Chapter 5 I want it

BIANCA'S POV

My eyes widened in surprise at his words. My heart rate rose speedily, and my mind was racing with a thousand different thoughts.

"You can't be serious!" I cried out.

"You heard me," he frowned, "You can't keep it. You know that, right? I can't have a child, not now" He said, his tone becoming more and more hostile than before.

"No! I won't do that. I can't," I stuttered, trying to collect my thoughts. "I want this baby, Austin. Please don't make me get rid of it," I pleaded, tears dripping down my cheeks.

"Stop crying," he whispered harshly. "I'm not going to let you ruin my life with this baby. You are going to get rid of it, whether you like it or not. I won't allow you to ruin my life."

"I'm not trying to ruin your life!" I cried out. "I want this baby. I want us to be a family."

"You are only just being selfish," he said coldly. "This isn't about what you want. This is about what's best for me."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"You're being incredibly selfish, Austin," I whispered, my voice shaking. "I thought you loved me. I thought you wanted a future with me. Why are you doing this? To us?"

"Us? We were never a us, You're just a liability, my slave gotten by my money."

Tears streamed continuously down my face as I struggled to understand what was happening. How could he say these things? How could he be so heartless?

"You are breaking my heart, Austin," I sobbed. "I thought you liked me. I thought you were the one. Yes, I know you bought me but I thought you at least liked me. How could you be so cruel?"

"I'm sorry you feel that way," he said, staring at me with cold, emotionless eyes. "But I'm not changing my mind. You need to get rid of this baby. I won't be a part of this."

With those words, he turned and walked out of the ward, leaving me alone with my tears and my broken heart. I couldn't believe what had just happened. How could he be so callous? How could he just walk away from me like that?

I sat there, sobbing, for what felt like an eternity. My whole world had just been turned upside down. I felt lost and alone, since I had no one to turn to or share my thoughts with.

I looked up sharply as the door opened again but this time around, it was Esther. She came inside frowning as she looked disgustingly down at me, her face looking dangerous and to be sincere, It sent shivers down my spine. Suddenly she burst into laughter while pointing mockingly at me.

"O my gosh, I can't believe your look right now, do I look that scary to you? You look like a scared kitty right now" she mocked.

"Oh shut up, you look more of an ugly orangutan than scary, you should be glad I'm comparing you to those sweet babies though" I spat out angrily, I gulped down my spit as I anticipated whatever she was probably here for. Staring at her, memories of our time together occupied my mind and I could not help but feel stupid for trusting her and not noticing her hidden agenda.

"You know I was pregnant right?" I asked while grinding my teeth together, I should have guessed with her numerous questions on when last I had seen my period.

"It's all part of her plan and funny enough, it's just the beginning baby girl" she answered smirking. I could not believe my once upon a time best friend was never my best friend, she had been an enemy right all along.

"Pose for the camera sweetie"

I quickly wrapped my hands around the duvet, using it to cover my body from her view as she brought out her phone and wanted to take snaps of me but could not get a perfect shot. Frustrated, she walked toward me in an attempt to snatch the pillow but I immediately stabbed her with my hairpin, making blood gushed down from her hand.

"Shit, how dare you?" She growled, eyeing me before stomping out of the ward.

I signed by rubbing my Palm against my tummy, a warm feeling spreading through my heart.

I rolled over my bed as various thoughts swam through my head, I had just gotten discharged a day before and life here was way different than usual. There was no gist partner for me, Austin now acts like a total stranger to me, no more jokes or breakfast or dinner with him. In fact, I hardly even see him or get the chance to start a conversation with him. My stomach grumbled loudly as I hadn't had anything to eat even after sitting at the dining table. I had waited patiently for him with the hope that he would walk in and scream prank! That he never meant the abortion words and then kissed me but if only wishes were horses. I had lost appetite and had retired to bed hungry also with the fear of being poisoned by esther.

I pulled up my top to stare at my bare Tommy, I could not believe I had a life growing inside of me. Laying back on my bed, I closed my eyes and imagined how my kids would be before dozing off to dreamland.

I stared at the beautiful looking lingerie in my hands and blushed shyly. After hesitating for a while, I finally put it on and retouch my makeup before lying on the king size bed, assuming what I would call a sexy posture. My heart beat wildly against my chest as I thought of what his reaction would be to find me in his room without his permission or would he be smitten by my beauty?.

Fifteen minutes later, Austin walked in and a look of shock appeared on his face as he looked down at me. In all our years together, I had never had the audacity to lie on his bed or put on something this sexy.