Chapter 7 Nostalgia II

I'm back in my room preparing for my online class and I take a side glance at the deep dark creamy chocolate cake sitting on the sofa in it's gracefulness...

The cakes reminds me of when we were really young. It was my 8th birthday and it reminded me so much of my mom. She would bake brownies, cookies and cake for me on my special day. We would bake them together..

I have a great love for cakes and sweet pastries it reminds me of my mom. Well I miss her the most. She had to do what she did and I don't ever and will never blame her for choosing herself. I don't really want to dwell on the past but she loved baking and sweet pastries and I took it from her...

Williams mother is a close friend to my mother as she usually dropped the both of us at school....

8th year old me and 10 year old William decides to walk back home. Has I has no plan and it was my birthday.. Our parents had an auction to attend....

" Thank you for the gift Williams " I say as we walked quietly home....

" This is like the third time Arnie " he says to me and takes a sudden halt and I pause my foot step...

" What's wrong Williams? "....

" Nothing you don't have anything in mind you might want to do today? " I look at him with a puzzled expression..

" do you want to skip school? "...

" what?"...

" Do you want to skip school together?"...

"where would we go?"...

" well we'll think of that on the way"...

" I know where we can go?"..

" and where would that be?"....

" my place no one's home even the maids they are on their breaks or running an errand"....

" well then let get going "...

" Williams " she calls his name...

" hmm?"...

" we should bake a cake " she says in excitement...

" do you know how to?" he turns to ask her..

" well no but my nanny could help.... She won't tell on us "

" okay "

" so we are going check for the recipe my mom has recipe books in the kitchen "....

They got back to Arnie's place..

" I'll mix the floor, you'll wix the egg "

" okay "

" put the chocolate here so it melt quickly "

" okay "

" Williams "

" hmmmnn? "

" are you going to keep saying okay to everything I say? "

" absolutely I'll always do what you say Arnie"..

" okay" I say..

" well I think this is good?"

" Are you sure, it looks okay?"

" yes will don't be a doubting Thomas" I say dabbing some egg wisk on his nose...

" what we conjured together looks poisonous "

" No it does not, it might be over sugared but poisonous never "

" hmmmn I believe you "

" we'll leave it in the oven and come back like maybe 20 to 30mins or maybe like an hour "........

Ps: they forgot about it and burnt it while playing......

" so we can't eat this..."

" what are we going to do? "

" we'll buy one and eat it in the flower garden "

" I don't have any money Williams I'm just a child "

" I have money. I'll buy it for you as part of your birthday gift "

" reallllllyy!"

" yes anything for you Arnie now we need to move now. We don't want to get in trouble "..

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I still have the gift he gave me on my birthday gift from then. It was just a usual day of disappointment for me and he turned it around and I would never forget that...

Life was so manageable then we were still kids. We grew older and I had to face my truce...

Sometimes I hate how it turned out. I wished I didn't have to run away. It's been a few days since we finally met. And I can't help but think what if he didn't search for me. What if we never cross parts again....

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Bella's pov

We'll today has been going awfully well. I take a gym class and I'm a yoga instructor I guess stripping does pay off.. Well a man came to my class today and ruined it. They ruin everything. I'm so pissed off. His girl dumped him and he came and trashed my fucking class. I need him in an insane asylum. Well all men in an insane asylum so they can prove they are worthy to be apart of society......

I hope she's okay.. I deserve some pizza for all the trauma. I can't even escape for a freaking day uhn... I experienced childhood trauma now I'm experiencing this fucking hell... I might need a gun before 22 this cannot be happening to me....

It's a short staffed at the restaurant which looks like it's about to be shutdown in tomorrow......

I know I seem crazy but I'm not this cranky.... It's just today I swear.....

" so what do you want? Or you're just going to stare " the waiter stares at me in annoyance I just got here like a minute ago.

" ohh my fucking goodness yk I'm going to be a murder "

" Tf? "

" I'd like to get a big coke... 3 large hamburgers and a peperoni pizza " a voice says behind me and my senses goes awire. Anger forms in my heart and burst has the the person taking the order leaves my front and attend to his order.