapter 16 - ABANDONED. img
Chapter 17 - WHY img
Chapter 18 - I'M DUMPING YOU. img
Chapter 19 - THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT HAVE JUST CHANGED. img
Chapter 20 - AND IF I REFUSE img
Chapter 21 - YOUR REIGN IS OVER. img
Chapter 22 - STAY STRONG ENOUGH TO WELCOME A BLOW. img
Chapter 23 - I HELD IT IN FOR SO LONG, NOW I'M LETTING IT OUT. img
Chapter 24 - IF I DON'T HAVE HIM, NOBODY CAN. img
Chapter 25 - BURNT ALIVE. img
Chapter 26 - THE PUZZLE 1. img
Chapter 27 - THE PUZZLE 2. img
Chapter 28 - A SHADOW OF MYSELF. img
Chapter 29 - IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU. WHY WAS IT YOU img
Chapter 30 - FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE. img
Chapter 31 - A DESPERATE SEARCH. img
Chapter 32 - GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER. img
Chapter 33 - THE SACRIFICE TO BE FREE. img
Chapter 34 - I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS. img
Chapter 35 - TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY. img
Chapter 36 - EVERYONE IS IN PAIN... CHEER UP. img
Chapter 37 - A SMALL TOWN. img
Chapter 38 - CRYING FOR SOMEONE WHO'S NOT REALLY DEAD, JUST MEMORY DEAD! img
Chapter 39 - DEAD TO THE WORLD, BUT ALIVE. img
Chapter 40 - LONELINESS IS HUMAN. img
Chapter 41 - THE BIRTH OF A NEW ME. img
Chapter 42 - OUR LOVELY CONFRONTATION. img
Chapter 43 - NEMESIS EXISTS AFTER ALL. img
Chapter 44 - WE WOULD BE HAPPY AGAIN. img
Chapter 45 - LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS. img
Chapter 46 - A FEW FEET AWAY. img
Chapter 47 - A COWARD. img
Chapter 48 - I'M HERE TO STAY... I WON'T LOSE YOU. img
Chapter 49 - I FELT EVERY BIT OF IT. img
Chapter 50 - IT'S YOU. img
Chapter 51 - I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE. img
Chapter 52 - THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME NEVER SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR. img
Chapter 53 - DESIRES ARE DANGEROUS. img
Chapter 54 - IGNORED LIKE A DISEASE. img
Chapter 55 - GOOD SIN. img
Chapter 56 - DON'T WAKE ME UP. img
Chapter 57 - I WISHED THE HAPPINESS I FELT WOULD NEVER SHATTER. img
Chapter 58 - FORCED TO BE STRANGERS. img
Chapter 59 - FALLING INTO DEPRESSION. img
Chapter 60 - JUST CAN'T HELP BUT STAY. img
Chapter 61 - LOVE LANGUAGE. img
Chapter 62 - GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. img
Chapter 63 - FUEL THE FIRE. img
Chapter 64 - OUR ONLY HOPE TO SETTLEMENT. img
Chapter 65 - AFTER ALL THE TROUBLES WE WENT THROUGH. img
Chapter 66 - EVERYONE DISAGREED. img
Chapter 67 - COULD I HAVE HALLUCINATED img
Chapter 68 - TOO MUCH THIS TIME I GOT PARALYZED. img
Chapter 69 - IS THERE A WAY OUT img
Chapter 70 - WHO'S BLOOD IS IT img
Chapter 71 – HOW DID WE GET INTO THIS MESS img
Chapter 72 - WE WERE WORRIED ABOUT THE WRONG PERSON. img
Chapter 73 - IF ALL WAS LOST. img
Chapter 74 - YOUR ENEMY IS RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE. img
Chapter 75 - HUMANS GET SWAPPED. img
Chapter 76 - IT'S A TRAP... RUN. img
Chapter 77 – TIME IS THE ENEMY. img
Chapter 78 - CRAZY PSYCHOPATH. img
Chapter 79 – I LOST ALL HOPE UNTIL DEATH CAME KNOCKING. img
Chapter 80 - WE BARELY ESCAPED. img
Chapter 81 - IS ALL HOPE LOST img
Chapter 82 - WE ARE A FAMILY. img
Chapter 83 - GOOD LUCK FOOLING US. img
Chapter 84 - I SEE WHY I CAN'T GET OVER YOU. I MIGHT AS WELL DIE WITH YOU. img
Chapter 85 - I CAN'T STOP REMEMBERING THAT KISS. img
Chapter 86 - DIRTY DISCUSSION. img
Chapter 87 - LEARN TO SURPRISE PEOPLE. img
Chapter 88 - ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY. img
Chapter 89 - I'LL FIND A LEGAL WAY TO KILL YOU. img
Chapter 90 - ONE STEP FORWARD AND THREE STEPS BACK. img
Chapter 91 - I WANT ALL THE TEARS BACK THAT I CRIED. img
Chapter 92 - THE VIOLENT TAKES IT BY FORCE. img
Chapter 93 - YES, I CHOOSE DEATH. img
Chapter 94 - I'M GOING TO DO THE JUSTICE MYSELF. img
Chapter 95 - I HEARD SOMETHING. img
Chapter 96 – MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOVED YOU. img
Chapter 97 - I'M FRAGILE. img
Chapter 98 - SLOWLY PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER. img
Chapter 99 - TABLE SUCCESSFULLY TURNED. img
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Chapter 2 – OLD DISGUSTING DEVIL.

🦋 BENITA 🦋

Everybody has a story to tell, but I think mine is the worst. Being unfortunate is a curse that's clinging onto me so desperately that I fear it might follow me to my grave.

Police officers are friends to nobody but money. In my experience, when money started to speak, I was silenced.

Right before their eyes, I was bundled and thrown into the car, but everybody said nothing.

As we drove out, I struggled to escape, with a hard smack on my head, I blanked out.

I was dragged into the mansion as always, a place with four edges of tall walls, a place where I could hardly breathe, a place that reminded me of nothing but sorrow.

"Take that brat to my room." Mr. William's voice echoed out.

I was thrown roughly on the bed, clinging onto the blanket to suppress the desperation to be free and tears of frustration that flooded down my face.

Soon, Mr. William walked into the room laughing sarcastically, an old man like him who should repent and prepare to die, how can he be so demonic?

Holding my legs, he dragged me closer to himself. I struggled, pushing him away and crawling underneath the bed.

I could swear I could beat the old man up easily since he had zero strength in him, so why didn't I? Probably because thousands of men are out there waiting for an order to skin me alive.

Angrily, he commanded his men to lock me up and forbid the maid from serving me food or water... It was no new thing to me, it was just the usual normal day in my pathetic life.

Right there, I had a dirty thought, to just bite off my flesh bit by bit and die, wouldn't that be a better option?

I was thrown and locked up in a dark room. The darkness was peaceful but scary, but nothing has ever been more scary than my life; and finally, I was able to rest from all the chaos of the morning, in that quiet, lonely, dark room.

A few hours later, Mr. Williams walked into the room and kicked me back into consciousness.

"My business partner would be here in an hour," he blurted out. "Show him around. If he asks for your body, give it to him. The most important thing is his investment; do everything you can to make sure I bag this investment. If I don't get this contract signed, you are going to pay for it with your life; understood?"

I slowly nodded my head, and he stormed out of the room. The maid walked into the room with a dress, an extremely exposing dress, and very high heels.

It was more like I was the one to be advertised and not any goddamn business.

I slowly took the dress and wore it, looking like a harlot that I was forced to become.

His guest arrived and, after ogling at my exposed body, he requested that I follow him to a hotel to satisfy his needs so he could think well about signing the contract.

And Mr. William's answer goes like this, "Yes, go on, she's yours for the night. As long as you sign the contract... You own what I own."

It was arranged, held down by Mr. William's men. I was held down in the car to be assured I wasn't going to escape.

When we got into the VIP room, I was thrown into it, behind me was an equally old man offering a contract to Mr. William.

As soon as we were left alone, I fell to my knees, "Please don't do this to me, I'm young enough to be your daughter, help me get out of this mess; I promise I'll be good." I begged desperately.

A hot pre-boiled slap landed on my face, "You sl*t! You think we are here for business? Get to the bed and prepare yourself to be used."

I stood still, not moving an inch, the only sound in the room came from my silent tears, and then his voice rang out again, "Do you prefer I send those men in to tie you down?"

I gathered my courage and climbed onto the bed, after hours of messing with me and making me feel miserable, he climbed down.

That night, I sobbed until I fell asleep, I wept because I pitied myself, and I had no single reason to smile. Perhaps one day, everything would change for the better.

I woke up to an unsettling silence, my mind foggy from sleep, and I slowly sat up, scanning the darkened room.

The bed beside me was vacant, the sheets rumpled and cold. A shiver ran down my spine as I realized the old man, Mr. William's business partner, who wanted to sign a contract with us, was gone.

Panic sent in as I swung my legs over the side of the bed and jumped up to search around. Did he run away to avoid signing a contract with Mr. William?

As I looked around, my legs bumped into something, and I slowly looked down and found my legs covered in blood. Trembling, I trailed after where the blood was coming from, my footprint, painted with blood, stamped the ground with every step I took.

And when I finally got to where the blood flowed from, I was paralyzed, frozen in terror, unable to move.

My body began to tremble, the trembling spread, a creeping chill that seeped into my bones. My teeth chattered, my lips quivering.

Mr. William's business partner lay behind the table with his head torn open and his eyeballs staring into the void, he lay there with every blood vessel in his veins popping out... he lay there – dead.

            
            

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