Chapter 2 resistant

Even though time continued to pass at the Islamic boarding school, Sara became increasingly absorbed in feelings of hatred towards Ustadz Rafi. Every step he took seemed to be watched and punished by the ustadz. Sara's dissatisfaction deepened every time Ustadz Rafi gave sanctions or punishment, which according to her always came without mercy.

Sara: (inwardly) "Why does Ustadz Rafi always punish me? It seems like he never gets tired of managing my life."

This feeling of hatred permeates every interaction between the two. Sara felt that the punishments she received were unfair, and it became increasingly difficult for her to accept Ustadz Rafi's authority.

One day, during a group meeting, Ustadz Rafi gave harsh criticism of Sara's actions which were deemed to have violated the boarding school's rules. Sara's anger erupted, and she couldn't help but express her disapproval.

Sara: (in a high voice) "Why is it always me who gets punished? It's not fair! I'm tired of all this!"

Ustadz Rafi: (firmly) "Punishment is a consequence of your actions, Sara. You must learn to be responsible."

The conflict is increasingly heated, and the atmosphere at the Islamic boarding school is increasingly tense. Sara, in her growing hatred, tried to stay as far away from Ustadz Rafi as possible. He avoided every lesson and interaction involving the ustadz, without realizing that his hatred was increasingly isolating him from the learning process and character formation that should occur at the Islamic boarding school.

Even though Sara continues to hate the punishments and rules imposed by Ustadz Rafi, perhaps there is room for reflection and consideration that behind the ustadz's actions, there are good intentions to guide and educate. Resentment and disapproval of Ustadz Rafi's authority may have been a stumbling block that prevented Sara from seeing the true potential for growth and learning in the Islamic boarding school.

One day, at a boarding school filled with strict rules, Sara unknowingly violates one of the applicable norms. He entered an area designated as a place exclusively for men, a place where women were not allowed to pass. Even though it was only brief, this action attracted the attention of many men around the area.

The men at the scene openly praised Sara's beauty. Ustadz Rafi, who happened to see the incident, felt that he did not like Sara's violation of the rules that had been clearly established.

Ustadz Rafi: (in a cold tone) "Sara, don't you know the rules at this Islamic boarding school? This place is prohibited for women. Your actions are unacceptable."

Sara, initially shocked and feeling guilty, tried to explain.

Sara: (in a compassionate tone) "I'm sorry, Ustadz. I didn't break the rule on purpose. I just wanted to take a shortcut."

Ustadz Rafi: (firmly) "Sorry is not enough. Every violation must have consequences."

Hearing these words, Sara felt anxious and worried about the punishment that would be imposed. Ustadz Rafi then decided to give punishment as a form of reminder and discipline.

The punishment includes extra assignments and special guidance. Sara, who initially felt annoyed by the punishment, began to reflect and understand that the rules at the Islamic boarding school were not merely to limit, but to protect religious values and maintain the purity of the Islamic boarding school environment.

In her journey to understand the meaning of the rules, Sara may discover that the punishment is a call for deeper reflection and personal growth.

After breaking the Islamic boarding school rules, Sara felt reluctant to accept the punishment given by Ustadz Rafi. With a stubborn attitude, he tried to defend himself.

Sara: (in a loud tone) "I don't deserve to be punished like this! I was only passing by that place for a moment!"

Ustadz Rafi: (calm) "This punishment is given so that you can reflect and understand the meaning of the rules that have been violated. This is not just about justice, but also about education and character formation."

Sara: (stubbornly) "I don't want to accept this punishment! These rules only limit my freedom!"

Facing Sara's disapproval, Ustadz Rafi decided to provide an alternative punishment that was more educational in nature.

Ustadz Rafi: (with a cool head) "Fine, if that's what you want. However, instead, I order you to memorize one letter from the Koran. Choose the letter that you think is most relevant to this life lesson."

Although it initially sounded like a light punishment, Ustadz Rafi knew that memorizing one letter from the Koran could be a profound experience and open the door to a deeper understanding of religious values.

Sara, although still reluctant, finally agreed to the alternative punishment. As time goes by, Sara may find that memorizing letters from the Koran leads her on a spiritual journey and a deeper understanding of the rules that she previously considered as limitations.

As time went by, Sara began to fulfill her obligation to memorize letters from the Koran. Initially, this task was undertaken with discomfort and reluctance. However, as he repeated the noble verses, a change in him began to be felt.

Memorizing the letter led Sara to deep self-reflection. The verses of the Koran are a source of inspiration and guidance for life for him. Each word memorized becomes more than just a chore, but a window into a deeper understanding of God's wisdom and guidance.

Ustadz Rafi, with the patience and leadership he provided, saw a change in Sara's attitude. Sara, who was initially reluctant to accept punishment, is now starting to embrace the opportunity to deepen her understanding of her religion.

One day, after Sara succeeded in memorizing the assigned letter, Ustadz Rafi invited her to speak.

Ustadz Rafi: (with a light smile) "Sara, do you feel the impact of memorizing this letter?"

Sara: (in a low tone) "I feel there is calm and wisdom in every verse I memorize. It's like opening my eyes to many things."

Ustadz Rafi: "Thank God. Remember, Sara, the rules and punishments given are not just to trouble you, but to guide you in a better direction. Hopefully this journey will bring us all to a deeper understanding of this life."

Sara, although initially resistant, eventually discovers that a seemingly harsh punishment can be a catalyst for positive change in her life. Memorizing a letter from the Koran opened his eyes to the wisdom contained within it, and slowly, he began to see the rules of the Islamic boarding school not as constraints, but as guidelines that guided him on the path of true wisdom and happiness.