Chapter 5 BECOMING BAD

Lexus's POV

I crossed my heart never to fantasize about my best friend dad ever again. I decided to walk home, it's about a miles from here but when I got to half, boy I realized it was far.

But then, a black Jeep stopped beside me and the tinted glass wound down revealing Cameron in office wears.

Gosh, I've be calling him by his name lately, I need to learn respect.

"get in, I'll drop you at your house" he said indifferently.

I contemplated, I'm tired of walking but will I be able to handle being alone with Arizona's dad.

"I also need to clear some things out with you" he spoke again. I clenched my fist and opened the door and got in.

The first few minutes went silent as I studied his hands as he tighten on the stirring wheel

"so.."

"I like you Lexus" she started to speak but he cut her by speaking at the same time

"what?"

"I just can't resist wanting to touch you again, you might not know me well but I'm well known for not doing a girl twice but you are just different.. I can't explain but seeing you in that bikini arose another part of me and it reminds me of that night.. our night, I wish you were not Arizona's friend"

Which part can I process? this is too much. Did he mean he wants me?

He stopped the car two house to my home and looked at me. He came closer and captured me into a kiss.

The air felt hot or is it my body?

I responded by cupping his face for support and kissing him back but he pulled out as if he realized something

"I'm sorry ... I'm just crazy, you can forget about what I said, forget about me" He looked away but I gulped

"I.."

"you should start heading home and you don't have to avoid me.. I won't ever bring up this topic.." as soon as he finished the sentence, I felt my heart sink instead. Why??

Cam is Handsome and an average girl like me will surely like him which I do but I just have to cancel my fantasies. I won't betray Arizona again

I just nodded and got down the car. I watch him make an U-turn. Did he come towards this area just for me.

I felt my stomach flutter but I shook my head and started heading home.

He sneered, she placed the sign the next morning after their marriage when he wanted them to practice what married couples do but of course, she bit his hand and chased him out.

He changed his mind and turned to mind his business when he heard sounds like giggling in the room. Seems she's on a call.

"oh Liam you're so funny..." Liam, that name got blood rushing to his brain.

Who was the man to gain so many attention from her. It must be her boyfriend because as far as he knows, she doesn't like men and Liam was the only guy she ogled at.

He licked his tongue as he knew what to do. He walked down the stairs and out of the house, opened his phone and tapped a number in his contacts

"Father-in-law, I'm afraid the wife you gave me is unfaithful..."

After they settled with some food and talked about family affairs. Edgar suddenly tightened his face and turned serious

"Shelly I was quite disappointed when your husband said you were having extra marital affairs" he said slowly

Sheldon choked and looked up rashly

"dad didn't he tell you the part when he brings women even to our own house" her eyes reddened

"He's a man, it's only normal" Edgar defended

"So you mean it's normal for a husband to cheat on a wife, you're indirectly saying you cheated on mum while she was alive? well I'm sorry dad! if other women are comfortable with it, I will not seat with my hands crossed doing nothing" She stood up and picked up her back

"come back here Sheldon your dad is still talking to you" Arden frowned

"yunno you acting like this only made me hate you more" she shot him a glare and he shut up in an instance

"Besides father, it was just Liam! If I knew you called me to spew nonsense I wouldn't have answered your call at all" she left the table in anger and out of the restaurant at once

"why didn't you tell me the guy was her cousin!" Edgar yelped at Arden

"how am I supposed to know, she ignored him and they acted like couple all over the house" He retorts

"now you made her annoyed, if you aren't sure about something next time, don't report such to me" Edgar stood up and walked faster on his support walking stick, trying to catch up with Sheldon.

"damn it!" Arden banged the table and ran his hands down his hair backwards.

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I couldn't stop thinking about him ever since he dropped me. I even tried talking about him with my mum (except mentioning the part that he's Arizona's dad)

I indirectly asked her how she'd react as a mother if she finds out her daughter was dating an older man, trust me.. she freaked out.

She even talked about jailing him. True, that was another factor that we can't be together, he'd get in serious trouble if the authorizes should find out.

Mum is the best, she advised me just like a normal American parent will, bought me some protective measures even though I won't be using them.

Now I just finished writing in my diary and I'm less busy, currently laying on my bed.

I just couldn't help but recall how he fvcked me without knowing who I was.

I tossed on the bed to try to clear out my head but it won't just leave. I closed my eyes and the scenes replayed, the way he trailed kisses on the sensitive spot on my neck and how he fingered me.

I didn't know when I inserted my index finger into my cunt and started fingering myself, just like the way he did.

I imitated his action and touched myself - I earned myself a moan.

"Lexus, come down from my breakfast!" I heard my mum yell

I snapped out of my act and opened my eyes. I'm so gone, what has Cameron done to me