YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX.
img img YOU WILL NEVER BE MY GOD, FELIX. img Chapter 5 โ€“ HEAVEN OR HELL
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Chapter 6 โ€“ VOICES IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 7 โ€“ WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT img
Chapter 8 โ€“ CAN I EVER NOT BE FAKE img
Chapter 9 -- ERASED. img
Chapter 10 - I WOULDN'T LISTEN TO ANYONE. img
Chapter 11 โ€“ HOPELESS AND HURT. img
Chapter 12 โ€“ HATE TO LOVE YOU. img
Chapter 13 - ALL IN MY HEAD. img
Chapter 14 โ€“ DO I REGRET IT img
Chapter 15 โ€“ WHAT WAS THE REASON img
Chapter 16 - ABANDONED. img
Chapter 17 - WHY img
Chapter 18 - I'M DUMPING YOU. img
Chapter 19 - THE TERMS OF THE CONTRACT HAVE JUST CHANGED. img
Chapter 20 - AND IF I REFUSE img
Chapter 21 - YOUR REIGN IS OVER. img
Chapter 22 - STAY STRONG ENOUGH TO WELCOME A BLOW. img
Chapter 23 - I HELD IT IN FOR SO LONG, NOW I'M LETTING IT OUT. img
Chapter 24 - IF I DON'T HAVE HIM, NOBODY CAN. img
Chapter 25 - BURNT ALIVE. img
Chapter 26 - THE PUZZLE 1. img
Chapter 27 - THE PUZZLE 2. img
Chapter 28 - A SHADOW OF MYSELF. img
Chapter 29 - IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOU. WHY WAS IT YOU img
Chapter 30 - FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE. img
Chapter 31 - A DESPERATE SEARCH. img
Chapter 32 - GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER. img
Chapter 33 - THE SACRIFICE TO BE FREE. img
Chapter 34 - I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS. img
Chapter 35 - TOO LATE TO SAY SORRY. img
Chapter 36 - EVERYONE IS IN PAIN... CHEER UP. img
Chapter 37 - A SMALL TOWN. img
Chapter 38 - CRYING FOR SOMEONE WHO'S NOT REALLY DEAD, JUST MEMORY DEAD! img
Chapter 39 - DEAD TO THE WORLD, BUT ALIVE. img
Chapter 40 - LONELINESS IS HUMAN. img
Chapter 41 - THE BIRTH OF A NEW ME. img
Chapter 42 - OUR LOVELY CONFRONTATION. img
Chapter 43 - NEMESIS EXISTS AFTER ALL. img
Chapter 44 - WE WOULD BE HAPPY AGAIN. img
Chapter 45 - LET'S KILL JUDAS FOR JESUS. img
Chapter 46 - A FEW FEET AWAY. img
Chapter 47 - A COWARD. img
Chapter 48 - I'M HERE TO STAY... I WON'T LOSE YOU. img
Chapter 49 - I FELT EVERY BIT OF IT. img
Chapter 50 - IT'S YOU. img
Chapter 51 - I JUST WANT TO BE WHERE YOU ARE. img
Chapter 52 - THE DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME NEVER SEEMS TO DISAPPEAR. img
Chapter 53 - DESIRES ARE DANGEROUS. img
Chapter 54 - IGNORED LIKE A DISEASE. img
Chapter 55 - GOOD SIN. img
Chapter 56 - DON'T WAKE ME UP. img
Chapter 57 - I WISHED THE HAPPINESS I FELT WOULD NEVER SHATTER. img
Chapter 58 - FORCED TO BE STRANGERS. img
Chapter 59 - FALLING INTO DEPRESSION. img
Chapter 60 - JUST CAN'T HELP BUT STAY. img
Chapter 61 - LOVE LANGUAGE. img
Chapter 62 - GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM. img
Chapter 63 - FUEL THE FIRE. img
Chapter 64 - OUR ONLY HOPE TO SETTLEMENT. img
Chapter 65 - AFTER ALL THE TROUBLES WE WENT THROUGH. img
Chapter 66 - EVERYONE DISAGREED. img
Chapter 67 - COULD I HAVE HALLUCINATED img
Chapter 68 - TOO MUCH THIS TIME I GOT PARALYZED. img
Chapter 69 - IS THERE A WAY OUT img
Chapter 70 - WHO'S BLOOD IS IT img
Chapter 71 โ€“ HOW DID WE GET INTO THIS MESS img
Chapter 72 - WE WERE WORRIED ABOUT THE WRONG PERSON. img
Chapter 73 - IF ALL WAS LOST. img
Chapter 74 - YOUR ENEMY IS RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE. img
Chapter 75 - HUMANS GET SWAPPED. img
Chapter 76 - IT'S A TRAP... RUN. img
Chapter 77 โ€“ TIME IS THE ENEMY. img
Chapter 78 - CRAZY PSYCHOPATH. img
Chapter 79 โ€“ I LOST ALL HOPE UNTIL DEATH CAME KNOCKING. img
Chapter 80 - WE BARELY ESCAPED. img
Chapter 81 - IS ALL HOPE LOST img
Chapter 82 - WE ARE A FAMILY. img
Chapter 83 - GOOD LUCK FOOLING US. img
Chapter 84 - I SEE WHY I CAN'T GET OVER YOU. I MIGHT AS WELL DIE WITH YOU. img
Chapter 85 - I CAN'T STOP REMEMBERING THAT KISS. img
Chapter 86 - DIRTY DISCUSSION. img
Chapter 87 - LEARN TO SURPRISE PEOPLE. img
Chapter 88 - ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY. img
Chapter 89 - I'LL FIND A LEGAL WAY TO KILL YOU. img
Chapter 90 - ONE STEP FORWARD AND THREE STEPS BACK. img
Chapter 91 - I WANT ALL THE TEARS BACK THAT I CRIED. img
Chapter 92 - THE VIOLENT TAKES IT BY FORCE. img
Chapter 93 - YES, I CHOOSE DEATH. img
Chapter 94 - I'M GOING TO DO THE JUSTICE MYSELF. img
Chapter 95 - I HEARD SOMETHING. img
Chapter 96 โ€“ MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE LOVED YOU. img
Chapter 97 - I'M FRAGILE. img
Chapter 98 - SLOWLY PUTTING THE PIECES TOGETHER. img
Chapter 99 - TABLE SUCCESSFULLY TURNED. img
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Chapter 5 โ€“ HEAVEN OR HELL

๐Ÿฆ‹ BENITA ๐Ÿฆ‹

Silence descended, and I didn't dare to take any step or turn around. Mr. William also stood there shocked, but due to his desperation to sign the contract, he gave in.

"You can have her, she's worth nothing to me."

I didn't know if I should be happy or sad, but the fact that it was happening on my birthday made me reluctant and frightened about the situation.

"Get your things, Benita, we will be leaving soon," Felix announced.

Ever since my mother died, no one ever said my name, aside "Hey" it was "Fool, slut, bitch" or something worse. But he said it, this Felix Desmond said it.

Soon it was time for us to leave. When I stepped out of the mansion, I inhaled sharply, I could finally breathe fresh air.

I lost count of the men standing outside waiting for him, and it made me question just how important he is. Why would this many people guard one man?

"Why aren't you attempting to escape?" he calmly voiced out.

I turned towards him, "I tried to escape several times, but it led to trouble each time I tried. You can't run away from a rich man," I calmly responded.

"Try again," he declared, "This time nobody's going to stop you or go after you."

I stood there, my mind reeling in shock, as I processed the words that had just left his lips. Did he just offer me freedom? Why would he?

If I go into the world, then what? I had nowhere to go but start again in the street, and it never ends well.

"I'd rather go with you," I murmured, walking towards the car.

"If you go into that car, you'll never be able to escape. This is your only chance," he stated, "Leave now, or stay locked up with me forever."

Swallowing hard, I stepped into the car without looking back.

I could swear I heard him giggle as he said, "Don't ever forget this was your choice."

The drive lasted six hours, and we drove into a new city, far from the one Mr. William was in, and I was extremely grateful that I would barely set my eyes on that disgusting old devil.

The mansion was in a quiet, lonely area, sitting alone in the center of many trees and streets. It would take an hour from the mansion for you to see another building, and it was extremely quiet.

At first, I didn't understand why anyone would build a home in such a place where humans don't exist, but then I thought, "He probably likes being alone."

We got to the mansion and we stepped out, the men stood beside the car and bowed their heads, and I calmly did the same, standing side by side with the bodyguard, with my head down.

"Aren't you coming?" Felix asked calmly.

Looking around, I blinked innocently and trailed behind Felix, I guess I'm not sleeping outside with the others.

We walked into the mansion, and I followed behind.

"Where are all your things?" he blurted out, breaking the silence.

"I had nothing to carry," I responded truthfully.

"Pick any room you want," he stated, "Just stay far away from mine."

I nodded promptly, and he attempted to walk away before he turned around.

"In this house. It's just you and me, I own you now. You'll be in charge of all the cooking and cleaning in this house. You are not permitted to take one step out of this mansion; making any little mistake could cost you your life." He announced. "Whenever I call you, respond immediately, don't make me call you twice, that could also cost you your life. This house must remain clean as it is right now, and at night, be on guard in this house. My men are out there guarding outside this house, but you'll be in charge of this house. I don't want to catch you sleeping, it might also cost you your life... I hope you understand."

Everything blurred together, I was disoriented. Now I understand what it means when people say, "Jumping from frying pan to fire."

"I'm glad you understand," he muttered and turned to leave.

"I won't do it," I declared calmly.

He stopped dead in his tracks, his feet rooted to the spot. His mouth hung open, his eyes wide with shock and disbelief.

Time seemed to stand still as he tried to process what he heard.

I walked closer to him, gawking at him. I was too close that he couldn't help but take two steps back, but with every step he took, I walked closer.

"I won't do the cooking and cleaning in this house, I'm going to take thousands of steps outside this house, I won't respond immediately when you call me, so you'll have to call me twice or three times. This house would not always remain clean because I will dirty it. And at night, I'm going to sleep and snore. If it's going to cost me my life, then Felix, you might as well kill me now."

Right then, the clock struck midnight, signaling the end of the 25th of September.

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