Chapter 2 My fear is here

What did you do...', what's wrong with you...., as if lying wasn't enough you are trying to kill her...., can't you see she just came out of the hospital..., Julie, I never knew you are this heartless...," the whole class said to Julie, while she was trying to defend herself in tears saying she didn't do anything and was telling the truth this time.

"Hello, this is nurse telma reporting , I need an ambulance immediately. . . , yes.. it's patient 107 Amylette Winehouse . ..yes.. at Gregory college," Amy's nurse said on the phone as Amy was being wheeled to the school gate. Meanwhile the school was in uproar and the school was in a chaos as the student from different class came running out to see what was going on, while others were running in to tell the others about what was going on. while the student whom just came inside the class before the uproar was surprised as they saw a wheelchair chair being rolled out in a rush upon entering the class. Few of them asked what going on but they got no good response so they just brushed it off their mind.

At the hospital, nurses were going up and down the emergency unit, unlike the doctor they were still inside the ward whereas Amy's parent were at the hallway waiting. it's been pass two hours and yet still no response from the doctor, the nurses going in and out refuse to give them any useful information, and they are getting all riled up, waiting in anticipation. ' honey, I think you should go home," Mr winehouse said to his way which in no response said no with the signal of shaking her head sideways but Mr winehouse still persuaded looking at their little boy sleeping on a chair beside them, making her feel pity on her boy, but as she was about to wake the little boy up, the door of the emergency room which have been closed for sometime open up as various equipment was being carried out by the warden in charge. The doctor also came out as both parent ren towards him in an hurry.

" Doctor, how's my daughter doing," Amy father asked basking up courage still while holding his tears as it could be so judging from his hoarse voice " I mean is she still alive".

The doctor replied " yes, but I told you she needed rest as to little or no work," both parent state at each other, " I think she got little, stressed out or even shock, I suggest she shouldn't take up her exams as it may be too risky and don't know what the outcome may be at the end. " But doctor, she have not been involved in any activity of late and besides she was a few hours to the exam and literally not even started before the sudden outburst.." Mr winehouse was saying before a nurse cut him shut.

' doctor, the patient is awake '

Mr winehouse and his wife were so happy and about to rush in to check on their child before the doctor stopped them saying he needs to check on the patient first but the nurse also continue saying

' she wish to speak with her parents immediately. On getting to the room, as soon as Amy saw her parents she started crying, the doctor and nurses told her to calm down that it's not good for her health at the moment but she was shaking so badly until her parents held her arm and she said " he's here" the doctor looked at the parents who in turn stare at their daughter asking her who's here

' I saw him ' still sobbing Amy said " I saw him, I saw him, the man who raped me, I saw him". The doctor had to sedate her to make her go to sleep.

Yeah that's my story.

I was raped and it was hell, it was my own hell. it all happened on a Saturday night while my parents was at the sitting room watching movie while being romantic with each other, yes, that's how my parents are, still going in their childhood sweet heart and I'm just hoping if I would ever find love like that. My younger brother was busy playing games in his PC at the side at of the sitting room and I just came out of from my bathroom looking for a night wear to put on when I heard a loud noise and I thought yeah, my younger brother did it again, he must have ran into the dining table or the middle table at the sitting room as he always hit things cause he likes running at home, meanwhile I didn't know what was waiting for me later on until I started hearing noise and when I came out I saw my mom and dad on the floor with my younger brother underneath my mom, using her as some sort of shield and some men on mask pointing a gun at them.

From nowhere I got pulled to the ground and the men were asked by one, I think should be their leader to search the whole house and pick anything valuable. I saw our tv being removed as well as my brother PC, our fridge, my laptop and other stuff and then I heard;

" stand up, go and bring all of the money in this house" I think it was the leader cause he's the one giving out orders telling my dad and then another of the masked man follow my dad in with a gun.

" so, you see, this his how we do it"

" and you are just so lucky, we came across a big fish here" their leader was saying and they all laughed.

" wow, what do we have here, fine cheek" the leader spoke as he use his gun to give me a tap at my butt again, and again as if giving a beat to a song and then another one replied 'boss let me have her' the boss as to what they said says no let the newcomer have her, and they all laughed." c'mon man are you shy"

" no I've not done it before"said the newcomer as theyall laughed " well, everything's a first right " he said then the next thing a man climb on me and I was scared, so scared that I began screaming in tears,

" please don't, please don't, I beg you please, I'm still a virgin please..."

" mummy please, don't let him do this, please I beg you " I began wiping profusely and I began hearing my mom sobs and then my dad came in and I continue screaming,

" daddy please tell him to stop " and my dad was trying to talk and was given a huge blow and said if he said a word he will be shot. I got so scared as I saw that so I stopped screaming and was only sobbing.

" woman if you don't shut up I will shoot you now" one of the men said to my mom and I think it did calm her down.

" guy, try to shut that cheek mouth and do that stuff na, one of the masked man said

Everything was happening so fast I tried struggling and the masked man on top of me said if I keep struggling he might shoot my parents immediately as I was scared of either one of my parents being shot, I turned to my mom and gave a bitter smile and I think the man saw that I relax a little. I'm just going to clock sixteen in a few months and here I am being raped, how I'm going to face my friends, what will my school say about the news, how will I be viewed in the eyes of the people living around me. I cried as the mam kept going in and out of me as it was painful so painful and then when the guy stopped and I know he was done I said said to him in almost a whisper " since you disvirgin me the least you could do is let me see your face" but he didn't say anything neither did he move so I raised my hand and open his mask and I said in spite" you are not even as handsome as I thought" never knew I was digging my grave. I saw anger on his face, yeah exactly what I wanted.

The masked man on me didn't say a word and turn to his boss and asked for more time that he enjoyed it and would like to go another round in which he was allowed and then he turned to me with a wicked smile, while I loss all the blood in my face and said"let me show you how handsome I am" and this time was rougher than the first and I had no option than to scream. As he was pounding me I was being pushed back, with every thrust out, I breathed out as if it was my last and with every thrust in I was being pushed back till we were no longer in the sitting room but in the dinning which was twelve feet apart .

By the time they left the whole sitting was covered in blood, my own blood.

I tried getting up but I couldn't, lifting up my hands but it felt kind of stuck. I could only feel my eyelids getting close, I tried to keep it open but it's like a mind of it's own and won't listen to my command. At last I heard the soft whispers of my mom calling out my name.