Chapter 3 With her plan working smoothly

In Islamic boarding schools, relationships between educators are often in the spotlight for the entire community. Ustadzah Aisha, who had special feelings for Ustadz Rafi, felt uncomfortable when she saw the excessive closeness between Sara and Ustadz Rafi.

Ustadzah Aisha, with a turbulent heart, decided to face this situation. One day, he called Sara to speak in his room.

Ustadzah Aisha: (in a firm tone) "Sara, I see that there is undue closeness between you and Ustadz Rafi. We have to maintain the boundaries that apply in this Islamic boarding school."

Sara: (in shock) "Sorry, Ustadzah, I didn't mean anything by it. It's just that Ustadz Rafi helped me a lot in the learning process."

Ustadzah Aisha: (with dissatisfaction) "I understand, but as a student, you must respect existing boundaries. We must not give the wrong impression to other people."

Even though Sara tried to explain that her closeness to Ustadz Rafi was only in the context of learning, Ustadzah Aisha still felt dissatisfied. The jealousy and special feelings that Ustadzah Aisha has for Ustadz Rafi further complicate the dynamics within the Islamic boarding school.

This incident brought tension between Ustadzah Aisha and Sara, and gave a difficult atmosphere within the Islamic boarding school. Sara must try to understand existing boundaries, while Ustadzah Aisha must learn to control her feelings and understand that closeness between students and teachers is not always romantic or inappropriate.

Sara began to suspect that Ustadzah Aisha had special feelings for Ustadz Rafi. The too close proximity between Ustadzah Aisha and Ustadz Rafi, along with their interactions which often seemed full of warmth, began to raise suspicions in Sara's mind.

One day, when Ustadzah Aisha called her to speak, Sara decided to face the situation head-on.

Sara: (carefully) "Ustadzah, I want to ask something that might sound a bit sensitive."

Ustadzah Aisha: (in astonishment) "Sure, Sara. What do you want to ask?"

Sara: (with courage) "Is there something more than just a professional relationship between you and Ustadz Rafi? I feel that there is something unusual in the interactions between the two of you."

Ustadzah Aisha's face became serious, and she pondered for a moment before giving an answer.

Ustadzah Aisha: (calmly) "Sara, I understand why you feel that way. However, I want to emphasize that my relationship with Ustadz Rafi is a professional relationship and full of respect. There is nothing more than that."

Even though Sara still felt doubtful, Ustadzah Aisha's answer made her feel a little relieved. However, his suspicions still remained, and he promised to keep an eye on every interaction between them.

Sara's feelings of suspicion show that relationship dynamics within Islamic boarding schools can be complicated and confusing. This adds a layer of tension and complexity in an environment that should be full of peace and learning.

Even though Ustadzah Aisha had given a convincing explanation, Sara still felt that something was not fully revealed. His suspicions were still burning in his mind, and he decided to further observe the interaction between Ustadzah Aisha and Ustadz Rafi.

As time passed, Sara increasingly saw Ustadzah Aisha and Ustadz Rafi talking privately, even outside the learning context. Sara's feelings of jealousy and discomfort grew, and these feelings affected her daily life at the Islamic boarding school.

One day, after seeing Ustadzah Aisha and Ustadz Rafi talking intimately, Sara decided to speak directly to Ustadz Rafi.

Sara: (carefully) "Ustadz Rafi, is everything okay between you and Ustadzah Aisha? I feel something is wrong."

Ustadz Rafi: (in a soft tone) "Sara, my relationship with Ustadzah Aisha is a professional and friendly relationship. Nothing more than that. What are you worried about?"

Sara: (with doubt) "I just felt something was unusual. Sorry if this sounds strange."

Ustadz Rafi: "Don't worry, Sara. I will give an explanation to Ustadzah Aisha so that there are no misunderstandings between us."

Even though Ustadz Rafi gave an explanation, Sara still felt unsure. Sara's anxiety and doubts create additional tension within the boarding school, and the relationship between the three of them becomes increasingly complicated.

In an environment that should be filled with enthusiasm for learning and spiritual tranquility, uncertainty and feelings of suspicion can affect students' well-being and the dynamics of the Islamic boarding school community as a whole.

Feeling uncomfortable with the uncertainty and feelings of suspicion that were developing between Ustadz Rafi, Ustadzah Aisha, and herself, Sara chose to hide her feelings. He felt that expressing his suspicions could worsen the situation within the Islamic boarding school and create greater tension.

Every time she saw the interaction between Ustadz Rafi and Ustadzah Aisha, Sara tried to hide her jealousy and keep her feelings from being too open. He tries to live his days as usual, but suspicion and discomfort continue to lurk behind the fake smile he displays.

When asked by her friends about the relationship between Ustadz Rafi and Ustadzah Aisha, Sara tried to avoid the topic or gave short answers. He felt that discussing this would only make the situation more complicated and raise further questions.

Silently, Sara tried to evaluate her own feelings. He realized that it might be necessary to address this uncertainty in a more open and honest way. However, fear of the consequences of expressing his feelings makes him hesitant to go any further.

Every day, Sara continues to hide her feelings behind a smile and a seemingly normal attitude. Meanwhile, uncertainty within the Islamic boarding school continues to grow, creating an atmosphere filled with secrets and tensions that are difficult to resolve. However, Sara's feelings remained hidden, becoming an unspoken burden in her heart.

In a boarding school atmosphere full of rules and authority, Ustadzah Aisha, who felt jealous and didn't like Sara, decided to find a way to get Sara punished by Ustadz Rafi. Ustadzah Aisha's jealousy and personal feelings have clouded her professional decisions.

Ustadzah Aisha: (talking to Ustadz Rafi) "Ustadz Rafi, I noticed that Sara often violates Islamic boarding school rules. I think, maybe now is the time to give stricter punishments so that she can be more obedient."

Ustadz Rafi: (with a cool head) "Are you sure, Ustadzah Aisha? The punishment must be appropriate to the offense committed. We must ensure that every action has a strong basis."

Ustadzah Aisha: (in a sharp tone) "I think his actions are quite frequent and detrimental to stability in the Islamic boarding school. He needs to know the consequences."

Ustadz Rafi: (with affirmation) "I will consider it wisely, but we must ensure that justice is maintained."

Ustadzah Aisha, with jealousy and a desire to see Sara punished, continued to monitor every step Sara took. He looked for minor violations or shortcomings in his hopes of providing a basis for punishment from Ustadz Rafi.

Meanwhile, Sara, who felt pressure from Ustadzah Aisha, tried to be more careful and tried not to break the rules. The conflicts that occur behind the scenes create greater tension within the Islamic boarding school, creating dynamics that are complicated and difficult to overcome. Ustadz Rafi's decision to punish Sara must be based on justice and the actual violation, not because of the influence of Ustadzah Aisha's personal feelings.

Filled with feelings of jealousy and dislike towards Sara, Ustadzah Aisha began planning ways to ensure that Sara received punishment from Ustadz Rafi. With a heart full of desire to see Sara punished, he decided to act with more secrecy.

Ustadzah Aisha: (thinking to herself) "Sara must be punished. I must find a way for Ustadz Rafi to see her violation clearly."

Feeling confident in her plan, Ustadzah Aisha began to pay attention to every step Sara took. He recorded every minor violation or action that could be considered as disobedience to the boarding school rules.

After collecting enough evidence, Ustadzah Aisha decided to invite Ustadz Rafi to speak privately.

Ustadzah Aisha: (in a worried tone) "Ustadz Rafi, I am worried about Sara's behavior. I have noted several violations she has committed and I think further action is needed."

Ustadz Rafi: (seriously) "What have you found, Ustadzah Aisha? We must ensure that every action taken is based on justice and strong evidence."

Ustadzah Aisha: (with full confidence) "I have a record of his violations. I think it is time to give him a strict punishment so that he can be more obedient."

Ustadz Rafi: (nods) "Thank you for the information, Ustadzah Aisha. I will review the evidence you provided and decide on the next step."

With her plan working smoothly, Ustadzah Aisha felt confident that Sara would receive the punishment she deserved. However, behind his satisfaction, there was a feeling that his actions might create more conflict within the Islamic boarding school.