Chapter 5 Panic

BELLA'S POV

I felt my heart race and my breath quicken, my hands start to shake, and I felt like I was going to faint. I had to steady myself, to keep myself from falling apart. I had to be strong, to stay focused. "Watch and learn bitch" he said as the flight attendant was on her fours and he entered her from behind "Oh yes..... ah..... yes.... hm" she kept moaning and making silly sounds. His eyes never left mine, and it was like I could feel them burning a hole in my skin. I felt exposed, vulnerable, and powerless. I felt like I was frozen in place like I was stuck in a nightmare. I couldn't move, couldn't speak. I just stood there, trying to process what I was seeing, I felt disgusted. I ran into the bathroom, needing a moment to collect myself. I leaned over the sink, my body shaking. I tried to empty my stomach of the disgust and horror that I felt, but nothing would come up. I took a few deep breaths, trying to steady myself. But it was no use. I couldn't escape the images that were burned into my mind. I knew I had to go back out there, but I didn't know how I could face him. I pushed open the door, trying to force myself to be brave. But as I walked out, I saw him. He was standing there, stark naked, looking at me with a smug expression on his face. It was like he was enjoying my fear, enjoying the power he had over me. I wanted to turn around and run back into the bathroom, but I forced myself to stand my ground. I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me cower. He walked up to me smiling, His green eyes looked at me up and down. I stood there, feeling very vulnerable, he was going to do things to me... He rubbed a hand over his mouth as he said to me "You like what you see cupcake?" I looked away from him. "It's all yours you just have to ask sweetly" he smirked I tried to back away from him, but there was nowhere to go. I felt my back hit the wall, and I knew I was trapped. He was so close now, close enough for me to smell his breath. I closed my eyes, feeling like I was suffocating. I wanted to cry, scream, and lash out. But I knew I couldn't do any of those things. I had to stay strong, to not give him what he wanted. I heard his voice, low and commanding. "Open your eyes," he said. I felt like I had no choice but to obey. I opened my eyes, and I saw him looking at me. His green eyes were filled with an emotion I couldn't identify. I just stood there, my breath caught in my throat, as he stared at me. "Grab it," he said looking at his manhood with satisfaction. "What! no, please, no, don't make me touch it please I beg you" I said begging "Don't make me force you to suck it," he said looking at me like he was trying to control himself and I stood there, frozen in terror. I felt like my legs would give out beneath me. I couldn't look away from him, even though I desperately wanted to. Tears began to build up in my eyes, and I felt so lost and alone. I didn't know what to do, and I was terrified of what he would do next. All I could do was stand there, trying to catch my breath and stop the tears. I closed my eyes and touched it, it felt warm, I couldn't believe I was doing this, he took my hand and made me stroke it continuously. The tears that had been building up finally broke through. I felt like a dam had burst, and the flood of emotion poured out of me. I sobbed, gasping for breath as the tears ran down my face. My body shook with the force of my emotions, and I felt like I was falling apart. I couldn't stop crying, It was like I had lost all control. The next thing I felt was a sharp stinging pain my my left cheek. He slapped me, and I fell to the floor. He pulled me up roughly and threw me on the bed. "You just had one job! fuckin' obey me like the whore you are. How difficult is that bitch" he said looking at me with anger visible in his eyes as he slapped my other cheek and placed himself on top of me. My mind was racing, and I felt like I was spinning out of control. The shirt I wore had moved up and my laps were very exposed now. "I'm sorry, please forgive me" I begged him crying. "I don't forgive so easily, I'll have to punish you, that way you will learn to never disobey me again". He kissed me roughly, I let him kiss me, I didn't kiss him back but I let him do what he wanted. He slowly inserted his tongue into my mouth and I opened my mouth a little giving him access. There was nothing soft about the kiss, he was rough, and my lips were probably going to be swollen by tomorrow. I kept crying, he was too strong and I couldn't get away from his grip. "Kiss me back," he said I tried to kiss him back, softly, nothing over the top, just giving him a little back. But he needed more, so much more... He sucked my tongue while rubbing my clit. He paused the kiss and tore the shirt I was wearing, the buttons flew all over the room. I was completely naked in front of him, he sat up slightly on the bed looking at my body. "Fuck" he cursed while looking at me. I tried to cover my breasts with my palm and close my legs together. "Don't! Don't even think of covering it from me". He cupped my both breasts looking at them with lust, the next thing I felt was his mouth covering my nipples sucking them as if his life depended on them. Why was he doing this to me he already forced me to watch him have sex with someone else I didn't want to do this, I needed to be anywhere but here. I tried struggling with him. "You don't listen do you" he said getting up from the bed" I couldn't move from my position my vision was blurred due to the tears that gathered in my eyes. The next thing he was back tying my arms and legs to the bed. "Please don't do this to me please I beg you, I'll do any other thing, please I beg you, let me go" I pleaded desperately when I noticed he was determined to sleep with me. "I'm going to fuck you..." He said tracing my lips. "You're going to be a good little whore and obey me won't you?" Please I beg you don't do this to me please, let me go, we'll pay your money back" I still tried to beg him. "Shhh... No... Don't be doing that." He said holding my chin so I was looking into his eyes. "You now belong to me.." he said tightening his hold on my chin. He went back to sucking my breasts, he was rougher than before, he bit and sucked on my nipples while I winced in pain. He nibbled my ear then kissed down to my neck, biting me. I was so helpless, I couldn't move my arms or legs because they were tied down by this despicable man. He kissed me down to my navel, and I realized he was going down there, I tried to close my legs but the rope he used to tie my legs began to hurt as I was struggling. He was in between my legs looking at my clit with amusement in his eyes. "Please don't!" I begged him, with my eyes, I was too weak to say anything, I had used up my energy trying to fight him off, and the tears kept streaming from my eyes uncontrollably. He kissed and sucked on my clit, I was disgusted, I couldn't believe what was happening. "Say my name..." He said looking into my eyes as he kept sucking my clit, I pressed my lips together "Say my fucking name.." I bit my lips as I tried to stop a sob. He never stopped working on my clit. "Say Moreno... Say it..." "Moreno..." I managed to say. "Say Moreno please touch me..." I'm sure he could see the dread in my face. He added a little more pressure to my clit now. He licked my mouth as he waited. "Say it.." "Please touch me..." I cried. "Moreno... say Moreno please touch me" he said seriously. "Moreno, please touch me..." I wept. He was going to have his way with me and no one was going to stop him. He kept sucking and licking my clit, and I felt the pleasure building up, I hadn't felt this way before, it was intense.... no no I wasn't supposed to be enjoying this but I couldn't control my body, he hummed in satisfaction. Come for me cupcake, he said as he began to work on my body, he managed to force an orgasm out of me. Once he was done he paused and looked at me with satisfaction. "Good?" He asked tracing my lips. My face was so red at this point, I was trying not to look away. "Good girl, you're such a quick learner," he said smiling "What is the furthest you've gone with a guy?" He asked. "This..." I managed to say almost in a whisper. "Tell me to fuck you." "Please.." I said through my tears. Moreno grabbed my face hard. He was no longer in the state of mind to listen. "Moreno, can you fuck me... Say it." He ordered me. I choked back a sob before I said it. "Moreno... Can you fuck me?" He let go of my face and moved on top of me pulling his dick out, and sank in between my legs. He stuffed his hand into my mouth forcing me to gag, he used my saliva to lubricate his dick before he entered me. I was sobbing now. He was too far gone to care if he hurt me. He thrust his cock deep inside me forcefully in one hard thrust. I cried in pain, I felt like I was going to tear. I was in pain but he didn't care, I cried quietly as he had his way with me. Moreno pulled out of me only to slam back inside me. He did that a few times. I just wanted to die, It didn't take him long before he pulled out of me and came onto my stomach. He cursed aloud as he exploded. I gave myself to this evil man. The hard part was done... Now all I needed to do was keep him sated, behave, and be invisible... If I could do that, I might stand a chance and leave this place... I thought as I drifted into sleep.

I opened my eyes and realized that it was morning and I wasn't in the same room as before. The room was still dark because the curtain was not open but I could tell that it was morning. "Don't move" I heard from behind me. He held me closer to himself, I couldn't breathe, he already got what he wanted couldn't he just let me go already. I felt something poke at my butt from behind. No no no no no, I thought as I realized what it was. He turned me to face him and started kissing me, he had his way with me again.