Chapter 2 Sloppy drunk II

Arnie's pov

Taking off my gown in his presence was exzanurating the way his looking at me as if I held the whole world in my hands, making me feel like an exhibition of class a breath of fresh air and taking in only toxins for years I couldn't get my thoughts in a single cloud it was all muddled up. I can see I'm having the same effect on him I'm happy I'm clear on the alcohol and sure of what I'm doing...

I won't be able to look at myself the same after this I'm scared and excited at the same time my fucking first time with an adjacent stranger who I feel seems familiar because of the aura he gives....

All the doubting thomas's in me are quite quiet this moment when I need them to castigate me if I really want to do this but here I am standing in front of him awkward. Does he not like my lingerie set I found the color cute and I love to feel like a soft sexy princesses I changed my lingerie after mounting the pole because we're two different person's....

I don't have the same audacity and confidence that Arnie has...

" I love the color it looks marvellous on you " he says to me bringing out of my thoughts his voice is all headgy and husky I can hear his need his want it makes me feel so powerful....

" are you scared if you don't want to don't " his voice trails off in a whisper..

" I do I've just not done this before " I say looking at him but then immediately casts my head down straining my eyes at the direction of my feet..

" Arnie your so pretty, it's an honor being your first time that's if you want to carry on........... "

Do I want to carry on ( hell yeah I do )

" will it hurt? "....

" I won't lie to you it will but you'll like it after.....? "

" okay, but what is your name ".....

" Williams does that ring a bell Arnie " watching him step closer with his tie in his hand no shirt on the belt of his trousers unbuckled around his waist had me in short of words instead of feeling or falling at the state of shock.

All my nerves goes double erratic on me that's why ever single time he comes to the pub when I'm mounting and I feel a tie pulling us together.

I should be mad why didn't he tell he was the one but I feel excited he's the one

" Williams"... "you look taller "

" you look lovely Arnie " he states picking up my both hands he places a soft kiss on each finger " I missed you "....

" I missed you too "

" I can't believe all these years " " look at you now looking so lovely as ever, your dark caramel honey glowing skin "

" how have you been "

" in need, I missed you so much " listening to him repeating this like a mantra ignites something in me I don't think I've ever experienced before

His eyes boring into my eyes he closes the little gap that's between us and his clone intoxicated me like a drug he smells so good. Peeking up I notice him staring continuously at me with out batting an eye lid. I want he to devour me, I want to jump on him but I don't want to look so wanton.

Williams pov

Peeking up at me. I want to devour her but I don't want to rush the savioratory moments I want to relish time like it will never end. I just want to bask in the glory of her presence......

" Arnie "

" hmmmmm " I can see the doubt in her eyes and loss of confidence in her stance. Moving back I give us a little space before an atom of time moves my lips are her crushing and devouring each of our souls relishing every minute and moment like a savatory food......

Breathing my soul into hers. I can tell she has little to no experience but she's trying to catch up with me reciprocating the passion, desire...

Picking her up in a swift movement she locks her legs around my waist, twists her finger and tangles her hands in my hair my hand firmly kneeding her behind and the other trailing along her back.

" Arnie "

Dropping her slowly on the bed I crouch and take off her shoe's. She's watching my moves vaguely and her hear her breathy and soft voice.

" Did you miss me Arnie? " she answers" your hair got and grew longer I thought you wanted a buzz cut "

" I did and I got one for years after you disappeared " saying this I kneel near her which made the center of the bed dip with both our pressure suddenly out of the sphere I ask again as I hover above her " did you miss Arnie? " and she seems taken aback by the question.

" Yes I did. Did you miss me too Williams? " She answers and then returns my question.

" Of course, that shouldn't even be a question "

Stretching her hands slowly towards the angle and direction of my face, I take her hand and lead it to my face.

Feeling her feathery fingers softly on my face, tracing and making each of my features.

" Where you aggrievated by my disappearance?" she asks I can feel all her breath intakes and outtakes.

" I was but now you're here and that's all that matters " I answer her question.

" I'm sorry Williams " she says to me apologetically.

" For what?, It's alright, don't apologize. You don't owe me anything " I say to her. Trying to ease the tension I ask her softly " do you want to see my album pictures with me in a buzz cut" she nods as yes and leave for the pictures.

I head back to her with a bunch of picture album at hand.

" Are you hungry Arnie " I as her suddenly out of the blue's as she looked and seemed a little bit too calm.

" No " she answers me

" Are you uncomfortable " I ask her again

" No " she answers me

" I'm going to get you a shirt of mine " I say to her

Arnie's pov

I watch him leave to get a shirt for me. I see him head back with a blue shirt at hand.

He hand's it to me

" Thank you " I say to him " you're welcome " he replies me

I flip page by page till I feel asleep on him.