Chapter 6 I want only her

LORCAN'S POV

The utterance of those words left a sting in my heart, I wasn't expecting her to accept me right now. But a rejection was far from my thought.

I fixed my composure and twisted inwards and brought out a smile.

"I understand, it's alright" It was not alright it was far from alright.

I daydreamed about my time with her, Her long hair resting on my bed. Our eyes interlock with so much passion and need. My breath rested on her bare shoulders.

I felt our mind link building up and all of a sudden I was faced with a rejection. I couldn't believe it but I had to accept it even though I knew deep down I wasn't going to give up on what I had for Ava.

I walked her to her house and I gave her a reassuring smile

"You coming for the ball right" I had limited words and I didn't want to sound like a sore loser or make her feel uncomfortable. I cared about her. I know that even though she doesn't accept me now she will come around someday.

"Yes, My mom will kill me if I don't come" We chuckled slowly and I left her side.

I got back home and laid face up on my bed, Thinking about the missed opportunities that I would eventually gain back. I had a build-up of emotions just by thinking about Ava.

I looked down and saw my dick bulging out of my pants, I smiled because the effect she had on me was strong.

Oh Ava, I can't wait to touch you and make you mine, You might fall from my reach for now but soon you'll be mind and I'll enjoy you to the fullest.

I sat upright and pulled my pants down slowly, My dick bounced back up and I held it gently with my hands. Ava see what you did, You will surely pay for this one day.

I gently rubbed my dick slowly at the thought of her. Her long flowing hair and her beautiful innocent eyes. The way her body moved in any dress she wore.

How red her cheeks turn when I tease her, There is a sexual tension between us and I know she feels it too, I just need her to explore it with me.

I increased the pace of my hand movement on my dick, The pleasure kept getting better and better as I kept thinking about her and rubbing my dick even faster than before.

I finally let out a whimpering sound as I was so close to the finish line. My eyes went shut and I busted all over my hands. I quivered and smiled widely.

Soon I won't have to use my hands anymore, It will be Ava's wet juices all over me. I can't wait for the day that will happen.

I got up and went to the bathroom to clean up. After a few minutes, I came back out to receive fresh air.

"Hey Lorcan" A seductive female voice called out my name. A very familiar voice, I turned to get a face to match the voice and without any surprise, I was met with Jada.

Jada is a pretty girl. Her boobs have always been filled up since I've known her. She had brown hazel eyes and dimples.

It wasn't a hidden fact that she had an interest in me. But I only had my eyes on Ava. I think everyone must have heard about my proposal to Ava.

"Jada, what brings you here?" I said in a slightly curious yet uninterested voice.

"I made bread and decided to bring some to you. I mean you do like bread right?" Jada has always been the one to go for what she wants. I can't count how many times she has tried to get into my room.

Always flashing her chest in my face. I didn't want to be mean but I needed her to back off, no matter how many times I asked her to stop and never come back. She always does and it makes me feel sorry for her but also irritated.

Jada is pretty and she has the curves many wolves will die to have a lie with on their beds, but she keeps following the one man that has no interest in her. It is quite intriguing.

"Thank you, Jada. You didn't have to" My voice was firm, It was more of me telling her not to do it again. But no matter how many times I hint at it or say it directly, She will never budge, It was truly amazing how high her perseverance and I didn't want to be part of her life.

"You know it's nothing, It's always my pleasure to satisfy whatever cravings you might have" She winked at me. She started walking closer to me and she put her hands on my chest.

I moved back and I wanted to take her hands off me but I hesitated, Looking at how hurt she would feel if I did that.

"Jada, you know I've already asked someone else to be my mate" I reminded her so she could realize she was doing something wrong and I didn't have interest in her.

"Yeah, I heard, No one could separate us" She rolled her eyes.

"She is not just anyone." I corrected and Jada's mouth twisted and her fist rolled up in anger.

"Why do you keep doing this to me?" She asked in a lowered voice and almost moved to tears.

"Doing what?" I acted confused and ignorant to her questions

"You know what I feel for you is real" Jada takes my hand in hers and puts it on her chest, My hands barely cover a section of it.

"Jada, we can't work" She swung my hand and turned around to leave, After she had taken a few steps she turned to me.

"You will be mine, I don't care what happens, But I will make you mine."